20081227
ending
10:36 PM
Okay I'll give a short update, 'cause I want to do my gp hw like right now, if not I'll just continue proscrastinating and it will never be done. Alright, firstly, happy birthday to the following people:
Steph! (20/12), Peisi! (23/12) and Zhanhao! (27/12) :D yea so hopefully, all your wishes will come true luh hor! :D
Mhm and then yea, on 23/12, we had ao1 xmas party @ elson's house. Okay luh, it was fun and I can see that everyone enjoyed that half a day or so catching up with each other's lives. But somehow, it felt really weird. I just cannot get high and enthusiastic luh I really dont know why. And this is not the first time, I was so excited about genting trip 'cause I can finally escape from the hw, but when I reach there, I just couldnt get high. Whatever my cousins suggested, Im like 'oh okay, Im fine with anything' but I wasnt. I really just want to get back to the room and sleep. I'll have this weird feeling like occassionally, not often but its just like sometimes yea and its like your whole body feels so lethargic and you dont feel like doing any single thing. I was thinking through a lot. Seriously, what else is left, when nothing else matters anymore. Its like Ao1 outings are always something I look out for, and now, even Ao1 cant make me smile and get high, then what/who else can?
Right okay that aside, now homework. Ive not been following my schedule real tightly, but at least Im not that far off. Lets see, Ive finished chem (of course I have to!), alright and Ive done slightly more than half of phy, 2.5 out of 4 maths paper. and yea thats all. Im going to do one GP article after blogging finish and I hope I can finish before I go off to watch WO CAI. Right, and for tmr, I hope to finish up the other half of the maths paper, so I'll be left with RJ's one supposedly the toughest I guess. And then also, up till 3/4 of phy. Haha right, maybe I should start now, instead of thinking whether I can complete it by tmr!
Im such a no-life mugger. I actually havent gone for any single chalet yet! Right thats 'cause Im off at genting when there's badmt chalet, and yea s21 chalet is like when?! I also dont know. 4H one is not here yet, and Ao1 one was cancelled 'cause they didnt manage to book one I suppose? Yea, Im thinking whether I should go countdown! Haha kay luh thats it (:
20081221
quiz
9:26 PM
okay so new year is coming soon, i mean cny. not 1st jan haha aiyah whose bday huh. 2nd jan also, whose bday huh. well anyway im really really broke. i've no money for my phone bills, my contacts, and chalets. for your info, i do pay for all these myself, thats why i hope everyone understands my difficulty when i dont go for outings and stuff, 'cause im really v broke. and my mum doesnt give me pocket money during the holidays! and i decided to give up working and to conc on getting my work done and stuff. so really, forgive me the 1st and 2nd jan person, your presents will arrive. just a lil lil bit (i hope) belated.oh yea so cny is coming soon, a month's time. my sis is complaining that once her hols end and sch starts, she'll have no time to shop for cny clothes. i thought true too, though ive like 10days more than her 'cause sch starts on the 12th but yea, so went shopping with her for the past few days. omg that dress that i just bought today is really pretty :D and the shoes i bought ytd was v pretty too (i've been eyeing it for quite a while)joshua ang is going to appear in 'table of glory' and i think he and teresa (css1) is acting as a couple or smth and there're rumours about him and teresa (css1) and the thing is the rumours said their love rekindled or smth. wahlao, the rumours just come when you get famous. so whatever, i choose not to believe it and i'll choose to believe what joshua ang said on his blog, that they're just friends (:One of your scars?can i say two please? alright the first one's on my chest when i accidentally knock into my mum who was carrying a hot kettle when im 8 or 9? the 2nd one was more recent, during sec3, yea when i knock into my mum (again!) who was carrying an iron (its heated up one okay!) so yea. that was on my right thigh but yea both has slowly faded alr.
What is on the walls in your bedroom?a fahrenheit poster, when i was once crazy about wuzun, but later it feels too plain with nth there, so i just left it there.
What does your cell phone looks like?its red, with a bit of gold. it looks exactly like yihfang's phone (:
What music do you listen to?any nice songs.
Do you know what time you were born?dont know.
What do you want more than anything right now?to get that pile of hw done.
What do you miss?i know im greedy but i miss alot of things.
What is your most prized possession?my POSB bank book?
What is your favourite smell?lissya's strawberry hydrating spray from body shop, which cant be found in msia's outlets ):
Do you get claustrophobic?im sorry but wait, ive to check the dictionary. okay a strong fear of being in an enclosed space or a situation that limits what you can do. urm i guess yes, to some extent, esp in the lift.
Do you get scared of the dark?yea but i'm trying to overcome it now.
What is your favourite cologne/perfume?no preference luh
What kind of hair do you like on the opposite sex?i dont know, just something that looks like a proper guy.
Where can you see yourself being proposed at?i dont want to think; it just makes it not a surprise anymore.
Coffee or energy drink?neither?
What is your favourite pizza topping?huh dont know. i eat whatever the pizza comes with i guess.
If you could eat anything right now, what would it be?thai express (: haha im craving for it for really long alr, but yea you know im broke =X
Who is the last person you made mad?mr seah i guess. but alright, its over alr luh.
Do you speak a different language?yea mandarin and hokkien to my grandma haha, and malay! dhiya saya cikgu. i bet the sentence structure is wrong.
What was the first gift someone of the opposite sex gave you?i cant remember. i guess its probably something my father gave me.
Do you like anybody?yes if its to everyone else.
no if its like romantic kind.
Are you double jointed?im sorry but i dont know whats that, and i got this quiz from xiaoxi, and she said she dont know whats that too. so i cant answer this.
Favourite clothing brand?i dont care about brands , as long as its nice. of course the price matters too for a poor girl like me.
What's your dream car?urm whats that, isit called a beetle. uh i dont know, whatever thats nice. i go by feelings.
One of your dreams?to be married to the best man ever.
What is the best way to tell someone how much they mean to you?xiaoxi said this and i thought its really true : " Show it, not tell."
A number from 1 to 100?it has to be 23.
Blondes or brunettes?dont care.
What is one number you call most often?It has to be either my mum, my sis, or my home number. If you mean friends, then I guess it has to be Lilin.
What annoys you most?Those irritating insects.
Biggest weakness?Indecisive I guess. As in cant make decisions on my own urgh.
Where do you want to live?I dont know, Singapore I guess, since its safe enough haha.
First job?The Mussel Guys Seafood and Steak Restaurant, haha located at Vivo City #02-123. I miss working times. <3
Ever done a prank call?Nope, but someone did one on me. Haha but its really cute. (:
What were you doing before you filled out this quiz?On facebook, and hopping from blog to blog.
If you could get plastic surgery what would it be?Probably every part of my body that dont look perfect, and make sure everything is perfect. Haha but I guess I dont want to get plastic surgery.
Why did you fill out this quiz?'Cause I felt that this quiz is interesting but I just realised there really is a lot of questions.
What do you get complimented about most?Eh I dont really know. How come I have friends that are always so stingy with compliments but I know what I get suaned about most - socialising urgh -.-
What would you do if alcohol became illegal?I think it has nothing to do with me, 'cause I probably wont touch alcohol frequently.
What do you want for your birthday?Aiya my birthday just passed a few months ago can, its too long to think about what I want for my 18th birthday. Probably something special since its like I'm finally 18! (:
How many kids do you want?I used to want 2 but I love babies a lot so I thought maybe I want a very very big family. Aiya now how old only, its like way too early for family planning okay.
Were you named after anyone?No.
Do you wish on stars?No. Aiya it wont make wishes come true too right, like if wishes can come true, then you dont have to wish for them alr what.
Which finger(s) is/are your favourite?My ring finger, either that or my little finger.
When did you last cry?I forgot, its like when I watch some drama luh.
Do you like your handwriting?Oh yes! Haha Im super proud of my handwriting, both eng and chi one. (: Okay I shall not be humble about it, many people like it too :D
What is your favourite lunch meat?o.o I dont know.
Any bad habits?Procrastinating again. Urgh I thought of it 'cause I just saw that pile of hw on the table again.
What is your most embarrassing CD on the shelf?You know, yea but I dont buy CDs.
If you were another person, would you be friends with yourself?I guess so.
Have you ever told a secret you swore not to tell?Yes, I dont think I swear, I just promised luh. But yea, I regretted but nevermind, it doesnt help 'cause its true that I leak it out.
Do looks matter?Yes, to a certain extent.
How do you release anger?I dont scream at that person, 'cause half the times, its my mum. Just do something I like or I will just scream into the pillow.
Where is your second home?They always say school is the second home what but technically, I only have one home. (:
Do you trust others easily?Yes and way too much.
What was your favourite toy as a child?I dont remember playing with toys eh. This is going to sound like I've no childhood but I do have just that I cant remember much about it. I probably run around playing catching more than sitting down there playing with toys.
What are the first 3 digits of your cell phone number?932
Do you use sarcasm?Haha yes, but I kept feeling that whatever I meant to be sarcastic doesnt come across as sarcastic to others.
Have you ever been in a mosh pit?Not applicable, I dont know whats that. Is it my language problem or is this quiz just a bit weird.
What do you look for in a guy?Right I know but Im not going to list down everything or else it will seem like Im holding an audition for my boyfriend position (not like anyone will participate in) but yea I'll just list one- Humour. But then again, Ive to have feelings for the guy luh. Ive a guy friend and I think he has possess everything but I just dont have feelings for him.
What are your nicknames?I refuse to list them.
Do you un-tie your shoes when you take them off?No, but I untie the shoelaces when I wear them, which I realise a lot of people dont.
Who is your crush?Sorry can I list down my ex crush HAHA, it definitely has to be Alan - the most memorable crush so far :D
Favourite ice-cream flavour?Strawberry cheesecake.
When is the last time you went on a date?This is so embarrassing but never fine.
I ALMOST WENT ON A DATE WITH YANLU THAT DAY AND !&@%#&%@%$ I WANT TO GO OUT WITH YANLU LUH!Favourite colour(s)?White, pink, orange. Lets just stick to these three for now.
How many wisdom teeth do you have?I think Ive two already. Or maybe they arent wisdom teeth, 'cause I dont seem to be wise.
Who/what do you miss most right now?It has to be YLW - Yanlu and Liwei (:
Do you want everyone to answer these questions?If they want, you know, I dont force people! (Haha that feels so fake)
What are you listening to right now?Nothing.
Last thing you ate?Tang yuan (:
Last person you talked to on the phone?My mummy.
The first thing you notice in the opposite sex?I'll be honest, the face. I mean what else can I notice except the physical appearance, its just one glance leh.
Favourite thought provoking song?A lot eh seriously.
Favourite thing to hate?What?
Favourite drink?Sorry Im going to be weird but plum juice? HAHA
Favourite zodiac sign?Huh, I only care that I am a goat.
Favourite sport?Swimming I guess.
Hair colour?Brownish-black, if thats such a colour.
Eye colour?I dont know haha.
Do you wear glasses?Yes and I wear contacts too.
Siblings?One elder brother, and a younger sister.
Favourite month?No favourites.
Do you like sushi?Yea I think so.
Last thing you watched?Miss No Good Ep 11 Part 4, 'cause my brother is watching beside me now. Altho I'm already at Ep I forgot what, 13?
Favourite day of the year?Birthday I guess.
Are you too shy to ask someone out?Not really I guess. Definitely not if you ask me this in the past.
Summer or winter?Summer at a lower temperature. That means hiding in aircon room right.
Kisses or hugs?Hugs.
Relationships or one-night-stands?Relationships.
Who is most likely to answer these questions?People who're bored?
Who is least likely to answer these questions?People who're busy?
What books are you reading?Love stories (:
Is anyone in love with you?No, I guess not. At least no one confessed to me haha.
Oh yea, and Ive to blog about Baskin Robbins. I know it has been really long but yea, I ate Baskin Robbins when I'm in Genting. It was the second time omg and that icecream flavour is still so so nice. Strawberry cheesecake. If only I can get a tub back and it wont melt but aiya ): Its really nice okay, I wonder why Baskin Robbins dont open some outlets in Singapore.
Alright okay next, Im going to talk about something that I saw on the bus yesterday. I was taking a bus from home to Bugis uhhuh and I saw this auntie. She was so inconsiderate man, you know she was like eating apple on the bus. I wonder why the bus driver didnt stop her when she came up the bus. And yea, its those one whole apple kind, not those cut-up ones. Right fine, Im not going to care about her if she doesnt dirty the bus. BUT THEN, you know, after she finshes the apple, she actually tried to stuff the core into the little ticket collecting bin at the bus door there you know. WTH luh, but luckily its too big, and she couldnt get it in, so she had to hold it on her hand.
Orh right, I just wanted to say that haha. I put a note on my phone saying : 'Disgusting old woman throw apple into ticket collecting bin' to remind myself to blog about it. Haha right, I didnt do the hw that I want to do today. Okay oh yea, anticipating xmas party @ elson's house yay :D
20081218
reflections
10:00 PM
the year is coming to an end soon and i always reflect on what happen. and how to prevent the not-so-nice things from happening smth like that. not the 31st of dec yet, but still, there's no specific time for you to stop and think right.
actually, ive another private blog, and there are all those really emo entries. when i got real sad and i just dont know how to tell someone. does anyone feel that same before? that you've so much to say but somehow, maybe it is so deep down in your heart that you just dont know how to say it out. i wonder if i should not keep it private anymore. i dont know, should there always be this small part of me which i dont reveal to anyone else, or is this just an attempt to like maintain the impression people have about me. i realise most of the times, when i get emo, a lot of people cant accept it. i dont think of myself as a happy-go-lucky person, in fact, i always get really emotional often.
i kept wondering if this is the real me. but i think throughout all these years, ive changed so much that i really dont remember what is the real me. i remember that when i was in psch, i wasnt like that. i wouldnt do those stupid and lame things, i wouldnt broadcast to the whole world who the hell is my eyecandy, i dont whine when things dont go my way. i dont sit down there and start crying for whatever minor or major incident. since when was it that i started having so many tears, and wasting them over some people who definitely are not deserving of them.
i couldnt agree more that we all change, and most of the times, we're all forced by circumstances. i used to be you know, someone whereby every bad things come and go. those 'come and go' kind of mood when i can cry and next time, its like nothing has happened. i must say that actually no, when smth happens, i rarely forget it. but the next day, i'll act like nothing has happened. i seriously dont know why i must act you know. prob just not to worry people, or make them feel uneasy because im seldom emo infront of people. but i dont like to pretend, its really v tiring to be someone you're not, to be happy when ur sad. i guess i never really quite understand the meaning of friends in the past. not just someone you can have fun with, but also someone you can cry with.
and i guess i did try to change now. 'cause whether you like it or not, but well i dont like to be happy everyday. i want to be able to throw my tantrum when im really angry, and really just be me instead of living under the image that everyone else has shaped for me. and i really think i feel so much more free now. and now that i still seldom get angry/sad, its not 'cause im trying to hide them, but really 'cause there's nth much i can be sad about.
to the one thousand and one people who really felt that i've wonderful socialising skills and somehow has so many friends everywhere and that i just seem to be able to know everyone and talk to everyone, i really have to say that actually thats not what i am previously. and thats not what i am now too. i hate ice-breaking sessions, and i get really nervous everytime ive to go up and introduce myself and know new friends but i always put on this tough front like im oh so brave. definitely not so. i dont know why, but i always feel the need to be surrounded by people, the need to feel loved and treasured. like you know, when you get onto msn, there're only usually some people you can talk alot to right, and when some days these some people arent online, you'll have like no conversations that day right. i just cant stand it, i need to talk to someone, to feel like someone is willing to talk to me. and of cos, some people are really nice, they dont say anything even if they arent willing. so sometimes, i dont even realise that they arent really willing or rather, i dont even know. until i realise that actually, all along, ive always been initiating the conversations and they've never before. never, and from how they can initiate conversations with others, you just know it. that friendship definitely takes more time than this to be strong.
i always give it too little time, i realise. for example, prob a month and i thought we were really close. or maybe its just me, and that others all felt that even years cant make a friendship strong. but i all along felt that time cant determine the strength of any relationship, maybe true, but still, too short a time cant say anything about the friendship.
i realise ive to start to learn how to live for myself. to stop hiding behind the image everyone has of me, to not cry over some people who are not worth it. and the worst thing is they never know that you're wasting ur tears over them. to really know how to stand up and make real decisions. and b'cause i really care about what people think of me so much, i really should care about what i think of myself now.
this year has passed, ive grown a year older, and i really hope its a year better. as we grow up, we really get to know how to treat ourselves better. how to change to be a better person. this year has taught me alot as always, and when i look back, im grateful for all that has happened, 'cause the bad incidents have taught me how to be stronger and braver, and the happy stories have never failed to make me smile. and all these will stay as permanent evidence that ive gone through so much and grow up (:
but im so glad that there're still so many more years for me to really grow and become a better person. and to those who've stood by me all along and watch me grow, thanks a million. im thankful that in my past, present and future, there is always you :D
20081216
xiaojun! jiamin!
11:31 PM
okay before the day ends today, i think i just wanna blog. two things to share:
first, 16dec09 : happy birthday xiaojun! :D we have known each other for so long and whether ur in scotland or any other land, you know that every single one of us here misses you alot. thanks for everything all these years and take lots of care, seriously (:
second, yap jiamin! i realise i was so lag with the well wishes and the updates luh. i just heard from sweeying that jiamin got into campus superstar 2009 top 12 :D congrats my girl. omg i was really surprised but again really happy for you. when sweeying told me she was at mediacorp supporting jiamin, i immediately thought that she has taken part and gotten in, although i really hear nothing about her taking part AT ALL. but i mean, with her good looks and sweet voice and everything, its really nothing woohoo, its so expected. but yea, still a pleasant surprise.
i still remember how i always like to stick to jiamin and sing no not sing rather say that 2 lines again and again haha.
-you were once my companion,
you were all that mattered.-
well, to my dearest companion yap jiamin, time really flies. haha companion, although ive lost touch with you and ur life these few months but i want you to know that i, in fact everyone else, although we may not be there supporting you and whatever, but at least i'll definitely be watching you from afar and i mean really afar 'cause i'll be sitting infront of my tv haha and i will try to go for whatever activities you have okay. jiayou! all the best and do everyone proud. but most importantly, enjoy the wonderful experience :D
oh yea and sorry swetha, how do you expect me to remember ur bday when u never look any older! haha yea, i took that out from some bday card but okay yea im sorry but happy belated birthday (:
oh yea i just find it v funny, frank is a member of
jiamin's fanclub alr HAHA. i wonder if im lag or if he acts fast.
20081215
back from genting!
9:46 PM
omg i'm going to apologise for blogging a short post on 08ao1's blog. haha instead of my blog, alright, basically im saying i'll blog abt genting stuff today or tmr, and ive finally finished my chem hw which ive alr handed in phew :D
alright let me just blog okay about my genting trip (:
1st day-i had to wake up at 430am and yea took a cab that mummy hired and yea and stuff, boarded the coach at 6plus and was feeling so excited that i cant sleep. i think i only managed to fall asleep at 1plus the night before too.
oh yea i saw the sunrise it was v nice but the coach was moving so i couldnt snap a nice photo of it. then yea half the journey was like plantations throughout haha yea so the plants/trees covered my sun. but the ride was much shorter than ive expected it to be, it took about 6hours, gosh 2years ago it took 6,7 hours to reach selangor/kl too! alright, actually about the same, but i seriously thought its gonna take 8hours or so. the mist up there was really nice. the view was quite spectacular, sorry im a noob i havent been up there in genting before.
anyway, its really when you're so high up that you feel so small and that you've so much more things that you can do, seriously. first day, nothing much, check-in took a long time, when we finally settled and stuff yea its 4plus alr. wanted to catch a midnight movie but the 11pm one was all sold out. and me and my cousins agreed that if we catch the 130am one, we'd all fall asleep in the cinema. so decided to watch it on the 2nd day instead. walk everywhere to every other hotel, settled at one bigger arcade and started playing. and yea, after that we took a shuttle bus down to mushroom farm for dinner. actually they dont really serve much mushroom dishes, but the stuff there are like cheap. it costs RM99 for the 8 of us, with drinks, so basically it was like S$5 with drinks. and best of all, it was nice :D but the weather was real cold, and me and my sis and my cousin was in shorts, so yea we were shivering like hell, but it was worth it 'cause the dinner is nice :D showered and played a while of taidi
'cause me gor mei and meiying jiejie arent 21 and we cant get into casino while the other four older ones went in ):
2nd day-
of course that's always the most exciting and fun day right. woke up at 8plus, ate breakfast and yea went down to kl :D board a shuttle bus and some funny things happen. alright there was this group of 8 guys, maybe some guys that finish a's, yea they boarded the bus and realised there were some other indian guys sitting on their seats. so yea, this guy was saying in chi luh, prob so that the indians cant understand, that he will make sure he claims the seat back when the driver is back. and he said smth real funny, i heard i was laughing nonstop, secretly luh 'cause i dont want them to stare at me haha. not like they will though, they look like a bunch of jokers, at least that black shirt guy does haha. he told his friend 'eh, lets bluff them that this bus is to johor then tell them wrong bus' okay maybe it doesnt sound funny but u really have to be there to see and hear it aha. then the driver came up and the indians and the driver sort of quarrelled a bit. one indian was reasoning with one of the guys, and okay v hilarious somemore, he was speaking tamil or malay, smth i couldnt understand, then the guy also couldnt understand, but he just kept nodding his head and smiling like he understood every single word, and the smile is just so fake haha. lol it was super hilarious, me and my cousins broke out in laughter. haha i really couldnt control. in the end only 2 indians gave up their seats, so only 6/8 guys get to sit down, 1 squeeze with the other 2. and another one sat behind me (there happens to be an empty seat there). at first he didnt want to sit, but his friend said eh one hour leh, its like taking 178 from jurong point to woodlands, i wonder if its really that long. haha, right this group of ppl who lives either in boonlay or woodlands, if you happen to see this post, i just wanna say that you guys are really just so hilarious LOL.
not done yet, the shuttle bus sent us to titiwangsa, some station of the kl monorail luh. i rmb there was this station called raja chulan! haha RAJA. anw my sister is fascinated w raja, she couldnt stop mentioning his name every few days. okay and yea we struggled to find out which station we've to stop to reach all those shopping/town area. my mum suggested asking the others, and me and meiying jiejie was like they also dont know! they referring to that 8guys luh, 'cause they were struggling as well. but we figured out earlier and went off. stop at bukit bintang, and the shopping centre on the left and right was lot10 and sungei wang. so yea ive been wanting to go to sungei wang despite hongjie saying that it wasnt v interesting haha. i think i sort of rmb he said that. yea and like what he says, its nothing interesting luh, just like any other typical shopping centre. i bought a pair of slippers there luh, 'cause my legs are aching from my shoes and yea the design is quite unique, smth that i havent seen so far in sg yea. went back and continue shopping at first world plaza. oh yes huiwei, i stayed at first world hotel and luckily, i didnt hear the horror stories that happened there, phew. and oh oh oh, i'm so sorry for being selfish and spending the money on my stuff only haha. which is basically a hp pouch, a new pencil case, a new wallet, and i forgot what. but talking about wallet, the guy selling the wallet is cute :D haha, i will talk about it more on the 3rd day part. at 11pm, me and mei and gor went to meet my cousins outside the cinema and proceeded in to watch 'the day the earth stood still' not bad luh, at least i didnt fall asleep 'cause its the first time im watching a midnight movie. and yea, so its quite good and interesting to some standard such that it can captivate me and my attention. the adults which are my parents and my aunties and uncles and my grandma, only came back from the casino at about 130am. and i only fell asleep at around 2plus to 3am 'cause i couldnt stop laughing whenever i think of what the 8guys did on the bus to genting haha.
3rd day-
i know this is a long post, please bear with it. awoke at 730am but 'cause the temperature is just so right and the bed is so comfy, yea i lag around in bed till 830am. wash up and went down to shop w my sis 'cause she claims she still hasnt finished shopping. but the shops arent open till around 10am so after breakfast, we started to shop again. went to see the cute guy again haha :D that cute guy that sells wallet (lilin, when you go genting, pls take note of the cute guy at level 2B 2nd store near the escalator, its those movable trolley kind of store). i cant really rmb everything but lets just post our conversation up here (:
him: -blabbers on about the prices of the wallets-
-after he finished talking (which is quite long 'cause he was telling my sis more about the wallet but actually she was only pretending to see)
me: oh ya i know, i was here yesterday.
him: yesterday?
me: yea i bought a wallet here yesterday.
him: -thinks for a while- yesterday, isit 9plus PM?
MY SIS: yea when you're closing alr.
him: OH..OHH! yea yea yea. -then he goes on to ask about the guy that was with us ytd which is my brother-
him: so, are you all from singapore?
me: mhm yea.
him: singapore where?
-me and my sis dont know what to answer, 'cause msia got kl, selangor, malacca, penang but sg got no such states-
me: urm redhill, you heard of it? (and obviously he didnt)
okay so ive realised my post is really long alr, so i'll stop here. anyway, after that wasnt v interesting luh. hah said bye to him and yea got teased by my aunties 'cause they were all waiting for us to go board the coach. whatever, like i'll fall in love with a guy so easily haha.
but alright, basically genting is really not v interesting. i didnt get to go the theme park 'cause the 2nd day i was down at kl. but yea, it was nice as in 'cause after that, mum and dad did talk more, and the cold war was sort of not present for that three days. although it was just three days, and i hope it will continue longer. but yea, haha and i know ive been pestering hongjie these days, 'cause i know much more about msia now, and im v eager to share it with someone that knows equally much, if not more :D and i can only say that its quite unlucky that he happens to know me haha (: but yea, thanks and sorry (:
to badmt ppl, sorry i cant attend the chalet. and yea to the other girls and coach rosie, sorry i couldnt make it in time to have dinner with you guys ):
and to joshua ang, sorry i couldnt go down to jurong point to show my support. but then again, i also wont be buying the telemovie 'cause first, im broke, 2nd, sorry altho it has joshua ang, but it doesnt attract me much. i hope joshua ang get well soon, and i'm expecting him new show :D
20081210
genting!
4:06 PM
urm im going genting tmr! finally :D yay haha, its like the only time this year i can really relax. and recharge and i can pia for next year haha. oh yea actually ive been recharging all this while. watching dramas straight for 5-10hours nonstop haha! thats enough recharging right. and im glad to say that ive finished my chem ytd :D and i'll start doing the other 3/4 of phy hw, and 3 more math papers and yea stupid econs and gp which i havent touched at all. but i felt that i did alot alr haha dont know why.before i end off this, let me do the quiz. 'cause sam dear has tagged me to do it for really long, and i only sort of have time to do it now.1. Do you have secrets?
haha actually not really. somehow someone knows something secretive about me. even if i dont tell my friends, i'll let my sis know. so i've no idea why my secrets are called secrets.
2. Would you fall in love with someone younger than you?
no, even if it was only few days younger. somehow, i just feel weird luh.
3. Do you enjoy going to school?
urm yes and no. i look forward to the fun and laughter and dance :D but not the studying and submitting of hw. seriously, this year is the first time i actually fall asleep in class.
4. What would you do with a billion dollars?
buy a really big bungalow, decorate it really beautifully like zhishu's house in 'it started with a kiss' and 'they kiss again' and make my family and relatives all stay in together. so that its fun (:
5. Will you fall in love with your best friend?
who knows? my previous crushes are my best friends! but then, thats crush not love. but probably not. 'cause i read somewhere that as virgos, we will like draw a clear line between friendship and love.
6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
actually i think loving someone. being loved by someone you dont love is really irritating. but then loving someone who dont love you is a total torture. but at least you will get really happy easily, like when he smiles and says hi you can be happy for the whole day.
7. Who do you idolise?
joshua ang, ethan ruan jing tian (ji cunxi!), the jia shi le in MS NO GOOD, please all shuaiges. oh and probably all the smart kids like teolilin and stephanie yik.
8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
please i feel that no matter the person is my crush or my eyecandy or someone i like, its never a secret. i like to tell everyone, i mean its such a happy thing. and half the times, they're attached. and i wont do anything! i will just continue to go gaga upon seeing them :D
9. Is there anything that has made you extremely happy?
feeling that my life now is really good. (although i dont have a boyfriend and people keep reminding me of it, but so what.) I LOVE THE PRESENT :D
10. Do you have any regrets?
not really, i dont believe in doing something to end up regretting later on. and if i do anything, i make sure i wont regret even if im really starting to regret.
11. How would you see yourself in 10 years time?
being married to the best guy in this world, making plans to start a BIG family 'cause i love babies. and feeling like im the most fortunate woman in the whole world with the best hubby who loves me a lot haha.
12. Who are currently the most important people to you?
LOTS. dance mates, clique mates, family, besties, YLW, anyone else who made me feel as loved and treasured and happy.
13. What kind of the person do you think the person tagged you is?
samantha lim! i wont say bad things about her, 'cause she's one really good friend! well, i really would have regretted if i went ac sci instead of nj arts and didnt meet her in pae NJ08A01! that totally applies to the other A01-ers :D
14. Would you rather be single and rich or married but poor?
no such thing. rich and married. haha, if ive no choice, married but poor. but married as in happy married, not some disastrous marriage.
15. What is your favourite colour?
white, pink, orange. alright, lets stick to just this three.
16. Would you give all in a relationship?
no, never all. unless in a marriage. 'cause i dont want to be able to not pick myself up after i break up.
17. What would you do if someone whom you hate ask for your forgiveness?
honestly, i dont really hate people. thats too strong a word. and if i hate that person for a particular thing that he/she did, i'll just make sure he/she changes such that they wont do it again, then i wont hate alr what.
18. Would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible a thing the someone has done?
yea although that would be hard. but hating is a waste of time and energy 'cause hating someone is really tiring. you'd rather spend time and energy loving someone who deserves to be loved. (i sort of learnt this from jinxiaoxi! :D )
19. Do you prefer being single or having a relationship?
they both have their own good and bad points luh. but still, having a rship. 'cause my ultimate wish is to marry a wonderful and best guy and be his one&only love.
20. 6 people I have tagged:
masu, zhengpin, lissya, haslina, thinking and YOU! (:
sorry ive run out of people, and anyway, all those all the list are those who visit my blog more often :D so yea haha poor thinking. alright alright im off to bathe and packing for tmr :D yay update more when im back!
20081208
cunxi :D
11:17 PM
i'll just give a short update. urgh ive finished watching 恶作剧2吻 which is they kiss again. alright mhm what shd i say. its quite good not bad, compared to the first one, the standard wasnt v far off. 'cause i realise like you know those singapore dramas right, like they always have the 2nd serial. and it just gets v draggy and boring. but then again, thats my own opinion and i do show my support for sg dramas too by watching it haha which i dont know why. urm and yea, afterall tw dramas know how to capture everyone's attention with all those funny scenes and cute guys :D
oh yea im really proud to say that ive only 3 questions left to complete for my chem hw. so i'll enjoy my genting trip and have fun and just come back and do the rest which i cannot do. and hopefully, i can do them after the hints ive seen from km. uh and then what, yup i was doing my chem just now in the late afternoon, evening time. and i wanted to go turn on the tv and watch 100% entertainment. then im like forget it i shall just do my hw, 'cause sometimes its really boring if its just plain talking! but urgh, my sis on the tv at 530 or so, and shouted that its cunxi! omgosh haha i drop my pen immediately and ran out to watch! its nice! ethan ruan was like so honest and on with the questions and it just makes everything more funny. haha and thn just now i search on youtube and watch the first half which ive missed. so yea, but i still finish doing the part that im supposed to finish today.
i intro guohao to fated to love you! the superb drama 'cause he said he was bored. and he actually said thats my fav drama 'cause i think that i havent met the person fated to love me yet, and thats why i dont have a boyfriend! alright, fine i dont have a boyfriend. but whats the big deal?! LAU GUOHAO, LIKE YOU HAVE A GIRLFRIEND LIKE THAT?! its gonna be so embarrassing if he says he has. anyway, with such perfect guys like ji cunxi around, i really dont feel like lowering my expectations 'cause i want ji cunxi! i mean, woah, he's like everything combined together to form a perfect man. sorry his attitude might be really bad and may seem like a jerk in the first few episodes, but what can i say. i like bad boys! haha guohao does that sound familiar. bad on the outside, but not bad on the inside.
HAIX ITS SUCH A PITY MY EYECANDY IS BAD ON THE OUTSIDE AND BAD ON THE INSIDE TOO. AND MY EYECANDY IS ONLINE RIGHT NOW. ohno, he isnt already. he was just now. OH OH EX-eyecandy. i realised he always come online for a short while only. probably i scared him off haha.
MISS NO GD seems not bad, but i dont like rainie's voice inside. and i just get this impression that wilbur cant really act. but we will see as the show goes on.
20081206
song lyrics!
9:28 PM
hmm just a short update. uh i was doing chem homework halfway and i just suddenly got this urge to pen down some thoughts. alright was sort of inspired by what lissya told me and lissya's sub nick, which is something like: "
its too late now for you and your white horse to come around" its adapted from taylor swift's white horse. and i sort of got this urge to write some song lyrics.
i used to write them and edit the lyrics from jay chou's songs and the songs are actually dedicated to ylw, alright mostly. one was an emo song during my most emo period in life. i wanted to post the lyrics up here but i think that frequent bloggers that come around to my blog are like haslina, lissya and phong, and they all cant understand chinese. haha and it would have lost its meaning somehow and niceness after i translated it. so yea, shall not attempt to post it up on my blog now.
mhm and okay, i can try to complete it and maybe i can send it to some company and earn big bucks haha! and i alr have like some parts of the melody alr. and my sis actually created one too, not bad too her lyrics and stuff. and i thought i was very pro alr -.- okay i will hope and pray that one day, someone will buy my lyrics so that i can earn big bucks and maybe jay chou will sing my song, ohno thats impossible he writes song himself too. uh i dont know, but maybe someone can buy my songs so that i wont feel like the huge chunk of chi vocab that ive gathered over these years are of some use, other than writing chi compos.
alright, homework. ive done more than half of chem! : D and i actually still have 3 more days to sort of complete it before genting trip so yea (: im so glad im on time.
urgh first time in my life that i did homework even before half the holidays is over. normally, i will slack till the last 2 or 3 weeks then i will start piaing. but haha, im so proud of myself this time round. i will work hard next year, i really hope i will luh. if not ):
20081202
activities
9:22 PM
it has been so long since i last blogged haha. well, i guess i will just recap what happened this week since there're not much stuff to blog about.
well tuesday, celebrated lilin's birthday with clique. met steph earlier to shop for lilin's present cause' peisi has piano lessons till 12. mhm, haha i guess we both arent decisive people so we took really long to buy smth, and we had to call peisi and ask for her opinion. haha so it was actually just walking around aimlessly for an hour or so. and cause' we hadnt gotten the presents and the card ready, so yea we planned some plot to make sure she believes that we're late instead of writing well wishes on her card at the v last minute haha. well, after much contemplation, we still settled at pizza hut like as always. and we had some hi-tea haha and drank my fav drink choco chip frappe :D which was what kiat introduced to me! (:
on friday, i went out with pw137! jingmin didnt come but jinghui came haha. yea and we had a picnic at botanic gardens. alright we brought those junk food basically haha, chips and stuff. the real thing is with jinghui. she prepared self-made meatballs and dumplings for us (: it was not bad, quite nice haha. esp the meatball! and then we lag there, and cant believe we actually sat there for like 3 hours or so? emily shuyi and jinghui went around taking photos with dogs and one angmoh baby called jake. haha and we saw quite a number of couples taking wedding photos, and we approached one couple to take a photo with them haha. and jinghui and shuyi took a photo with this angmoh guy that was 1.96m! even jinghui looks small besides him haha :D
just yesterday, i gathered with the malay dance girls <3 alright, it was supposed to be a malay dance outing and all girls that are left in singapore (which means we're all singaporeans) are asked to come. but in the end, hazi couldnt make it, joycelyn had some stuff cropping up at the last minute, saniah was un-contactable as usual haha but she had tuition too. shiqi had research and left her lab real late. so me lissya huiwei gwen had dinner. i window shop with lissya since 330pm and at 4plus close to 5, i thought that my legs got real tired with pumps, so we settled down at mc'cafe. i had double choc frappe :D lissya had mango smoothie and oreo cheesecake? i think so, and waited till almost 7 and huiwei finally arrived. followed by gwen. well, had dinner at secret recipe after discussing for really long and after dinner, we took some photos which we felt was quite nice esp the lighting haha, so well.
i havent finished alot of hw, but considering that holidays is only halfway over, and ive did some hw like nyjc promos math, 1/4 of phy, 1/4 of chem, i thought its wow alr haha :D and ive distributed chem nicely so that i can finish it before i go genting.
woah and everyone is like overseas now. joycelyn and peisi are doing ocip. lilin is in korea shuyi is in hokkaido. alright actually thats about it only right. haha, well fine, i will look forward to next week (: and we're probably meeting up with coach rosie too :D oh, and gwen knows norine ha!
