ok yep add 2 more names.
more thks t ang junkai, shen xiaojun. yeah thks f th present though it was 1 week late. LOL okay but yah thks. i hvnt give it a name. suggest a name if you all want.
ok so smth rather sad happen ytd. i shant elaborate much on it. but if you see this, i just want to say im really sorry for neglecting you. i really didnt mean it that way though thats how you see it. its not like i dont care for you, its just that i express my care in another way? but i must say that somehow im still at fault. really sorry. scold me if you want, i will feel better. but pls stop that habit of urs. im really sincerely saying it cos i care for you. ur always online one, didnt see you online today. i expect you block me, nvm.
and today another sad thing happen. dont know whether its considered sad. but anyway yeah again i shant elaborate on it. i mean i should give the ppl involved some basic respect. ok so what i wanted to say, if you see this, is that if you got probs, you can tell me. i'll be here for you okay, and everyone else also. i mean or you can tell someone else instead. dont bury everything within urself. yes running can destress, but thats also not how you should run. you know, when i saw her sitting there, shaking and in pain, i feel so helpless. i wanted to do smth but i really dont know what to do. she cant even walk i was practically standing there, doing nth. and my spoonfeeding skills are like so lan. i'm really so sorry i can't help at all. i saw my frn there, so xinku, mentally and physically, yet i can't do anything. i really feel so useless and stupid you know.
i dont know why ppl around me are all getting so hurt and sad. actually im really stressed out from it too. im like so sorry yet he still dont believe me. what else can i do? cry? i cried, what use? maybe i shld go running too. maybe. the exams are stressing me out too. i suddenly realise i dont know so much things.
