havent updated for a long time, i shall just update them. just a short one.
havent been feeling v happy these days. some unhappy things happen and i dont know it should ever happen. i think its really immature and childish and pathetic. but since it has happened, and ive tried to turn things around, but failed. then fine, i shall stop being unhappy and just continue on with life. one person cant change much of my life, though its a pity it has to end this way.
decided to take YLW off from my featured friends. haha, not meaning they're no longer important. but somehow, i just felt that its time to empty the space that they've occupied for so long for someone else more special and worth it. as in worth the time, worth the effort, worth the love, worth the tears. haha didnt want to use the term YLW for a period of time, bcos i felt like its LW and his stead, which also happens to be YL. and then she just stole my dearest away. i mean, it was never mine in the first place but aiya, just being childish and didnt really want to use it. but okay, as time passed, ive no choice but to accept the fact that life goes on for them and for me, and as we all grow up, we see more and more differences between us and i shall stop being lame and pestering them. but i really envy yl. at least she easily caught the attention of the two idiots whose attention ive been trying to catch hold of for so long.
had pae ao1 outing. invited ogls but only cecilia and jingmin was free to turn up. the happening is a cool movie, i shall look out for more such movies so that we can go watch together and me and jingmin can go scream together and we must not sit beside xiaoxi who will start complaining that we're v noisy. hah and i must laugh at sam bcos halfway through the movie she sounded really scared and was like ' lizhu can we please go out ' haha and i had to tell her NO and its okay just close your eyes. lol, navin and huifang pangsehed me la. esp navin! omg, he promised me to come but ignored all our calls. how pro, i will kill him next time. and huifang! even raja also cant convince you ohno ): and i heard xiaoxi called to scold nicholas. yes well done, he deserves it :D
im really scared of econs. i havent seen mr lee bcos first week ive been really busy bcos of aristal. and second week ive been busy slacking i suppose? and third week busy doing hw and outings. and fourth week which is this week its really mugging time. but im really scared. its like my first time taking econs, i dont want to fail or get some sub pass ): mygosh, can someone help me. math and phy, have been doing alot alot of practice, i really hope it can turn out not say well. just satisfactory enough. chem! ohshit, i totally neglected it. i will start practising for chem soon, but i dont know how. there're no practice papers right.
gosh i really dont want everyday blogging to be about hw and hw only. when's dance going to restart. i miss dancing ): and irir is coming! altho i know i wont have your support anymore, but whatever. i can do it :D
