i deduced that i got sick bcos im under too much stress. i dont know la, ive been lagging behind subjects by one topic. when ppl are doing graphing techniques, i just finish functions. when people are doing gases, i just struggled through volumetric analysis. when ppl start pondering about forces, i just started understanding what forces is all about (since i was sleeping). i could nv catch up at this rate oh gosh.
and im stressed, bcos i just cant seem to get what ms maya wants. that few steps. i dont know la, its just so depressing and discouraging to see her shake her head everytime i reach that few steps. and the smile ive been trying v hard to put up on my face(and looking sincere at the same time) just disappear. i really need to find out whats wrong. and i cant do combined dance steps, that part where 200plus dancers all stood on the stage and do some western dance steps. i dont even rmb them. but whatever since malay dance is the second row from the back and with my height, even if im in the first row, ppl wont notice me too ><
but im feeling better alr. thanks for all concern : D tml is a sucky day. sch's supposed to end up 1230. everyone's happy about halfday cos school will end earlier for them, not alot. but at least an hour plus. but for us, school's ending 50mins late. wow like what an interesting half day. URGH. and stephanie has told me that my tutee shafikah told her that she likes me more when stephanie helped to teach me when i wasnt around for caal on wed cos im sick. so sweet of her : D so for that sentence, i will consider buying her smth this coming wed HAHA
i think thats all. i will update soon again, i hope. if ive the time, that is (:
oh and masu, aka my love rival. cowman just loves to stalk me HHA
