20070115
haha
4:24 PM
today is a funny day. well i went for lunch with xinyue at bukit merah. we ate mac and all the
funny thg start to happen.
1. i told the auntie i wanted
'McChicken Nuggets' then she ask if i want two meals, then i say no, only one. then she say so i want
McChicken or
McNuggets cos i appear blur. ok, fine so i wanted McNuggets.
2. she asked me what sauce i want. i told her
'la jiao' and
chilli. so she huh me. then im like, oh yea whats the diff. so i correct myself, chilli and curry.
3. then i took
a straw for the hot lipton tea i ordered -.-
4. when im talking to xinyue, i called the '
kitchen' as '
chicken'.
5. when i open the sugar to pour into my tea,
it spilled all over me ><
lol i donno whats wrong w me today. ok fine, i shall go bathe now and study for my geog. compt will be arnd common test period. i dont have much time to study then so i must get good marks for this test. and least it will pull up my CA marks. ok bye (:
20070113
-
9:52 PM
shit im slacking down here when im supposed to be doing my hw. ok i will do it later and tml. and ive to study for chem SPA too. well ok fine,
im violating the rules i set for myself! didnt i promise to work hard for s4. and im slacking over here. urgh but nvm, i pia later.
ytd had trg. and then we were doing our 10 sets of 10. then we did 3 sets only.
and we're asked to leave the hall. wtf,
the first time i had to do 10 sets and i arent complaining, and they want to chase me out of the hall? just to hear the co performance? and everyone got fed up with those ppl who made us leave the hall. i mean, whats wrong.
badmt train v noisy meh -.- well ok, so we went into the gym. (1st time i went into the sch gym) and talk about the compt. we had to play with westwood, swiss cottage,
nanyang girls,
bukit batok, pioneer and commonwealth. well, we can only afford to lose
one. and yea, bukit batok and nanyang are strong. but similarly,
we arent that weak either too right. lets just do our best. maintain our stamina. and why isit back to the old 15 pts system when all the while, we've trained for the 21 pts system -.- oh and the b boys stand great chance. and i heard the c div too. though i didnt know abt the sch they're playing w. but i believe they'll work hard. of cos,
dixun shall do me proud. and wanyi, shirlynn, janice, gayle, kathy, jasmine, brenda, alicia, and along with kaixin. dixun, haha no
OBSTABLE this time round, shall win ok
oh and thur, we're scolded for
clapping after every sentence. seriously, i think the principal wants to clap or smth. cos for the first few lines, he talk and he stop. its not like we clap and make him stop. is he stop then we clap. subsequently, we continue clapping cos he gave us the impression that he wants. altho aft that, he obviously sounds irritated. and then i find it lame so i stop. but anw,
its assumed to be us, the s4 fault. ok whtever, th whole sch got scolded wht.
and ive been seeing jerian during his volleyball trg. haha,
tyo gensen, ur bro is seriously adorable lol. ok fine, i shant make u jealous.
tyo gensen, ur adorable too LOL XD aya i want the 4e outing leh. despo for it can. but in the near future(lol acting cheem) dont think can have it ): lets wait patiently. oh and guess what,
ive training after chi new yr celebrations. i cant even go back to gesps.
i feel like attending cca instead of sch. i just
love my teammates. shit im going to get stressed out by chem spa lol. dont freak out, rmb to
take out the funnel. rmb to
rinse the burette and pipette with solution P and Q. rmb to
titrate dropwise near the end point. rmb how to
draw the table. rmb alot of thg. lol im being lame (:
20070110
sad
10:02 PM
sucks,
can someone understand the sadness im going through now ): its so sucky,
everything is failing for me. the compt are coming and then we're trg really hard. in the end, i get myself super tired and i want to fall asleep immediately when i reach home. which i obviously cant cos ive hw. im scared for tml la. trg until 6 reach home bathe makan and stuff 7 plus. i need to pia hist sbq and math hol hw in tireness. haix
and then ive to
give up on smth that ive held on to for so long. its always liddat.
it takes two hands to clap, like what zb says.
my hand is there, ur hand
was there, and then it disappear. i donno whats wrong,
i keep saving it, u keep destroying it. i saved it again, u destroyed it again. they say you're insensitive, u didnt notice my feelings. but ive given you so many so many chances. its like saving it yet seeing it destroyed is hurting ok. to me, not to you of course. i was thinking
maybe giving up might make me happier. will it? both ways i hurt myself. if i dont give up, i end up hurting myself. if i give up, i end up losing you and regretting and hurting myself too. so, what shd i do? great qn, no one knows the answer.
and then its coming back you know.
they say im loyal, what crap. i arent loyal. i dont want it to come back you know. but
it keep coming back, now and then. then just cant get it out, u know. it sucks, its getting
uncomfortable and sucky for me to see it, then yea i had to. cos, you know, i donwant to see myself destroying it. and i cannot.
its not normal. its crazy.
and then i cant get it.
i wanted it, i know, at least it has some
significance. but i didnt get it. instead i get the stupid sucky thing. but lucky i was ripped off it, and now i got another one. at least its not that bad.
but i still wanted that. but nvm,
my zb did me proud anw.
he helped me to fulfil my wish (:
erm, what else? prelims coming in like few months, followed by o's. shit, im getting scared lol. i mean seriously, i want to do well. ive been doing hw and practising math, which i dont use to really do last year. i do hope the common test this time round shows me
some significant improvement in my results. or else, id
seriously breakdown.
i think my blogskin and song is nice (: but the msg the blogskin and song wants to convey are
two diff thing. nvm forget it, i'll try to find a nice yet suitable blogskin but i shant change the song unless i find another nicer one. i know im always changing my blogskin and song, but who cares? and dont be worried if ur confused, cos this part is actually some
secret. some ppl know some, some ppl dont. some ppl know all.
the names are confidential so i make it super secretive. whatever its, i just want to blabber out. it'll feel better?
going to school is so stressed ):
20070102
2007
10:11 PM
my first entry in year 2007 (: hah i know im lag but still, happy 07 peeps (:
well, hmm, its 10 now. and tml's the first day of school, i gonna sleep very soon. or else i scared i cant wake up aha (:
lol lemme just talk about my new year resolutions :
- get super good results that can enable me to get into njc for both the 1st three mths and the rest of the 2 years
- help as many ppl as i can?
- do my best for badmt in the last 3 mths, and motivate the juniors to have the passion for the cca.
i still have other resolutions but i cant rmb ): fine, forget it, mummy is nagging. so yea, nights (: i shall blog about first day of sch tml :D
