ok yep add 2 more names.
more thks t ang junkai, shen xiaojun. yeah thks f th present though it was 1 week late. LOL okay but yah thks. i hvnt give it a name. suggest a name if you all want.
ok so smth rather sad happen ytd. i shant elaborate much on it. but if you see this, i just want to say im really sorry for neglecting you. i really didnt mean it that way though thats how you see it. its not like i dont care for you, its just that i express my care in another way? but i must say that somehow im still at fault. really sorry. scold me if you want, i will feel better. but pls stop that habit of urs. im really sincerely saying it cos i care for you. ur always online one, didnt see you online today. i expect you block me, nvm.
and today another sad thing happen. dont know whether its considered sad. but anyway yeah again i shant elaborate on it. i mean i should give the ppl involved some basic respect. ok so what i wanted to say, if you see this, is that if you got probs, you can tell me. i'll be here for you okay, and everyone else also. i mean or you can tell someone else instead. dont bury everything within urself. yes running can destress, but thats also not how you should run. you know, when i saw her sitting there, shaking and in pain, i feel so helpless. i wanted to do smth but i really dont know what to do. she cant even walk i was practically standing there, doing nth. and my spoonfeeding skills are like so lan. i'm really so sorry i can't help at all. i saw my frn there, so xinku, mentally and physically, yet i can't do anything. i really feel so useless and stupid you know.
i dont know why ppl around me are all getting so hurt and sad. actually im really stressed out from it too. im like so sorry yet he still dont believe me. what else can i do? cry? i cried, what use? maybe i shld go running too. maybe. the exams are stressing me out too. i suddenly realise i dont know so much things.
ok yep so yl did sms me happy bday after all and lw didnt. nvm i expect he didnt even knw at all. ok i really cant see whts so diff t rmb 911. anw forget it.
ok so oral was rather ok. mr rendy lee is kind of funny? yep thn yeah lemme jus thank th following ppl.
winifred,
huiyi,
beixin,
jiahui, tianhe, tingyun, jade, suzanna,
shum,
elin, siqi, lilin, juehong, ros, joseph, daoxuan,
cher,
peizhen,
meixi,
huishan,
xinyue,
zhanhao, derek, ziyi, leon, xihong, nihao,
yankang, sijia, jiamin, matilda,
aubrey,
norine,
khenghwee,
chenghui, marian, chrismin, weiyuan, renbin, pengjie,
chaiying, sweeying, jiamin, michelle, xiaojun,
yanlu,
antonio zb,
gwen,
jeffrey,
yuqing, xiaojun, junkai,
jaslin,
xiuhan,
wenyi, pamela, shiyuan, tuanying, cheryl lim, brena, keith, pinglin, edison,
zhenhong...
ok i really hope i dont miss out anyone. if i do and you happen t see this w.o ur name, just tag k. i will add in ur name. yeah thks ppl f ur happy bday : D and yeah
thks 3H girls f the sudden outbreak of bday song which really scared me. and thn u guys sing really loud thn i was so embarrassed HAHA but yeah
really touched thkyou (:
oh yeah and more thks t the below few ppl who gave me presents :
derek : haha derek thks f ur really long letter i finished it on that day and yep ur pig oinks v loudly LOL : D
ziyi : thks yeah. you painted it urself right? thks f th effort. yep (:
angela aka shum : shum love th pig u gave . haha nice neoprint too : D erm yep i saw u on th stairs thn you didnt tell me u left th pig under my table. poor pig, lucky i nv squash it. btw th pig is named after shum and is thus called shum !
elin : gawd ur really big pig elin ! haha 4th pig at a go liao . ok i will hug it to sleep :}
shiyuan : thks f ur really round pig ! 5th pig ! haha yep it is called aurora btw ((:
tuanying : love ur really orange toy. its called pungy. cheryl loh gave th name ! :]
btw dont forget, there is a 'i not stupid 2' tv series coming up. its totally different from the movie so take note of the time and date it is starting. i saw the commercial,
joshua ang is damn shuai in the show,
watch out for him! and he spent his whole june hols filming it before going into NS on 7 july.
he spent alot of efforts, support him!23 sept, 9 PM, channel 8
