20080531
aristal! :D
6:33 PM
havent been posting for some time. cos have been real busy with dance practices for rehearsal. from last fri to ytd, everyday was dance except sunday. it was quite fun la but real tiring. like for eg, mon and wed dance practice ends at 830pm. and its after stuff like chem lectures, chem spa. so everyday was very tiring. because ive a whole list of events. tue was better. the tech run ends at 4plus. and aft eating and some debrief we were let off since we had chem spa the next day. thu had full dress rehearsal at ucc. its damn cool how everything works haha! :DDDDD
for chem spa, yea it went off successfully and its quite cool that i can do all the calculations. and comparing answers with everyone else, it seems like mine is correct or rather everyone's correct! yay, so we will all get really good grades :D for thu, sorry xiaoxi for making you come all the way to ucc to get the tickets. and sorry for not answering the calls and replying to the smses. im practising away and there's no reception in my dressing room.
ytd was aristal! everything went on smoothly though everyone was tired. haha i reached rather early ytd like at 845 when we're meeting at 9. saw only a few ppl-kailun kurt xiuling weeteng saniah or smth like that. everyone was tired so we all slept for a while. and then had rehearsal at 10plus. lunch was late but whatever gobbled down cos we're all hungry! ha, then went for practice to check the lightning and everything and then went back for makeup and start preparation for aristal at night. it wasnt until 730 when we were all waiting outside that everyone started getting nervous. but the dance went on smoothly for everyone i guess, all the dance groups. although i tripped in both dances -.- but obviously it wasnt v obvious bcos i tripped at the back for basket dance. and although im infront of umbrella that trip wasnt obvious I HOPE! i heard the contempt got really loud applause! (:
yea great job everyone :D thanks to all the makeup artistes that came too :D oh and happy bday ms maya! quite cool haha syamil presented the flowers to cikgu. and everything and mrs tan said the umbrella dance was really gorgeous and wonderful :DDD yay, i guess its really like a load off us when we heard that since it was just finished on mon. camwhored quite alot ytd! mrs tan was v high and kept on wanting to take lots of photos for us! fake eyelashes are cool too ha but kinda irritating and pricky.
after aristal ends, felt like its finally over and a load off. but at the same time, had this feeling of emptiness. its like all of a sudden, all the hard work is just like over. was hoping it will never end. but time will just pass by la. but nvm, there're still more performances and competitions to come! :D go njc malay dance! and yea, i think everyone felt some emptiness and sadness afterall. as in for the seniors la. they're supposed to step down aft aristal. but i doubt they will cos they all have this strong love for malay dance (: just got to know the seniors better and the vietnamese guys more during this period of time and yea i will miss the times we have and practices.
at the same time, there is this feeling of satisfaction and happiness. it has been 6 whole years since i step onto the stage and perform once again. i mean, its such a long time. and ive sort of got use to the life of a sportswoman. running around on the courts facing a competitor. but the feeling up there on stage once again facing 1000plus audience together is real cool. as in, i dont know how to describe it la. but its really nice. im glad i found back my love for dance :DDD more days to come, more performances and competitions to go, and im sure it will be a whole new wonderful experience once again. standing up onto the stage yet again, i will bring out this confidence that i dont have when i was younger.
aristal doesnt mark the end; in fact its only the beginning! damn inspirational right, ok real cliche but its true. to the jc2s and ip4s that're leaving, for those that ive gotten to know quite abit like syafiqah xiaoying angela wanling claire, and those im just starting to know like syamil xiuling eleyna weeteng wernchia, and those ive not yet have a chance to know more about like kailun and aidan ( i hope i havent miss out ppl) yea, aiyah just to say that thanks for teaching me so much and bringing me up to the standard that i can perform proudly and confidently on stage.
camwhoring photos will be up soon i hope! aft ppl all sent me them respectively. haha yep, actually most of the photos are in mrs tan's cam LOL!
20080523
this week
10:25 PM
was emo on tuesday! bcos i totally forgot about jimmy's bday ): mygosh, how could i?! the manager i respecte so much, the friend i like so much, the colleague i enjoy working w so much. all the so much so much, and i actually forgot gosh. and when i finally rmb on 20th may i was emoing away. haha spins see me almost crying during double period chem lol. but anyw, here's wishing you a really happy 23rd? 24th? bday! : D stay loving w your wife, and have a really happy family, and a really cute baby! i cant wait to see your lovely baby girl. yay 2 more months or so and she'll be born :D
wed was emo again. haha today is emo week ): shafikah ap-ed me. my gosh, im the tutor she's my tutee and she ap-ed me. and i actually gave in to her. bcos i felt that she wasnt behaving normally like her usual self. so i ask if she was sick or smth, and she said no. somehow, she didnt want to let me teach her and mark her stuff. i cant do anything. some analysed for me and said its cos i focus too much attention on violet's tutee and she felt jealous. i dont know la, i hope she will be fine about one month later after i see her. altho the livelier her always bully me, but i really feel weird with her being emo. aft the whole thing, when i was telling ppl abt how she ap-ed me, i started getting emo and felt like crying again. hah, i cry when im emo, thats why.
but im fine now. holidays have finally arrived. but gosh, ive so much things to do! aristal is in less than a week's time. on a happier note, ms maya didnt comment much about me, which to me, is really good already : DDD bcos she wasnt pleased with my steps/pose/everything the previous time, i felt so stressed. so when she didnt say much today, i felt really alot happier. haha, can i take it as ive improved ((:
cough's getting worse, as usual. i just hope it recovers before aristal itself. i wldnt want to cough and dance together! ): and btw, happy birthday zhengpin the idiot! please give your sister's boyfriend to my sister! (i hope your sister will never see this and slap me) gawd, i want my sister's boyfriend to give me flowers on my bday too! oh, and to jinghui, happy 1-hr advanced bday :DD will try to get presents soon!
today's cca investiture. hee, pon 2hours of lesson. after what yuvika says, i just realise yea! i cant hear her, sebestian, and whoever else sing anymore! cos they've stepped down! ): i really like the 40th student council alot. as in at least i consider the orientation a really great success :DDD thanks to my ogl/councillors : yuvika, sebestian, cecillia, felicia, jingmin, kristy! to miaoqun, haha dont be too sad. altho its normal to be. ha yep shd be happy you finish ur last paper! (hopefully you only have 1 h3 right, econs h3 only right, its so embarrassing if i made a mistake again) to weiwen, continue being high! :D its nice having u as my ogl for the 1st 3 days. haha its really cool to know someone who totally heck about what ppl think and just scream and jump around just to bring up the atmosphere (: to yuvika, thanks for listening to me grumble abt haha. and i will continue to, as long as i see you around in sch : D to sebes, thanks for saboing me always and trying to call haha over you know. last time la, haha and i will continue to comment on ur singing. i hope it improves along the way! gosh, why am i sounding like its the last day for the seniors. haha, anyw, to xiaopeng, new aqua house cap, haha you owe us alot lo! where's my lollipop! haix haix, rest well during holidays and stop ponning sch. sorry haha for the recycling compt ):
to xiaoxi, my post is totally not bimbotic. it so emo, yet so touching, yet so whatever. stop bugging skiat for tickets and tell skiat to stop bugging me for tickets!
oh yea before i forget! the korean students video conference on thu! heh, it was real cool, except tht their screen was damn lag. and we see still pictures instead of video. haha the tcher put the ball on top. then the pic stuck there. then we heard the ball drop. then next pic, no ball on the slide alr damn funny. heh, korean students are damn funny too. kept laughing and repeating what mrs taei said. ha and skiat show off talk in korean huh! and the korean guy replied : ' you're v handsome' my gosh, thats the joke of the day! and skiat is damn mean. he totally blocks me off from the screen and the korean students over there totally cant see my cute face D: im sitting behind him, and w his height and width, im totally blocked.
haha enough of craps and this is a long update. off to sleep and prepare myself in good condition for tml's dance : D
20080519
cowman
9:51 PM
oh i rmb smth really important which i forgot to mention in the previous post! haha yea, it was supposed to gek masu but nvm altho she seems like she doesnt care already, but nvm. i can still mention it. haha on friday, i stayed back for an hour after class was dismissed. bcos i wanted to help with the sale of aristal tickets. but then, felt sick and bored, so i decided to go home. anyway, i heard the remaining 100plus tickets were sold out in 20mins! ((: yay did i mention it in the previous post alr. anyw yea, i was walking out of the school. and i was walking behind cowman all along LOL! then i saw cheryl hit her head and talked to her for a while before i continue walking. was still behind cowman. okay then walked to my busstop and saw cowman there haha! then i called masu and tried to gek her by saying cowman was stalking me, but failed cos masu doesnt sound agitated. gosh its boring! no more geks are useful alr.
anyway, ive only did like math, and gp essay, and econs wb. haha i wasted the 'long' weekend. hmm, i must pia hw on wed alr. anyw, went bugis for a while w my sis today. cos she was complaining its boring staying home doing nth. and since redhill is so central and close to everywhere (: haha yea went with her. anyway my horoscope said smth like i cant focus on work today, so might as well go out and shop, might have surprises. so yea wanted to go eat at teenage bugis cafe, walked straight in and i thought the chairs look different. sat down and realise that its a totally different shop. damn embarrassing. i dont know where the teenage cafe disappeared to though. anyway, walked out calmly haha without the staff noticing. haha then ran off into the crowd. anyw, we took a really long time to find a not crowded place to eat. decide to settle at kfc. and i was damn pissed. my sis ordered banditto for me, and i waited 15mins and it hasnt arrived. so my sis went to ask, and they actually ask us to wait somemore. ok, another 10mins passed, and it still hasnt arrived! and my sis went to ask again. then the staff actually serve another customers in queue first, my gosh! then when my sis finally asked, the staff ' oh ya! ' and then gave one to her. and she didnt apologise for the 25mins long delay, not counting the time she heck my sis and make her stand there and wait. my gosh. damn pissed. what crap surprises! and then the queue for toilet at bugis junction was damn long too. queued 10mins for toilet -.-
anyway, i think the only good thing was many eyecandies brushed past me. haha, i realise there're suddenly alot of eyecandies around my neighbourhood. one was jogging past me ytd evening. another few at the hawker centre when i ate dinner. then one walked past the busstop when i was waiting for bus today, though he looks like s3 only. but eyecandy is still eyecandy, regardless of age LOL yea, i dont know why redhill, some old residential area, suddenly has shuaige popping out everywhere. probably its my hallucination HAHAHA
ive sexy voice again, cos im sick gosh terrible.
im so nice, i bought lissya a present! : D
20080517
long time
11:50 PM
it has been a really long time since i last posted. okay labour day right. gosh im damn busy now. i really needed the monday break. thank gawd it was vesak day on monday. i think i will have to spend the day mugging and tml too ><
went back to rv today to train. saw so many unfamiliar faces. but had fun playing as well. i bet i will awake w muscle aches tml. the juniors are so not disciplined >< anyw, when leaving rv, i saw dlim haha. yea he was driving in and waving to me. and we talked a while. he was in like a rather formal top and yet some totally not formal shorts (and ugly too). haha so i was commenting that he looks so uncle. after that, went tiong to eat with kh and marian and chit chat more.
didnt do much or maybe i shd say, didnt do any hw ytd and the whole of today. basically i suddenly felt like im going to be sick ytd during phy lesson. i dont know why suddenly sick. but i started sneezing so i know im going to fall sick. sneeze once, i know someone is cursing me. sneeze twice, i know someone is missing me. sneezing more than 30times a day i guess its sick la huh. no fever. just sore throat flu and some minor cough (which hasnt recovered from the previous illness haha!) so anyw the point is i must pia hw tml and mon alr! if not i cant finish the never ending list of hw ): and after june hols, its gonna be common tests. ive no confidence in it at all actually. esp econs since it takes time to master essay writing skills.
aristal is coming! (: i heard the remaining 100plus tickets was sold out in less than half an hour, to be exact, around 20mins ytd! thats cool, haha that means all 1200 plus seats in ucc will be filled. gosh how am i going to dance infront of such a huge audience. somehow i felt that there's still a big gap for me to improve and im yet quite stagnant there altho i did try. looking forward to wearing pretty costumes too : D
im missing ao1 again! today is supposed to be the fortnightly outing day! since last outing was college day. june hols come quickly so we can lots of outings :D i cant rmb alot on what happened this week alr though gosh, my memory is failing me!
anyway yea things to be completed during june hols :
; some pw research and related stuff
; outing(s) w ao1
; outing(s) w 4h/planning outing when xinyue returns
; outing(s) w s21
; sakae/sakura w steph lilin peisi!
; study for common tests
; math va
; brush up on dance
; outing(s) w malay dance maybe? (i havent really had an outing w them before!)
; outing(s) w rv badmt/coach rosie/supporting bdiv for wkw
; stop the bl craziness
i think thats all i can think of right now. haha the last year is lame! 4 more months to my bday! gosh, there're quite alot of may babies. and alot of dearies to get presents for in june! im broke ): i need an atm machine. haha oh ya i was reading through some conver w gh last time. it was damn hilarious. some craps about sacrificial pigs and stuff, not forgetting AC and LA (:
can you imagine how it feels like to be w someone you dont like for 20years and counting
20080501
no dance
10:07 PM
hey people, happy labour day : D
it has been a less busy week this week. bcos somehow i dont know why, all dance practices this week is cancelled. so ive got time to catch up with my homework and stuff. so im sort of infront of time haha (:
since ive some few minutes to spare before sleep, i shall blog.
okay cough hasnt been getting much better. seems to have gotten worse instead. ok i shall demonstrate determination alr, i shall stop drinking cold drinks till i sort of fully recovered. coughing nonstop is tiring, irritating and sickening.
sat is coming- college day outing! :D Ao1 peeps, if you all havent been to Ao1's blog, xiaoxi has made an announcement to ask us if we want to go for lunch/outing/both before college day. im not sure how the thing is going to work. whether we need to reach at like early in the mrng or like late afternoon. but if its late afternoon, i hope we all go for lunch together or smth k. we havent gathered since the curry wok dinner! im missing my ao1 (: huifang is not coming back AGAIN, slap her next time i see her. doesnt she know how much raja misses her AHAHA. or isit the opp way round.
what else what else. oh caal ytd was house session instead of cip. i also heard that the kids are taking their exams so yea, i hope shafikah do well okay : D then i will get her something if her sci results are good. haha, cos i only taught her sci, and its partly my credit if she does well (: for house session, bryan sort of step down alr and xiaopeng is our new house captain :D woots go xiaopeng, s21 supports you (: miaoqun is nice (: i talk to her again haha. and ive gotten my aqua shirt yay
i think thats all. i must go take my med, my cough's getting bad. i want to eat med and start sleeping :D im not a pig (: IM NICE. oh and i so do not care what happens to you, stop bragging. it makes me so irritated. its just v urgh. oh ya my 6items results :
2.4km : 13mins58s (A; A < 14:02s)
shuttle run: 10.9s (A; A<11.3s)
inclined pullups : 18 (A; A>17)
standing board jump (URGH!) : 175cm (C; A>186cm)
situps : 42 (A; A>30)
sit-n-reach : 48cm (A; A>46cm)
yea i got 5As and 1C. so disgusting the C. in the end i got 28pts. i deproved by one point from last year gosh. hah its not bad alr la, but standing board jump is still so yucky. oh no, okok, really, enough said. bye :D good luck to raja for ur match (:
