20080727
125th post
9:57 PM
its the 125th post alr yay :Dmhm, i think fated to love you is showing over at taiwan now.
3 more eps to go and finish alr ): alright, and then
i shall not watch anymore drama until promos are over okay. im quite dead looking at the time i have left. and then looking at
how i was struggling w integration by parts just now. luckily i solve them in the end. some not all though. i think im too stressed out, im on the verge of breaking down. haha, thats what happen for prelims last year. i was doing amath
and halfway i started crying bcos i couldnt solve anything. and thats what i did just now. and then i decide to go and bathe and maybe i can think properly aft that, but doesnt seem to be of much use,
bcos while i bathe, i was thinking about the qns!ohmy, ive become such a hardcore mugger. but whatever, 6 more weeks, i cant afford to lag right. im feeling sick anyway, have been in this sick state since thursday. i think its the rain la, was caught in the rain once or twice this week. but haha,
i sort of find my motivation to go to school once again :D yay, so yea hopefully that will make me pay attention in lectures and everything and
hopefully, i will do very very well for promos :Dokay i think enough of crapping, i shd get as much sleep as possible now. bcos im in a v stressed up state and i need alot alot of sleep :D
haha alright its just an excuse, but i want to sleep la. although i only wake up at 10plus today (:
alright, i know im a pig XP
20080726
irritated
10:25 PM
okay forget it okay,
i shall stop getting irritated with some people. anyway, let me just recap what happen this week.
monday was as usual boring bcos of the double gp, but okay bcos we're dismissed at 1230 (: lol, joseph's present was damn funny and lame la, obviously since its ros juehong and pinglin who chose it. lol, but nvm its over. racial harmony day for rv, bcos shiyuan wanted to borrow sari from me. sorry eh! i couldnt get you one. read zhangbei blog he went back rv. wth never ask me along!
anyw i think zhangbei looks v smart in sa uniform :Dtue had dance, yes malay dance practices have restarted. well, bcos its the first prac aft irir lol no link but yea, we sort of like slack. and were watching videos and presentations and some speeches by exco. gwen brief on the general stuff, thinking brief on recruitment, daisy on admin stuff, shiqi phuong quyen porkpau on trg, and me and saniah on qm related stuff. well, it took up so much time and
we're supposed to pack the cca room but oh whatever we've no time in the end. so the cca room is in a total mess bcos we left things as they were and went off at 530pm when the IPs are done with their talk.
oh and newcomers thu (joanna?) and hazi! (:wed had PT! omg haha we're starting PT i think every alternate wed/thu depending on which day is the practice bcos generally we all feel that we should be stronger so that cikgu is able to teach us moves that we cannot do now. urm well, 4 rounds, 2 rounds normal and 2 rounds caterpillar, omg is that how you spell it. but anyway that worm LOL yea then had warmups and stretchings in the DS&gym.
really, travis and nghia did a great job! having everything so organised :D got to know the vietnamese guys more during the practice, haha and
i realise they're all so nice. quyen travis porkpau thinking and nghia! yea nghia is my group!
and he's a total lamer just like porkpau. likes to cut in halfway during conversations. haha overall a great session bcos
everyone seems to know each other so much more, and porkpau haha your secret! :Dthu followed mon timetable. started off with a real boring gp lecture in the hall
-.- with no tables and chairs and my legs keep getting numb. and i keep hitting xiaopeng to wake him up LOL basically wasnt paying much attention. but at least werent talking loudly haha. well, ended school early. wanted to go eat at pizza hut but realise in the end left me and lilin like eww, haha so we decided to go home and lag instead.
bus rides home are always boring, why wouldnt there be more ppl taking my bus from this side, not that side ):fri yes ytd, had phy spa. didnt study much to be honest. haha, took bus w mr wong, he was asking me if im prepared for spa, then im like nth much to study right. and he reminded me that i forgot to study about the anomalous data and crap.
and yay i like ms chua :D i know its random, but i think she's really nice (: although i think
mr yeo is equally nice too, but he isnt my math tcher anymore.
mrs ng is nice too, but i really miss mr low's teachings haha! <3333 well at least the teachers are all so nice. hoping the new relief phy tcher is nice. aft spa had farewell for mr wong. haha as well as celebration for aug and july babies! masu that crazy gang was like wasting the cake tsktsk. haha im like shunning away,
i would like not to come to school when celebrating sept babies bday btw. jingmin can take all my share of fun since we're both born on the same day! (: oh btw, i think photos w mr wong are up on jinghui's facebook.
then some not really nice stuff. haha then just went home
scream into the pillow and then hopefully, it'll be over soon. and yea,
hu jingmin dear :D cheer up okay (: i love you and i will always support you yay <3333 (((the previous jingmin who's same bday as me is seow jingmin; different people!))) and yup have slacked the whole day. i will do work tmr hopefully lol. promos is in 6 weeks time.
i dont want to get retained! ):and yes once again,
fated to love you ep 20 is coming out! :DDloving ethan once again <3333333
20080720
am i
11:00 PM
jingmin just told me that maybe my posts are really too i dont know, thats why ....... is like so against me. she said my tone is like too ego. i dont know, i havent come across this problem yet. bcos everyone here, or rather almost everyone here,
knows me and knows im like that. as in i like to praise myself but most of the times, its just a joke. ive never thought that it might sound really ego to someone who doesnt know me. oh well, nvm, i will go reflect. another homework.
its not really true that im not affected though. actually i live life quite simply-
i like people who like me, and i dislike people who dislike me. i dont like people to dislike me, just like how i wanted to cry when shafikah ap-ed me. ( i dont even know if she is still aping me, but i will never see her again cos the last session of cip is over)
my logic is really simple, if ur nice to me, im nice to you. and i actually expect everyone else to think that way as me too.
but unfortunately, this is not the case.i also know i can be irritating at times too. bcos whatever i say i will not do. like saying that i will leave you alone, i will go away, but in the end i will still end up talking to you on msn and smsing you. anyway i think thats lots of things to ponder about already. and
im really glad for those who've been supporting me, haha whether it was me who made you come and tag smth nice, or whether you come on your own accord (:
i guess thats enough,
these serious stuff makes my blog boring.
20080719
okay
11:21 PM
life's getting on really okay. just that im really
busy and tired.
njc malay dance won 2nd in irir (: did i mention that alr. sorry my memory is failing me. well, i think that its quite good that we've won second the first time we presented a traditional dance, but it was quite a pity that we missed the first ): but anyway, nvm
we got 600 bucks :Dthe exco went for irir prize presentation ceremony. and it turns out to be ulu pandan cc, just right beside the badmt hall. ive been trg there for months last time and i never knew theres this NCSS place beside it.
miss the place, all the people and training sessions (: then had exco meeting, we went to coffee bean and sat down for 2hours? haha talk quite alot, discuss things more specifically this time round.
i burnt my tongue though while drinking some hot latte.
havent went holland v for a long long time, i was quite amazed at the environment lol. was confused about how do i reach home, but found the bus directory and got home safely (: then lag around and stuff, didnt manage to complete hw lol, just finished reflections an hour or so ago. and blogging now.
finish watching ep18 of fated to love you, and ep 19 is coming out yay :Dmeanwhile, i just want to say that
i feel v inspired by ms chua. i think she is like really cool, and everything she says seems to make so much sense. and then ive never fallen asleep in math tutorial before and i think i'll never, and i can totally understand what ms chua is saying.
she turns complicated stuff into simple logics :D and yay
mr low is nice :D he was like quite pissed during thur consolidation lecture ): lol mahzhengpin laughed at
how i look at him with admiration haha.
oh yea took some photos today w the exco. i shant post it up here because 1, it makes my blog lag. 2, it takes quite some time to upload and i want to go watch tv.
3, i dont want some lamer to dont know do what lame stuff to it. and thanks ppl, im not affected :D the most i can delete all the tags, which i feel that
its unnecessary bcos
there's no need to waste time doing lame stuff on lamers. thats if i dont get pissed off and are in a reasonably good mood.
AND I WILL CONTINUE TO LOVE ETHAN <3
20080712
exco
11:30 PM
hmm let me recap what happen this month okay. well, mon went back to school for dance nothing really interesting just that it rained really heavily and i was totally drenched and me and joycelyn cab into school to find out that
side gate is actually open ):
oh yea samantha dear smsed me and told me that
she saw navin! haha that just sort of
made me rmb ao1 again, and yea how come
our fortnight outing became monthly outings became dont know what now! yea see when is the nearest holiday or smth, lets go out! :D and how come
s21 never has a proper outing yet!
talked about irir and exco stuff in previous post alr right. exco results are not yet out. once its out, according to mrs tan email, we will be divided into groups each led by an exco member and we will then compete to see which group can recruit the most members lol. so soon, we've to start worrying about
how to grab ppl into malay dance. i think everyone who reads my blog has a cca alr right, but if there so happens to be this nj passerby who wants to join malay dance,
regardless of gender, nationality, races, ip/jc, please approach me okay! (:i finish chem hw today :D my gawd, how hardworking! haha oh to dhiya, if you will ever see this,
please stop making me laugh at the thought of you know who! haha, to zpin, thanks for the
half milo icecream lol for cheering me up? and high-ing me up when i dont want to respond to you. haha but im alright alr. no more feeling sick, perfectly normal. haha oh
thanks to all who care and ask kay, im really okay alr.
i mean im so strong :Di finally finish ep 17! yay tmr is sun so
ep18 is coming out soon.
three cheers :D oh and
haden appeared in beach ball babes the 9pm channel8 show :D
totally cute. im off to watch wo cai! i love my blogsong :D
continue to love ethan <3
20080709
irir
10:15 PM
yesterday had irir (: haha, it was nice. it was totally different from aristal. aristal is really like wow misty i cant see anything, haha. and then irir is like wow the judges are all infront seriously damn right infront looking at every moves you do. so its a whole new experience. and then, okay i was really enjoying the dance and smiling from the bottom of my heart, but then i kind of got nervous when the judges look at me, so the smiles become kind of unnatural haha. but after i get this comforting smile back from one of the judges, i started to gain back this natural confidence again, which i believe is good :D
the comments after that were lovely. haha and i really think they truly enjoyed our performance, all the excitement in their voices when they describe our dance. urm, okay anyway, thats the 2nd performance for me in this year. and i believe there're still many more to come (: i like zapin! had zapin practice today. as in learning the steps of zapin. learnt a set, i really dont know what version is this, the suria version? urm haha, anyw the set was okay. i cant execute some moves fully still, but nvm, practice makes perfect :D exco sort of 'election' today, haha everyone's so serious and i seriously considered alot before putting down the names. afterall, i really want the best and only the best to lead malay dance to greater heights (:
received back econs today! haha yay no U :D i really expected to fail econs. i gave up halfway i was like really no point reading, i will fail econs. got a 46 in the end. haha, when i saw the marks i was like gosh isnt that a fail. but in the end got a E. not the best i can get i know bcos i seriously gave up halfway and really stop reading. but okay, i think this will motivate me on to mug harder for econs. and of cos, not giving up on maths just because i obtained a stupid D. i will fight till the end! (:
really had no time to watch fated to love you ep17 ): today is wed alr, and tmr is thu, and i havent watch ep17. i mean i watch about half of them alr? like 10mins a day or so. but aiya, so not shuang. want watch then watch everything at a go ma! but im v busy, lagging 6wks behind pw as our st says, i suppose lagging a week or so behind for math and chem? anyway, i will catch up during this week or so which we will have no dance? i need the rest yes! altho i want to finish learning the zapin steps too. haha anyway,
loving ethan <3
20080706
results
9:52 PM
half the common tests results are out. im damn disgusted w my results la, esp with two idiots that keeps passing and getting high grades for their subjects aka lilin and stephanie. why wont they pass me their knowledge and intelligence ):
Ungraded for phy and chem la, really had high hopes of phy, thinking of getting a D or C or smth. but turns out to be ungraded. i mean, only 3 ppl passed in our class, what else can i say ): but phy is always so sucky, everytime i thought i did okay, it turned out badly. to think i was starting to like phy nyeah! chem was haha, i knew it, disastrous. and it was my worst ever mark ive ever gotten in my entire 12.5years of education, from k1 till now. really urgh. maths was damn disappointing seriously. looking at how much i always fare for amaths last time, it really was disappointing. i really shdnt get this mark, with pinglin lilin steph cheryl everyone else getting A ): haix, nvm whats over is over. i believe it will still be okay right, like how i got 22 for s4 midyr and manage to get 9 for prelims (: haha, self encouragement!
jst saw the photos ytd of the satc movie trip last mon! didnt go, bcos i had dance, and had maths va. so yea, pangseh them. so in the end masu peisi debbie and mingli went. guess they had lots of fun. peisi actually manage to sneak in haha, i could see they all purposely dress like 18. damn cool, did everyone put makeup or smth. mingli on the other hand was comparatively less mature=childish! :D
had dance tmr, when its youth day! when i havent done my pw research and the many hw! i know im quite dead, but at least i really rested alot these days lol! irir compt is on tue! like only 1plus more day! haha really excited but i heard the judges were kinda strict looking and really near and i was in front quite alot of times. so might be kinda scary. but smiling beats everything else lol. i must practise smiling :D
jst a small extract of me and zpin's conver lol, i hope she dont kill me for posting it here:
Fated to love you, ❥ says (9:20 PM):omg zhengpin, im so touched. first time you compliment me leh!
Fated to love you, ❥ says (9:20 PM):lol
mental. says (9:21 PM):WHERE GOT
mental. says (9:21 PM):i got tell you you look quite chio before what
mental. says (9:21 PM):you keep saying tt line when i compliment you each time dotsss
Fated to love you, ❥ says (9:22 PM):no you never!
Fated to love you, ❥ says (9:22 PM):gosh say the 2nd sentence again, so shuang
i shall end here, tday is sun! yay ep 17 of fated to love you is out :D but i dont think ive time to watch ): 22 episodes. 5 more to go (:
loving ethan and mike <3
