20090329
busy
10:28 PM
really busy. 'cause i havent completed like half of my hw during the mar holidays, i practically have to rush through hw in between lessons, during breaks whatever. and its all 'cause i was too busy to complete work during mar hols. but if given a choice, i'd choose to dance everyday than mug everyday, like duh! (:
okay this week, although being really busy, has been rather fun somehow. mon ive 5 stations. was feeling really nervous about it 'cause ive no time at all to train, but look at the results:
sit-ups: 44 :D
sit-n-reach: 43cm ):
standing board jump: 178cm (WTH 2CM TO B!)
shuttle run: 10.8s :D
inclined pull-up: 23!!!! :DDDD
oh yea and 2.4km: 14:07!
thur, i was really grumpy in the morning probably 'cause my half day became a whole full day. reached school at 830 for dance. well, what can i say. sorry to the dancers, somehow i always bring in my own personal feelings into dance, which may have affected some of you. thinking was saying some ppl are putting in their all but some ppl just want to slack so the whole group has to do it over and over again. well, i didnt try to slack but the fact that i actually thought twice whether thinking is referring to me shows that i hadnt put in my best too. which i really hate myself for that, 'cause syf is like real soon and im still not putting all my heart and soul into it ):
but dance in the afternoon was fun (: thinking praised us for being consistently dancing rather well and that the energy level didnt fluctuate much despite us dancing it over and over again. is it 'cause of my magical fingers and huiwei's aura? :D then we should just press forever man. it feels good to feel that you've done ur best. i really hope on syf day, i'd do my best and not in the tired grumpy mood that i just want to slack and get it done and over with.
fri, cca room cleaning! now i know who is really useful haha and who slacks the most (i think its me!). the cca room is so clean now. thanks to all those who come down :D to those who arent free, fret not. there's still painting plates session coming up real soon! (: haha, camwhoring with any props available was fun too, i like the fake hair one! and the one with the bride. the expression on travis' and quyen's and thinking's face is really classic :D and some nice things happen. although its just a small gesture, but it really makes me feel a lot more significant! (: its just these little things in life that bring a smile onto your face!
buying of makeup ytd! ordered pizza for lunch. and yea only managed to set off when its close to 4 uhhuh and we met with lots of obstacles really. so to all those who went to orchard to get makeup, really to bring in this obstacle feeling into the dance okay, how we overcome the obstacles and finally bought the makeup. lissya wore this shirt that says : 'ive lost my telephone number, can i have yours?' haha thinking's reply is funny : 'you already have mine' HAHA.
syf is drawing near. im kind of like excited but at the same time i dread it. it means that ive to step down and stop dancing soon right. i really dont want to think of life after i step down. somehow, malay dance has become such an important part of my life and i really cannot imagine life with just mugging sessions and no dance. whats life without njc malay dance? i really dont know.
20090322
emo no more! (:
10:09 PM
yay im emo no more (: so there, saying everything out and sorting everything is still the best way to solve problems. and i was being emo there for nothing, 'cause someone wasnt even angry with me. thanks luh, wasted my time getting upset. but i'm glad that everything's over! (: yay! so i can stop looking at the floor during warmup LOL
anyway, speaking of which, this incident allowed me to grow! yes again! haha i always say i grow but i never seem to be growing right. i mean i grow mentally and not physically. so now im like more mature once again yay :D so yea, still thanks afterall (: i like to know that ive grown a little each time after i overcome some obstacle or solve some problems. it gives me this sense of satisfaction :D
pp is telling me to update more, and to make my blog less cheem. haha see! that means im so mature and i talk about stuff that're so philosophical instead of just typing out whatever that has happened throughout the day. haha, you're supposed to be proud of me pp! :D but anyway, talking about such cheem stuff apparently doesnt seem to have improved my gp ):
okay, i know that i shldnt be online. and that what mrs tan said is really true. that we're all so tired and any time we have, we should use it for dance, rest, or sleep. and we should stop coming online just for these two weeks. haha but then again, im still online. somehow, habits cant be changed so easily. have you all heard of this, its quite interesting. habit is really hard to correct. 'cause when you remove the 'h', you still have abit, you remove 'a' you still have bit. you remove the 'b' you still have it! so you've to keep removing for a few times then you will get rid of the habit. okay cool right, anyway, i havent finished all my hol hw, so dont ask me why im here. i dont know. prob just to post that im emo no more.
anyway, thanks to all those who cared that i was emo, which is like no one?! how come no one tagged and asked about my emo posts! and then lissya just told me aiyah pretend nothing happened luh. okay luh, but she did give me a big big hug though kind of unwillingly, and she told me not to cry.
and what else. syf is in 14days! excited, but i dont really want to think of what happened after that. i will have to step down soon, and i really cant imagine my life w.o njc malay dance, whether its the dance or the people ): and that also means ive to face a's soon, i feel like i wont win it urgh. okay okay today is supposed to be a happy day, so there, no unhappy posts.
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anyway, speaking of which, this incident allowed me to grow! yes again! haha i always say i grow but i never seem to be growing right. i mean i grow mentally and not physically. so now im like more mature once again yay :D so yea, still thanks afterall (: i like to know that ive grown a little each time after i overcome some obstacle or solve some problems. it gives me this sense of satisfaction :D
pp is telling me to update more, and to make my blog less cheem. haha see! that means im so mature and i talk about stuff that're so philosophical instead of just typing out whatever that has happened throughout the day. haha, you're supposed to be proud of me pp! :D but anyway, talking about such cheem stuff apparently doesnt seem to have improved my gp ):
okay, i know that i shldnt be online. and that what mrs tan said is really true. that we're all so tired and any time we have, we should use it for dance, rest, or sleep. and we should stop coming online just for these two weeks. haha but then again, im still online. somehow, habits cant be changed so easily. have you all heard of this, its quite interesting. habit is really hard to correct. 'cause when you remove the 'h', you still have abit, you remove 'a' you still have bit. you remove the 'b' you still have it! so you've to keep removing for a few times then you will get rid of the habit. okay cool right, anyway, i havent finished all my hol hw, so dont ask me why im here. i dont know. prob just to post that im emo no more.
anyway, thanks to all those who cared that i was emo, which is like no one?! how come no one tagged and asked about my emo posts! and then lissya just told me aiyah pretend nothing happened luh. okay luh, but she did give me a big big hug though kind of unwillingly, and she told me not to cry.
and what else. syf is in 14days! excited, but i dont really want to think of what happened after that. i will have to step down soon, and i really cant imagine my life w.o njc malay dance, whether its the dance or the people ): and that also means ive to face a's soon, i feel like i wont win it urgh. okay okay today is supposed to be a happy day, so there, no unhappy posts.
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20090319
its just so awkward; i cant say anything
11:00 PM
i wonder how come people can hide their emotions so well.
i really should learn how to manage my emotions better.
i really dont care, but its just so awkward.
and i cant say a thing.
this is weird, it should stop soon. like real soon.
off to sleep, dance tmr! :D
it feels so good to dance and just dance with no school.
i really should learn how to manage my emotions better.
i really dont care, but its just so awkward.
and i cant say a thing.
this is weird, it should stop soon. like real soon.
off to sleep, dance tmr! :D
it feels so good to dance and just dance with no school.
20090317
how many sorries
11:17 PM
okay the emo part, anyway its quite rare that i actually post twice in a day. i wanted to post it on another blog, but aiyah nvm its so troublesome setting up everything so yea.
its kind of emo really. if you know that im going to talk about you and you dont want to read on, please feel free to go away.
but this is gonna be really general.
i was just wondering, how many times can you say sorry until it has become insincere already. it somehow seems to be similar to 'i love you'. just look, 'i am sorry' and 'i love you' are all eight-letters words. okay actually i think im trying to force out a link between them. anyway, i believe 'i love you' is too precious to be said and repeated every now and then. and i really hate to hear it so often 'cause it makes these three special words sound v general and just not special anymore. i guess its the same with ' i am sorry'.
i dont know whats wrong luh. but i realise i kept saying im sorry for any small lil things ive done. so much so that it has become insignificant, up to the point that you can actually tell me not to apologise anymore. i guess luh, its probably 'cause you felt that there's no point since there's no real meaning or real sincerity in saying it. i shdnt have abused the use of these words.
and i realise that i always dont learn my lesson. or rather i take forever to learn. whatever happened in the past, i really just forget. time sort of like really brings away with it all the pain and hurt and whatever not. which i think isnt good. 'cause i'll never learn my lesson that way. some people thought its quite good, 'cause i forgive and forget and move on with my life. but the moment i forget, i will repeat the same mistake again and i dont seem to be able to grow out of it. my teacher used to tell me this : ' once bitten, twice shy. twice bitten, you can go and die luh' really, i thought it really makes sense. its twice alr, shd i go and die haha. okay anyway casual remark, i wont commit suicide, dont worry about me.
but i feel that we always dont realise our mistakes until someone pointed out at us and until we fall down or fail and then we realise what we've been doing all along is wrong. and i really thank everyone single one out there who has pointed out to me where ive gone wrong, so that i will walk the right path from that point onwards.
i cant swear that i'll be able to change fast. 'cause thats who im, and i behave like that. it may be my flaws, but no one is perfect luh please. i'll change it, and i need time. random but i want a big big hug from lissya soon D: thats one of the ways to make myself feel happier. and thanks lissya. really (: for always giving me lots of big big hugs and forgiving me everytime i say smth i shldnt. its 'cause of such wonderful friends around that makes me realise that i shd stop, in some sense, bullying them. lissya, can you just cover my mouth next time.
somehow, i feel that its gonna be awkward. lets wait and see...
its kind of emo really. if you know that im going to talk about you and you dont want to read on, please feel free to go away.
but this is gonna be really general.
i was just wondering, how many times can you say sorry until it has become insincere already. it somehow seems to be similar to 'i love you'. just look, 'i am sorry' and 'i love you' are all eight-letters words. okay actually i think im trying to force out a link between them. anyway, i believe 'i love you' is too precious to be said and repeated every now and then. and i really hate to hear it so often 'cause it makes these three special words sound v general and just not special anymore. i guess its the same with ' i am sorry'.
i dont know whats wrong luh. but i realise i kept saying im sorry for any small lil things ive done. so much so that it has become insignificant, up to the point that you can actually tell me not to apologise anymore. i guess luh, its probably 'cause you felt that there's no point since there's no real meaning or real sincerity in saying it. i shdnt have abused the use of these words.
and i realise that i always dont learn my lesson. or rather i take forever to learn. whatever happened in the past, i really just forget. time sort of like really brings away with it all the pain and hurt and whatever not. which i think isnt good. 'cause i'll never learn my lesson that way. some people thought its quite good, 'cause i forgive and forget and move on with my life. but the moment i forget, i will repeat the same mistake again and i dont seem to be able to grow out of it. my teacher used to tell me this : ' once bitten, twice shy. twice bitten, you can go and die luh' really, i thought it really makes sense. its twice alr, shd i go and die haha. okay anyway casual remark, i wont commit suicide, dont worry about me.
but i feel that we always dont realise our mistakes until someone pointed out at us and until we fall down or fail and then we realise what we've been doing all along is wrong. and i really thank everyone single one out there who has pointed out to me where ive gone wrong, so that i will walk the right path from that point onwards.
i cant swear that i'll be able to change fast. 'cause thats who im, and i behave like that. it may be my flaws, but no one is perfect luh please. i'll change it, and i need time. random but i want a big big hug from lissya soon D: thats one of the ways to make myself feel happier. and thanks lissya. really (: for always giving me lots of big big hugs and forgiving me everytime i say smth i shldnt. its 'cause of such wonderful friends around that makes me realise that i shd stop, in some sense, bullying them. lissya, can you just cover my mouth next time.
somehow, i feel that its gonna be awkward. lets wait and see...
dance camp.
11:01 PM
dance camp! is officially over yay :D it was a nice time, altho trg took up like 3/4 of it? the nightwalk was fun (: although i was kinda scared sometimes. miss ting is so not scary luh! but when she sings or hums along, its kinda scary. anyway i got scared by kurt, nice one! -.-
i hope malay dancers have enjoyed urself during camp. for bonding games group, i'm sorry you guys put in the effort to brainstorm for ideas and stuff and we didnt get to play everything, but its okay! i thought the team was kind of more bonded after that too, and the newcomers from both jc team and ip team get to know each other more also. which is good :D 'cause njc malay dance is one whole team!
anyway, i know everyone must have been tired and aching. rest well tmr okay, its the only rest day till like sat, so please please please rest! if not, we will all be struggling to keep ourselves awake and energetic so yea. everyone, dont go out tmr hor! sleep more and mug more :D
the dance is like getting more and more up to standard i thought. progressing rather well, not super huge jump in standard but still, as long as we're improving, its good enough! its three more weeks before, endure okay :D having said that, ive to admit my legs are super tired from joget and then aiyah im just aching ALL OVER. my back yes! 'cause cikgu gave me a v cool pose, but v difficult luh. ive to train my back and stuff luh. i dont feel like im doing my best yet. but if at this point of time, i dont give my best, when do i still want to wait to?
ive lots of hw undone and stuff. but i cant complain much. 'cause if i had stopped blogging and coming online which im doing right now and spending the time to complete my tutorials and asgs, i'd be able to finish them. but alright im glad that i still finished my complex 1 tutorial even though im super tired now. perservere on everyone! (: that applies to the other CCAs too, 'cause i know everyone's super busy and camping and stuff.
okay the end to the general and less emo post.
i hope malay dancers have enjoyed urself during camp. for bonding games group, i'm sorry you guys put in the effort to brainstorm for ideas and stuff and we didnt get to play everything, but its okay! i thought the team was kind of more bonded after that too, and the newcomers from both jc team and ip team get to know each other more also. which is good :D 'cause njc malay dance is one whole team!
anyway, i know everyone must have been tired and aching. rest well tmr okay, its the only rest day till like sat, so please please please rest! if not, we will all be struggling to keep ourselves awake and energetic so yea. everyone, dont go out tmr hor! sleep more and mug more :D
the dance is like getting more and more up to standard i thought. progressing rather well, not super huge jump in standard but still, as long as we're improving, its good enough! its three more weeks before, endure okay :D having said that, ive to admit my legs are super tired from joget and then aiyah im just aching ALL OVER. my back yes! 'cause cikgu gave me a v cool pose, but v difficult luh. ive to train my back and stuff luh. i dont feel like im doing my best yet. but if at this point of time, i dont give my best, when do i still want to wait to?
ive lots of hw undone and stuff. but i cant complain much. 'cause if i had stopped blogging and coming online which im doing right now and spending the time to complete my tutorials and asgs, i'd be able to finish them. but alright im glad that i still finished my complex 1 tutorial even though im super tired now. perservere on everyone! (: that applies to the other CCAs too, 'cause i know everyone's super busy and camping and stuff.
okay the end to the general and less emo post.
20090315
adventurous week
12:03 AM
this week was quite an adventurous week, compared to the previous few. on tue night, we took some pictures and videos after dance for the nightwalk for malay dance camp :D which is tmr! anticipate it ppl :D anyway, that was kind of fun. i laugh like hell, i think everyone's stomach was so painful. anyway, yea i think we shd put behind-the-scenes stuff man. its gotta make everyone laugh like crazy.
anyway yea, after that got a ride out on saniah's dad's car. mygosh, so all the houses i pass by when i took 156 wasnt the most gorgeous and biggest i have seen. the houses behind the school area, gosh they're massive! really huge and pretty. we were saying if only we could have a quarter of it! gosh too bad that im not born so rich, if not i'd have just dropped out of sch and slack at home everyday. and anyway, i was at kap's stop which means i only have one bus-154. waited for close to 15mins but see no bus, so gwen and i decided to seek the help of the 'sbs ask-iris' service. haha smsed and realised that 154 takes another freaking 13mins to come!! in the end, gwen hwarng pushed me up 74 which ive never taken before. great, i was there praying that i wont get lost, 'cause its so dark still you know. and i couldnt really tell where i am.
and then i safely reached dover mrt station. in fact, i thought 74's route is much nicer than 156/154. 'cause ppl at clementi is really inconsiderate man. they block up the whole escalator and i miss my mrt twice in a week. super nice! singaporeans really should know how to be more considerate and stand at the left or smth. irritating, i was so pissed off i wanted to curse someone. and anyway, my mum was waiting for me at redhill mrt station and i walk back with her. there was this kid, i just merely look at him and then he was like ' look what look. stop looking luh' MYGOSH haha i actually ignored him and continue walking. i practically like wth and rolled my eyes altho i was kinda scared that he'd bashed me up or smth. but my mum was there so i was not that scared. then, i saw this dead cat lying on the road. gosh it was gross. dont talk about it luh.
thurs! costumes have arrived. mygosh it was horrible, at least i think so. but after wearing it today, it didnt look that bad luh. just that my pants and everything kept slipping. tell me that ive lost weight, then i will be real glad. but everyone else's too, so its the tailor problem, not me losing weight ):
yesterday fri! went to celebrate yeap's birthday. haha lilin came up w some lame excuse of a farewell meal for ros 'cause she's going kuantan for geog trip -.- LOL anyway ate at sakae 'cause there's this 1buck per plate promotion. mygosh super embarrassing, yeap was like 1 dollar huh. 1 dollar then take. WAHLAO but in the end was really full and i spent about like 8plus. considered rather cheap for sakae right.
today danced with costumes. i can only say that my costumes wouldnt stop dropping. and i couldnt stop stepping on them. anyway, i havent packed my stuff for tmr's camp. and i havent even told my dad about it! haha, the nightwalk is going to be scary :D
and i look forward to the s21 dinner at mrs poon's house, altho im still thinking what mummy can cook.
lissya always have inspirational quotes. or rather interesting quotes.
' the perfect words never crossed my mind 'cause there was nothing in there but you.'
haha, and yea, i really know more about tictac, and what was that occasional glances mean today. lol no not really, its a one day thing. im over it, i dont really want to know.
anyway yea, after that got a ride out on saniah's dad's car. mygosh, so all the houses i pass by when i took 156 wasnt the most gorgeous and biggest i have seen. the houses behind the school area, gosh they're massive! really huge and pretty. we were saying if only we could have a quarter of it! gosh too bad that im not born so rich, if not i'd have just dropped out of sch and slack at home everyday. and anyway, i was at kap's stop which means i only have one bus-154. waited for close to 15mins but see no bus, so gwen and i decided to seek the help of the 'sbs ask-iris' service. haha smsed and realised that 154 takes another freaking 13mins to come!! in the end, gwen hwarng pushed me up 74 which ive never taken before. great, i was there praying that i wont get lost, 'cause its so dark still you know. and i couldnt really tell where i am.
and then i safely reached dover mrt station. in fact, i thought 74's route is much nicer than 156/154. 'cause ppl at clementi is really inconsiderate man. they block up the whole escalator and i miss my mrt twice in a week. super nice! singaporeans really should know how to be more considerate and stand at the left or smth. irritating, i was so pissed off i wanted to curse someone. and anyway, my mum was waiting for me at redhill mrt station and i walk back with her. there was this kid, i just merely look at him and then he was like ' look what look. stop looking luh' MYGOSH haha i actually ignored him and continue walking. i practically like wth and rolled my eyes altho i was kinda scared that he'd bashed me up or smth. but my mum was there so i was not that scared. then, i saw this dead cat lying on the road. gosh it was gross. dont talk about it luh.
thurs! costumes have arrived. mygosh it was horrible, at least i think so. but after wearing it today, it didnt look that bad luh. just that my pants and everything kept slipping. tell me that ive lost weight, then i will be real glad. but everyone else's too, so its the tailor problem, not me losing weight ):
yesterday fri! went to celebrate yeap's birthday. haha lilin came up w some lame excuse of a farewell meal for ros 'cause she's going kuantan for geog trip -.- LOL anyway ate at sakae 'cause there's this 1buck per plate promotion. mygosh super embarrassing, yeap was like 1 dollar huh. 1 dollar then take. WAHLAO but in the end was really full and i spent about like 8plus. considered rather cheap for sakae right.
today danced with costumes. i can only say that my costumes wouldnt stop dropping. and i couldnt stop stepping on them. anyway, i havent packed my stuff for tmr's camp. and i havent even told my dad about it! haha, the nightwalk is going to be scary :D
and i look forward to the s21 dinner at mrs poon's house, altho im still thinking what mummy can cook.
lissya always have inspirational quotes. or rather interesting quotes.
' the perfect words never crossed my mind 'cause there was nothing in there but you.'
haha, and yea, i really know more about tictac, and what was that occasional glances mean today. lol no not really, its a one day thing. im over it, i dont really want to know.
20090308
bad mood week.
8:45 PM
i think less people bothers to visit my blog now ): 'cause its all about dance and dance and dance. but i dont have much choice, dance has overtaken my whole life.
i had a break on monday 'cause i was having a headache. break from studies, and also a break from dance. i think the break was just in time, and i actually completed a lot of work that day and i was kind of free for the whole week. and my bruises sort of recover already so rolling and backrolling aint that painful already, so (:
basically, i think time is like literally flying past. 'cause i reach home at like 9? after dance. and by the time i wash up ate smth and stuff, its close to 10. so yea, school, dance, sleep. so yea what else. okay skip, i forgot what i want to say.
dance@pa. finally, we made our way to the mrt station to eat icecream. but ended up me saniah and lissya drank smth instead, 'cause the weather is super warm. and poor gwen, she cant join us AGAIN! gossiped with saniah and lissya. AGENT S REALLY HAS LOTS OF INFO! AGENT S IS SO AWESOME! haha, there was some breaking news haha. and now ive lots of things to investigate on too: more updates on project quantum energy, more news from tictac haha, the one hr or so aft sch and before dance has become gossip sessions (:
oh and for thur dance, i was in quite a bad mood luh i dont know why. i got a big big hug from lissya after that :DDDD im sorry to whoever that's training the group. im sorry 'cause everytime im in a bad mood, i will start getting grumpy and tired and uncooperative.
aiyah, i cant think of what to blog about already. oh yea oh yea! eyecandy's results arent that bad afterall. though he's quite disappointed about his econs. and to jeffrey, stop emoing hor! to all other seniors who scored super well, congrats! :D to those who dont do as well, dont be sad luh. life still moves on. i really wonder how i will feel when i get back my results next year.
i hope people stop emoing and be happier. life is already as stressful as it is, lets not make it worse :D
i had a break on monday 'cause i was having a headache. break from studies, and also a break from dance. i think the break was just in time, and i actually completed a lot of work that day and i was kind of free for the whole week. and my bruises sort of recover already so rolling and backrolling aint that painful already, so (:
basically, i think time is like literally flying past. 'cause i reach home at like 9? after dance. and by the time i wash up ate smth and stuff, its close to 10. so yea, school, dance, sleep. so yea what else. okay skip, i forgot what i want to say.
dance@pa. finally, we made our way to the mrt station to eat icecream. but ended up me saniah and lissya drank smth instead, 'cause the weather is super warm. and poor gwen, she cant join us AGAIN! gossiped with saniah and lissya. AGENT S REALLY HAS LOTS OF INFO! AGENT S IS SO AWESOME! haha, there was some breaking news haha. and now ive lots of things to investigate on too: more updates on project quantum energy, more news from tictac haha, the one hr or so aft sch and before dance has become gossip sessions (:
oh and for thur dance, i was in quite a bad mood luh i dont know why. i got a big big hug from lissya after that :DDDD im sorry to whoever that's training the group. im sorry 'cause everytime im in a bad mood, i will start getting grumpy and tired and uncooperative.
aiyah, i cant think of what to blog about already. oh yea oh yea! eyecandy's results arent that bad afterall. though he's quite disappointed about his econs. and to jeffrey, stop emoing hor! to all other seniors who scored super well, congrats! :D to those who dont do as well, dont be sad luh. life still moves on. i really wonder how i will feel when i get back my results next year.
i hope people stop emoing and be happier. life is already as stressful as it is, lets not make it worse :D
20090301
busy week
10:36 PM
this week is a really busy week. finally, ive found time to update.
anyway, as promised, the new blog song! hear the lyrics, its super cool! esp the chorus
"This is a retake of my life, I was his star for many nights.
Now the roles have changed, and you're the leading lady in his life.
Lights, camera, now you're on, but remember you've been warned.
Enjoy it now, 'cause it wont last! Same script, different cast."
ive some friends that are like just one of the two girls and they all ended up getting quite hurt. there was this girl, i thought she really changed her bf, but still... im super disappointed in that guy. anyway, ive a guy friend that's totally like the guy in the song. lots of gf. but then, that doesnt mean that he sucks. he's still a nice person, just that i feel quite sad for his every next gf. and similarly, i thought his recent gf changed him, then again... but im not disappointed in him. he may fail terribly rship wise, but he's a really good friend :D
anyway, 4 practices in the week again. tired, thats the only thing i can say. its really until everyday, someone will ask me : do you have dance today. its that frequent. im seeing the dancers like every practical day, which i didnt say it wasnt good. but its really exhausting and i reach home at 9pm everyday, too tired to do anything. but still, ive to wake myself up and at least get smth done.
friday, harp appreciation. cool! :D the harp is so cool. ive always wanted to be musically inclined, like being able to play the piano, violin and the harp! oh and the guitar. but i love the piano best. imagine you get home really tired, and you just play some random nice soothing piece for yourself. mygosh but i never have the chance to ):
sat. road run. have to wake up at like 545am. anyway, i completed my road run :D dont ask me about position/timing. being able to complete is good enough. it somehow seems much easier than 2.4km. anyway, i wasnt v enthu about the cheering and stuff. to be honest, i know only one aqua cheer lol. but i still rmb the aerius house song lol. and one terra cheer i guess. anyway, we went for class lunch together! yay craving for pizza hut settled :D haha 20/26 turned up, how cool is it! and those who dont come are mainly not free and stuff yea. but i was rushing to finish my food so i didnt participate much in the convos and stuff.
i rushed home, bathed and get changed. rushed off to city hall but yay, im still late haha. met up with porkpau nghia thu and khue. yay 1 singaporean against 4 vietnamese. anyway, we wanted to go some mac to discuss but i dont know how to get there. haha! and to think im the only singaporean. sorry luh i know bugis and fareast better. anyway, settled down at starbucks and yay, my fav choco cream chip frap! all thanks to kiat! i fall in love with the drink ever since he treated me to it, i wonder how is he. havent seen him for a long day, maybe i shd meet up with the mg ppl someday w kat jimmy! alvin alfred nicole kiat yea. i hope kiat hurry up marry her gf luh lol. anyway, back to the point, our bonding games are so fun yay (: haha at least i think. nghia was being v enthu, he suggested most of the ideas while the rest of us improved on it. thanks nghia :D and then we met the others and went off to esplanade for the performance! quite cool. the performers mygosh, see how easily she backroll. urgh im so jealous LOL i must have looked really unglam when i backroll. but haslina! at least i dont kick my legs around alr haha
sunday, which is today. dance! its postponed to today 'cause of roadrun. cikgu sort of like finally finished the dance. i guess, think so right. finally! but im super exhausted alr! and here, i want to thank nuorlissya binte suwandi! :D haha, 'cause altho she isnt in the exco, but she's practically doing as much as what an exco member does. she goes around helping me and saniah get this get that, go and put the radio w me and gwen, goes here and there w me, brainstorms for ideas, suggests outing etc. YAY LISSYA I LOVE YOU <3 ! and thanks for going to get the plates today!
urm there's dance tmr and tue. i really love dance alot, but sometimes, i feel like there shd be a break. i hope im not too tired out tmr. i hope i can be high enough. i really hope so! but im half dead, really half dead. struggling to complete work, struggling to dance well enough. im not being emo, but im v tired. but i know all the other dancers are equally tired too. so we cant give up now. we gotta work harder together :D
anyway, as promised, the new blog song! hear the lyrics, its super cool! esp the chorus
"This is a retake of my life, I was his star for many nights.
Now the roles have changed, and you're the leading lady in his life.
Lights, camera, now you're on, but remember you've been warned.
Enjoy it now, 'cause it wont last! Same script, different cast."
ive some friends that are like just one of the two girls and they all ended up getting quite hurt. there was this girl, i thought she really changed her bf, but still... im super disappointed in that guy. anyway, ive a guy friend that's totally like the guy in the song. lots of gf. but then, that doesnt mean that he sucks. he's still a nice person, just that i feel quite sad for his every next gf. and similarly, i thought his recent gf changed him, then again... but im not disappointed in him. he may fail terribly rship wise, but he's a really good friend :D
anyway, 4 practices in the week again. tired, thats the only thing i can say. its really until everyday, someone will ask me : do you have dance today. its that frequent. im seeing the dancers like every practical day, which i didnt say it wasnt good. but its really exhausting and i reach home at 9pm everyday, too tired to do anything. but still, ive to wake myself up and at least get smth done.
friday, harp appreciation. cool! :D the harp is so cool. ive always wanted to be musically inclined, like being able to play the piano, violin and the harp! oh and the guitar. but i love the piano best. imagine you get home really tired, and you just play some random nice soothing piece for yourself. mygosh but i never have the chance to ):
sat. road run. have to wake up at like 545am. anyway, i completed my road run :D dont ask me about position/timing. being able to complete is good enough. it somehow seems much easier than 2.4km. anyway, i wasnt v enthu about the cheering and stuff. to be honest, i know only one aqua cheer lol. but i still rmb the aerius house song lol. and one terra cheer i guess. anyway, we went for class lunch together! yay craving for pizza hut settled :D haha 20/26 turned up, how cool is it! and those who dont come are mainly not free and stuff yea. but i was rushing to finish my food so i didnt participate much in the convos and stuff.
i rushed home, bathed and get changed. rushed off to city hall but yay, im still late haha. met up with porkpau nghia thu and khue. yay 1 singaporean against 4 vietnamese. anyway, we wanted to go some mac to discuss but i dont know how to get there. haha! and to think im the only singaporean. sorry luh i know bugis and fareast better. anyway, settled down at starbucks and yay, my fav choco cream chip frap! all thanks to kiat! i fall in love with the drink ever since he treated me to it, i wonder how is he. havent seen him for a long day, maybe i shd meet up with the mg ppl someday w kat jimmy! alvin alfred nicole kiat yea. i hope kiat hurry up marry her gf luh lol. anyway, back to the point, our bonding games are so fun yay (: haha at least i think. nghia was being v enthu, he suggested most of the ideas while the rest of us improved on it. thanks nghia :D and then we met the others and went off to esplanade for the performance! quite cool. the performers mygosh, see how easily she backroll. urgh im so jealous LOL i must have looked really unglam when i backroll. but haslina! at least i dont kick my legs around alr haha
sunday, which is today. dance! its postponed to today 'cause of roadrun. cikgu sort of like finally finished the dance. i guess, think so right. finally! but im super exhausted alr! and here, i want to thank nuorlissya binte suwandi! :D haha, 'cause altho she isnt in the exco, but she's practically doing as much as what an exco member does. she goes around helping me and saniah get this get that, go and put the radio w me and gwen, goes here and there w me, brainstorms for ideas, suggests outing etc. YAY LISSYA I LOVE YOU <3 ! and thanks for going to get the plates today!
urm there's dance tmr and tue. i really love dance alot, but sometimes, i feel like there shd be a break. i hope im not too tired out tmr. i hope i can be high enough. i really hope so! but im half dead, really half dead. struggling to complete work, struggling to dance well enough. im not being emo, but im v tired. but i know all the other dancers are equally tired too. so we cant give up now. we gotta work harder together :D