haha and i really understand now. clarifying everything is the best way to solve any problems. haha, okay the war issue is like that. and the issue is the 2nd pair is like that too. and ya alvin chiao, i was still worried that he will keep on avoiding me cos of the rumours or smth and i ask him and clarified things, and realise its cos boss kept on looking at the staff that day so ya. cant keep talking. and then yea, ytd i guess alot ppl were pissed with me cos i work till 11pm. then they want to extend my hours cos there were still customers. but due to reasons like i might not catch the last train and my mum's alr waiting since 1050pm at redhill when im still at vivo, i cant continue working. haha altho i must admit i want to go home too. yea and i insist on going home w.o explaining why. and then yup, i think jimmy and alfred were super pissed. sorry guys. i really couldnt help. if i can, i would. and then ya, sorry alvin. u didnt work ytd and u had to help set the table. really sorry. yea, today aft clarifying everything w jimmy, i did feel much better. aft saying out everything cos i really feel v wronged. like i didnt want to play a part, its like i really cant la yea.
so ya, clarifying everything out is seriously the best way to solve any problem. yea, today work wasnt as scary as i thought. i really contemplated telling kiat last min that i dont want to go le. cos im really scared of alfred, he was really pissed ytd la. haha, and guess what, when i reach, alfred was the host! wahlao, haha, and then he smiled at me. and i smiled back. hah then starting to feel that things werent that bad. and then yup, jimmy was the stupid one that made me feel so bad la. he was like aiya 白疼你了啦！昨天叫你帮忙你都不要。这几天，真的是白疼你了啦 haha and i feel like a total meanie. haha true, jimmy is esp nice to me. helps me solve all my prob when customers try to be picky or smth. haha sorry la huang shang. i really didnt mean to pangseh you all. i really have to go. and then alvin chiao was there too. i felt so awkward la cos jimmy told vincy what happen. and so vincy, jimmy, alfred, alvin chiao all know what happen. and i dont know what to behave and do with them around. its when alfred kept calling me xiaozhu iced water, xiaozhu set the table. then i feel better, as in he didnt like ignore me and stuff la. ha and of cos i try to talk to alvin chiao more. haha and i realise, i like alvin alot! haha just like how i like YLW. haha i must find a way to link YLW w alvin. haha, so its a long phrase like ... i cant think of anything now though haha. man i will start to have another fav. senior? can i consider him as my senior? anw ya also cos he understands that i need to go. and then ya, jimmy was okay liao la. aft an hour or so. and alvin ting is like totally ignoring me at first la. im like why everyone anti me. then dont know what happen to him la. still sick or what. then aft an hour or so, he also like WARM UP liao lol. and then start crapping w me lol.
i tried not to leave immediately lo aft working. i help alvin clear the tables, wipe the tables, set the tables, stack the tables, and move the tables. lol, yep. haha. cos i felt really bad about ytd, and though today not much ppl dont need my help alot. but yalar, at least i feel better aft helping out. sorry kiat, sorry jimmy, sorry alfred, and sorry alvin once again. haha, i heard jimmy at 9pm leg cramp LOL but he says as the manager if he slack then its like we will all slack also le. so he cant. yup, and alfred and kiat didnt slack too. i think my superiors are all really good people. though they drink and smoke and gamble, haha but i think their responsibility and everything. i think working really made me grow alot and understand alot. thanks MG for everything.
ok xmas party at my house on 26th dec. i guess its on right. haha so far about 15 ppl ba. and then yup, i havent got the gift! going to get it with LOLS and pl i think. but i think thats like alot of ppl leh. maybe i will go with pz instead. see first. i want to go back my restaurant to eat tml la aubrey lee ><>< almost gone liao. still keep on spending haix haix. waiting for the 2nd payday! and i decide to continue working when sch reopens. on fri and sat night la. if sun only can until 9pm ba. haha yea, until the hw load really cannot liao. then i minus to one day or stop work. yep, provided if boss & lady boss still wants to take me in : D
