let me commemorate today : 21st mar 2008, 11: 10PM right now.
b'cos im typing my 100th post. how pathetic right. celebrating my 100th post after like 1plus or 2years or so of blogging. that shows how frequent im in updating my blog. haha im not dead jin xiaoxi stop cursing me. i just wanted to find smth more special to update on my 100th post. ok i didnt find anything v special though, i decided to be emo on my 100th post. i shall show the emo side of me ):
but let me just start with some updates: enrichment wk hasnt been really fulfiling. cos i went for some courses just to fill up the hours. those more special are maybe like yoga, world war 2 military strategy thing and snow city. yoga really stretched the limit out of me, causing me to have severe muscle aches up till now, b'cos splits during dance worsened the pain. and world war 2 is quite ok, at least i didnt feed mosquitoes. and i wasnt allowed to scream in the tunnel b'cos if i scream, the others will scream too. but it wasnt that freaky afterall. snow city was fun, the slide- how we manage to slide down in circles, rows, columns, whatever you call it. and the bonding games wasnt v bonding cos i didnt know any new ppl. but yea we shouted ' ttc loves you ' to lissya when she was stripped of her jacket and one shoe and gloves at a temperature of -6.8 degrees i think. it was fun despite the coldness and wetness.
so yea now, being emo. b'cos im very tired, b'cos i felt like a fool, b'cos it just sucks, so i don't want to care anymore. b'cos i dont want to be there just when you need me. and you wont be there when i need you. b'cos i dont want to be just a tool/toy. b'cos i felt so betrayed like im the link for you to know her, though it may not be the truth. b'cos it all just sucks. full stop, thats it. i dont want to torture myself alr. b'cos you, you, you, you, you and you taught me how stupid i'm to trust you, you, you, you, you and you so much. b'cos i had enough. b'cos yea, im really tired of getting so high, i dont know for what. and getting lukewarm responses. b'cos of this and that, b'cos im emoing now on my 100th post, and i'll be fine after that. b'cos im going to stop caring. although i'll nv succeed. altho i will run back to you and you and start getting high dont know for who and what again. altho i know i cant ignore you. i will still try to, b'cos im really tired.
and pls note, that wasnt to my crush/eyecandy/the love of my life. pls do ignore this post, b'cos i will only emo for a while. b'cos im human and ive sad times. b'cos i will be fine after that. b'cos i will be high once again. so this post will be NA soon, i hope.
