i was very happy in the afternoon, because i found alot of nice love stories and borrowed them at the library haha. so yea, another day wasted off cos of reading them. yea, i havent read all yet but i know they're nice, cos the pictures are so pretty :D
but then at around 6pm, i started crying. i couldnt stop totally, i tried to you know, stop now and then and stuff, yea but i kept crying until like 715pm. then i felt that maybe its time to go take a shower and wash up. so i walk to my wardrobe. there was this mirror in front of my wardrobe and im like 'omg why are my eyes so red and puffy, and my whole face red from crying' so oh well, i went into the shower and then the tears just wanted to come out again but i held them back. at 845pm, i cried again, but i stopped after 5mins or so. and its 10pm now, i guess im fine now.
my dear shang yu, where are you!
okay anw really im fine alr, im not emoing.
