20080630
busy
10:08 PM
it has been quite some time since i last blog. okay, so its the busy times again. irir is coming up in about a week's time, and we're all dancing again! (: thats good, at least life's not as bored as in the holidays. though ive outings, but its really just like spent mugging for common tests. common tests have been awful. i know i will fail my chem, but i hope i pass all the others. and i have high expectations of math and phy but i think it wont turn out well looking at the qns ): i bet this is the worst common test i ever experienced so far.
tmr is the official end to holidays. although the previous week was exam period, i considered myself real slack. as in i still have time to watch this and that. 小鱼儿与花无缺 is showing again at 230pm on channel8 :D the invincible duo! yea, i think nicholas tse is v shuai. and then, at 330pm, its 情有可缘 (: haha another good shows. there're alot of good shows. watching this taiwan idol drama called fated to love you, 命中注定我愛你. its omg damn nice. cried twice in 5episodes, and its really those which i cant stop. jst kept using up the tissue in the tissue box. haha, and another times laughing like mad. i think ethan ruan is utterly cute (: <3333 him, and mike he too. really haha, sorry but there're jst too many cute guys in showbiz. the character that ethan acted in fated to love you was really gosh, jst my type LOL! okay anyw ive finished watching ep16, and bcos taiwan there is still showing. so i think ep17 will only be uploaded by next sun and then ep 18 next next sun and so on, gosh, i shldnt have watched so fast ):
i know ive been tagged by numerous ppl to do their quiz, but ive no time now (: haha i will do it when ive time someday okay. pw! math va! ct results! irir! gosh, im so stressed out and busy! mhm, i better go off and sleep all i can :D
loving ethan (:
20080618
pain
9:55 PM
): i just cried. damn pain, i hate all kinds of pain. i guess its been a long time since i exercised, thats why. went swimming at like 10plus with meimei and gorgor. swam 10laps, and ouch, i really like weak all over. my arms and legs are aching like mad, and i felt like my whole body is going to fall apart. im in no mood to mug/do anything. i thought coming online and chatting might help, but its still as painful as jst now. darn, i want to go and sleep soon alr la. the left side of my body is still okay, but my right side is like. OUCH I REALLY FEEL LIKE CHOPPING IT OFF! ):
talking to masu now. we're gossiping about how scandalous peisi and mingli is. i shall see the evidence on monday haha. the cake one, see how scandalous are they. mygosh, oh that day i was telling peisi im a big lightbulb cos peisi and mingli are scandalous and joel and masu are scandalous, altho masu claims they're not. but then wth, peisi and mingli also claims they're not, but they obviously are lol. and talking to hongjie. he's stunned that i swam 101 laps, lol, i only swam 10 laps la. and kiat is not responding to me! and someone is online. but really, life just goes on.
wanted to come here to post about meimei. haha she finally broke up with her boyfriend! :D haha like yes yay yoohoo! ive alr told her since eons ago, breakup breakup. finally they broke up! her bf is really like the worst ive ever heard of. and he got no looks, no 6pacs whatsoever, no height, no muscles, no humour, not good in studies, jst abit richer only. i really dont know what she sees in him. and she told me she's not sad over the breakup haha. thats good, bcos she dont like him alr, like totally no point to be sad and not worth anyway. 9june2008, i shall commemorate the day they broke up. mygosh, they actually can last like 1.25 yrs or so. how stupid is my sister!
im really still struggling with two more subjects to study within the 4days left. mygosh, pray that i do well in common tests (:
20080615
emo?
11:47 PM
havent updated for a long time, i shall just update them. just a short one.
havent been feeling v happy these days. some unhappy things happen and i dont know it should ever happen. i think its really immature and childish and pathetic. but since it has happened, and ive tried to turn things around, but failed. then fine, i shall stop being unhappy and just continue on with life. one person cant change much of my life, though its a pity it has to end this way.
decided to take YLW off from my featured friends. haha, not meaning they're no longer important. but somehow, i just felt that its time to empty the space that they've occupied for so long for someone else more special and worth it. as in worth the time, worth the effort, worth the love, worth the tears. haha didnt want to use the term YLW for a period of time, bcos i felt like its LW and his stead, which also happens to be YL. and then she just stole my dearest away. i mean, it was never mine in the first place but aiya, just being childish and didnt really want to use it. but okay, as time passed, ive no choice but to accept the fact that life goes on for them and for me, and as we all grow up, we see more and more differences between us and i shall stop being lame and pestering them. but i really envy yl. at least she easily caught the attention of the two idiots whose attention ive been trying to catch hold of for so long.
had pae ao1 outing. invited ogls but only cecilia and jingmin was free to turn up. the happening is a cool movie, i shall look out for more such movies so that we can go watch together and me and jingmin can go scream together and we must not sit beside xiaoxi who will start complaining that we're v noisy. hah and i must laugh at sam bcos halfway through the movie she sounded really scared and was like ' lizhu can we please go out ' haha and i had to tell her NO and its okay just close your eyes. lol, navin and huifang pangsehed me la. esp navin! omg, he promised me to come but ignored all our calls. how pro, i will kill him next time. and huifang! even raja also cant convince you ohno ): and i heard xiaoxi called to scold nicholas. yes well done, he deserves it :D
im really scared of econs. i havent seen mr lee bcos first week ive been really busy bcos of aristal. and second week ive been busy slacking i suppose? and third week busy doing hw and outings. and fourth week which is this week its really mugging time. but im really scared. its like my first time taking econs, i dont want to fail or get some sub pass ): mygosh, can someone help me. math and phy, have been doing alot alot of practice, i really hope it can turn out not say well. just satisfactory enough. chem! ohshit, i totally neglected it. i will start practising for chem soon, but i dont know how. there're no practice papers right.
gosh i really dont want everyday blogging to be about hw and hw only. when's dance going to restart. i miss dancing ): and irir is coming! altho i know i wont have your support anymore, but whatever. i can do it :D
20080607
lissya sabo me
3:04 PM
okay rmb there was quite a lot which i want to blog about. but i shall summarise them cos i need to do lissya's quiz. okay, yea wed i went bugis w mama and sis. and yep saw this cute guy on the bus. nothing much, he just looked at me too haha :D
then i finally got the photo that i took w dhika. it was horrendous bcos i forgot that my makeup was half removed when i took w him. so my face looks disastrous >< and dhika is tall ):
what else. i wanted to post something about a01 and just some stuff that makes up my wonderful past memories, but since it requires alot of typing. i shall leave it for tml or smth. gosh i havent done reflections for mrs tan, and i had to fill in some caal online portfolio. thats like extra hw! D:
oh and does anyone know roger who acted in just in sg. and just appeared ytd as jeff in la femme or smth. i found out his real name : haden : D yay he's cute and my current love. so shiqi has to go away bcos she's being kicked off. but whatever, she has her mr orange D: he's my horror LOL! uh, ppl stop complaining my font is small. pls do prescribe specs ! (: i wont change the font size cos i think they are small and sweet and cute :D
okay lets just do lissya's quiz first :
1. At what age do you want to get married?
it kept changing across the years. but its smth like 25-28?
2. Who is more important to you? Friends or boyfriend?
friends, simply cos i dont have a dear now. prob it will be diff if ive one now LOL
3. Do you want to be single? If yes, why yes? And if no, why not?
yes and no. freedom of ogling at cute guys, and plenty of LOVE respectively (:
4. Do you think you have enough confidence?
i guess so. i hope so.
5. What would you do if you saw someone abusing an innocent animal?
i will be like 'gosh thats so mean' but i wont do much i think LOL
6. Do you believe in seeing rainbow after rain?
like yes, bcos it will happen. like how can i not believe o.o
7. What is your goal for this year?
to dance, to study, to see my dear
8. Do you believe in eternal love?
yes if i live in wonderland. maybe if i live in reality. no if im alr dead.
9. Have you ever broken someone's heart that he/she tried to commit suicide?
i dont think ive that much influence
10. What feeling do you love most?
the warm fuzzy feeling when you know someone loves you, i mean love me.
11. If one day your best friend and boyfriend quarrel, who will you side with?
that has to depend on qn2.
12. Do you believe in love at first sight?
no, bcos i think its damn materialisitic to love someone for their looks.
13. Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?
no if im friends with a jerk
14. Do you like to hang out with friends?
yea! friends, girlfriends and boyfriend :D
15. What/who do you think is/are the most important in your life?
friends, family, dance, love
16. If you were on a ship, your mother and your boyfriend (been together for 2 years) were knocked out of the ship, you only have one life float, who would you throw it to?
my mum. my boyfriend will know how to swim bcos he has to protect me!
17. If your boyfriend were to two-time you, what would you do?
that will never happen, ive confidence in my dear :D
18. If time were to rewind, where will you want it to be?
to my best times to revive the memories, and my worst times in hope to change them :D
19. Have you ever felt the true meaning of love?
maybe from others' experience, but i havent exp it ):
20. Have you ever thought that you made a wrong decision and you're in a dilemma after that?
yea, but i insist that my choice is right though i may regret it
NOTE:
Remove 1 question from the above and add in one personal question.
Make a total of 20 questions and tag 5 people.
List them out at the end of the post.
Notify them at their tagboard that they've been tagged.
xiaoxi
cheryl
chaiying
aubrey
zhengpin (cos she will have hilarious ans!)
20080606
emo period?
12:24 AM
is this emo period for others? hah, to all being emo out there, please do cheer up :DD yep! dont let my hours of counselling go to waste okay (((: sleep and everything will be fine!
i wanted to post this picture of peisi's interesting toes. but im lazy. prob next time. ): all my aristal flowers have withered and mama have thrown away all of them. lucky they're all not from my dear. haha, shiqi, i will save down this conver also! you shall be my dear's substitute :D
chiobus outing! according to shiqi, what a thick skinned fellow haha! let me just scold her here, she dont know my blog add. lets arrange a time soon! and u will drive me and treat me to ducktours. bcos ur my substitute dear, and u shall get a receipt and claim them from my dear later on HAHA. and i want to be fish's bridesmaid :D
ferleen's bday is coming! haha its actually same day as yanlu! gosh, haha so cool :D
what else. hey masu, if ur reading this, hope tonight's performance is wonderful for you (: and zpin, tml is ur important day. not ur wedding day >< haha, but yea put up a great performance dont spoil everyone's nights.
i cant rmb what else there is to blog. i know everyone's missing me, so there's a rather short update haha :D
looking real forward to all outings : ao1, 4h, chiobu shiqi LOL, and rv badmt w coach rosie! ( if its still on) anyone else wants to date me! trying to org zb/wb outing. and date w ly! after common test which is aft her enrichment wk like wth.
20080602
bike rally!
11:11 PM
woke up damn late on sat haha. had a real great yet tiring night on sat. so i woke up at 10am or so. then today i woke up at 10am or so again when i slept before 11pm. hah almost 12hours of sleep! thats bcos now is holidays! :D
okay after aristal'08 was bike rally'08 cip. we met at 820pm at boonlay mrt control station. but reached to realise im like one of the earliest. wow! when im already late! how cool o.o wow then in the end we were late hah, by 45mins. cos we lost our way and two guys that were following us got lost too, bcos we bring them the wrong way! then with the help of some ntu student, we got to our destination but yea later by 45mins. reached and stuff they briefed us roughly and sent us off to sleep.
like of cos we wouldnt sleep. yangzhi brought mahjong and many ppl brought poker cards. haha so started 'gambling' i started off with slapjack first. its really addictive la. hah then wanted to go outside to continue playing in fear of disturbing those asleep. then on the way out saw a mahjong corner. haha got tempted to play and me and peisi sat down to play. then some sa guys came over to join us. small mahjong are like wth sucky. ive to lie down so that i can see the tiles more easily. then chatted and stuff. they're all j2s and they actually came for cip -.- i think j2s i will be mugging my way through liao la. haha then heard smth about ur batch my batch so i got curious and ask arent u all same batch. then this guy said he retained. haha then i got excited (sorry but im not a sadist) bcos that means he's the same batch as liwei! hah, so asked him, and realise he really knew liwei. gosh haha and i couldnt stop laughing for 5mins cos im damn high! from that point onwards, i rmb his name! lol mingli! yep and the other guy is joel. he has damn lots of connection to rv ppl. his brother is from rv and his pri sch alot ppl went rv. and ahem, he knows debbie's lizard LOL!
then anyw switched to bridge after a while. and played with lilin ashwin and another sa guy called yujun. hah he says he dont like his name cos it sounded like a girl's. then i said its okay 'xiaopeng' sounds stupider LOL! haha i shant be mean i always hurt xiaopeng LOL. okay yep lilin was quite high i dont know why cos kept losing?! i was quite high cos won bridge a few times and i dont need to shuffle :D then stopped aft a while cos im tired from the highness. went to watch the mahjong ppl. oh oh ya damn cool! mingli zi4mo1 when its the last tile LOL! lucky he did, if not they've to restart and get scolded by the organisers. by the time we pack up, its like 1am but i still was v awake! cos of liwei and winnings from bridge and blahblah crap. so me masu peisi joel and mingli went out to walk around. sneaked out and planned to use toilet or vending machines as excuse. haha, its damn eerie at night round ntu. joel damn stupid wore some slippers thats not his and he keeps tripping. peisi was like ' ive plaster!' then he tripped again lol and we all started laughing then peisi said ' i only have one plaster leh' gosh damn funny.
then some cat ran past us and followed us and looked at us. which i find it damn urgh freaky so i requested everyone to quickly get whatever they want and rush back to the sports hall. reached back but still couldnt sleep so we decided to walk one round around the track. and then the frogs started croaking or smth. then masu randomly said ' eh u know frog legs are nice' and they stop croaking immediately! haha, damn funny. then sat down in a circle in the grandstand and chitchatted all the way till about 3am and joel started feeling sleepy so we went back. he slept while the rest of us wandered around outside with debbie and others who woke up alr. oh and cos 3.33am is such a scary time. i closed my eyes from 3.30am-3.35am. haha then went out to the grandstand again. oh yea not to mention that i refuse to walk in the middle of 3 ppl all the while during the strolls! talk till about 410am and went back to wash up and stuff.
then had breakfast and set off in groups to different venues. for e 1st venue, it was drizzling when i reached. and me and lilin wasnt v far away so we got together and hide under the shelter since it was boring bcos no cyclists cycled past. then at 9 or so received sms from szekiat that cyclists passed him and call from trina, so ran off to our respective positions. it was quite fun la. except the fact that its rain one min, and shine the other. then the cyclists are mostly quite friendly. saying thanks to me and smiling! (: so it sorta brightens up my day. 2nd venue was horrible. it was utterly boring and im damn sleepy. the cyclists are still real friendly but i sorta ap-ed them at times. bcos i only closed my eyes for 5mins the previous night and im those that really needs to sleep so i literally stood on the lamppost dozing off. but kept awaking la cos i need to give directions and its really stupid to sleep standing up in the public. waiting for the bus to come was boring too. fell asleep at the busstop, not forgetting there's this cute guy scream to me to wake me up for directions when im playing my phone games. gosh so embarrassing. fell asleep soon after i got up the bus. okay then after that was some boring things alr la after reaching east coast. cab to bedok mrt ate and went home.
realise in the afternoon or smth that i didnt get the two guys' number or email or smth. thought we would all gather at east coast park so i could ask but didnt see them. like mygosh, damn stupid, make friends and we dont leave ways to keep in touch. then sms peisi and told her we didnt get their no.! then peisi ask joel for his email, showing my sms to him, thanks huh peisi. and yep forgot to ask mingli! like how can, he knows liwei! gosh, i ask him to take photos of liwei next time he sees him haha i know its gay but whatever im not the one looking gay. so now ive no means and ways to get liwei's photos. oh oh oh! peisi and mingli was scandalous! haha, during the stroll, me joel masu walked together and they walked behind and they talked abt smth different from us ha! then we said they were scandalous and they accused us of being scandalous and we rebutted back like how can 3 ppl ever be scandalous! (:
