hmm yesterday had work as usual. thought it would be kinda boring cos its a split shift day. meaning i work from 11-3 then rest for a long time which is 2.5 hours. and then start work again at 530-1030. okay from 11. i was slacking la. drying cutlery. and then being the host outside cos meiling starts work at 12. ok i was so relieved when meiling came. i think customers all practically ask the same qns. is the food halal? and do u have any other outlets cos the food is really great o.o really. ive never tried before but it does smell wonderful. then from 12 onwards. meiling was outside being the host. me and alfred was inside. and then jimmy and vincy havent come yet cos they start work at 1pm. so yea, that time was kinda busy. we ran out of garlic bread, and alfred told me to cut the bread and apply garlic butter on it. but outside was so busy too. so in the end i really didnt know what to do. was looking at alfred running it and out and swearing wth why no one to help him. while i couldnt help much cos i had to cut the garlic bread which is like 'becoming extinct'. then jimmy was late somemore. by the time vincy came the busy hour was sort of gone. and smth's just wrong w jimmy. he couldnt stop crapping. man, if he wasnt my manager, i'd have slapped him and made sure he couldnt talk >< but it did bring me much entertainment to kill time during that boring 2hours. haha, maybe one day i would play the ' hi good afternoon, and good afternoon hi' game with them :D
then went home during that long break. didnt really get to sleep or whatsoever. but finally i manage to buy some donuts, everytime after finishing work, the donuts are all sold finish la. okay, so ya, jimmy still crap about the mix and match thing. he's like saying what ' 我自己幸福，我也要给人家幸福' i was like what stupid crap la. and ya, and then, but there was less crap. cos we got really busy. then haha, about 6plus, alvin came! LOL ALVIN :D yea, and then jimmy was teaching me how to make avocado juice and then he was like 还是你要他教你? then im like wth, dont match me with alfred again! then its like omg how come its alvin this time. lol alfred said alvin ordered oysters. then i was like what crap. then actually really he really ordered. and so much things too. wheregot ppl eat so full then go wedding dinner one -.- oh yea and jimmy continued crapping lol. after alfred left it was super busy liao. me jimmy vincy and we had to take care of the whole restaurant. couldnt stop running in and out. and i turn and a customer knock my right arm and piang~ the plate broke. win liao. it was super loud. i was rooted to the spot. seriously. i didnt know if everyone was looking at me or what. i didnt have time to see. i was just stunned for 2s? then ran to the kitchen and got the broom and mop and cleared up. after that i was damn tensed and serious, afraid of dropping another plate. and yup, luckily all went well after that. and before we left, jimmy was laming away. interestingly, boss didnt question me what happen like what i expected to.
and i learnt alot of new things yesterday. so i guess its really rewarding.
to you, i think you will read this post de la. must have been ignoring my previous para and only looking out for this one right. okay fine, i read your blog too. and i saw ur nick. i thought it was me but i wasnt confirmed until i read ur post and then i am. okay fine the war has started like what you said. altho i didnt mean to start the war with my post. ok i will go back and think whats seriously wrong, and whether im really that insensitive or not. all the pushing blame crap. i shall just think through. meanwhile, i surrender okay. you win the war kay. stop the war. i promise whatever i promise you in the sms la. staying far far away from you two. and then not to talk to you two unless necessary which is like not much chance to talk too. then just forget it, and stop the war kay. afterall, its like gd friends for two years, i dont want it to all end like that la. just forget the whole thing and i promise nothing similar will happen kay. im sorry for all the months u've been tolerating. seriously, i didnt know for the many months before. cos really, i kept asking but no one really confirmed that you two were together. its until i know, okay i admit after that i didnt really keep my distance. but okay, fine from now, i keep my dist okay. just let bygones be bygones k. please at least give me some reply that you agree with this arrangement or smth kay thanks.
and i thought my 2nd pair wasnt v obvious. so it was obvious. and you guessed it. so now this paragraph is for you then. okay, i tried denying to everyone who ask if it was you. and i claim its someone else. actually i wanted to claim that the previous pair was some imaginary pair too to reduce the tension after i see it on her nick. but okay i decided i wld be going crazy if i did that way, creating some imaginary people and scolding them instead. okay, and since i posted about it, i guess i shd have anticipated it to happen. wanted the outcome to be positive, but somehow the 1st pair turned out much more way negative than i expected. i really dont know what to do with it la. anyway, yup sorry kay. that i told so many ppl instead of you. im really really afraid that you wld just heck. its like 4 years of friendship. 2 esp strong years in the lower sec years. v big part of my fond memories, and i really didnt want it to turn into bad memories. but ya like what ive said, when i admitted to you, i was thinking if all really fails, i wld just go with ________. haha i was hoping to get some warmth there u know. quite childish crap. but i dont know la, if really i had to lose so many good friends in one day, i might as well just continue w all these crap shit. but thank god, we clarify it. and with our combined effort, i think we wld be back the closest friends again k. of course, not asking you to kick off ur currently si dang. oh yea, the si dang thing, was super hurting k. cos u kept calling her sidang, its not like im blaming you cos you grew closer to her. as in we can have many good friends at a go ma, and im not jealous if she becomes ur good friend too. but what i meant was she became ur good friend and we drifted apart. it seems like she replaced me. its not like an addition thing lo. its like substitution and i felt like i got kicked off. so it felt really bad. wasnt blaming anyone for this. like both of us, we've been finding solutions for it. but i guess you're right la, if we had faced up to it, and clarified it earlier. i wouldnt have shed so much unnecessary tears.
i suddenly felt v relieved now. as in, this problem has been troubling me for the past year. through prelims, through o's. halfway while studying, i will start crying when thinking of it. and now that i finally said it out, it really felt much better lo. whether it turns out good or bad, i think if we both put in an effort to change, im really contented alr.
