20090127
happy cny!
9:25 PM
happy cny! :D i receive like a thousand and one smses from malay dancers, so thanks! even from lissya who dont celebrate cny haha. and the scholars! now you see why malay dance is love :D they're just so sweet!
okay cny, as ive said, is just the same old boring thing. feeding each other with information about hows life, hows studies and stuff. smth more interesting is that this year, there're two newborns in my maternal side. both my cousin's wives have given birth to two little boys. and i took some photos of them too, haha but i guess babies just dont like to look at the cameras! i put on some light makeup for cny and my aunt kept complimenting me about my super smooth and flawless skin haha! but i think half of the reason is that its the foundation powder. but of 'cause, my skin is kind of perfect from the start too (: HAHA it just feels so nice to be complimented. but i totally hate my own skills at using eyeliner. i must learn from lissya!
and today, the 2nd day of cny! i actually have nowhere to go! i normally will go to my aunt's or uncle's house but they're both not free this year so ended up, my family and my cousin went to catch a movie: the wedding game. alright luh it was nothing super awesome! haha gwen's fav word. i wore heels out today. it always feels so cool, i feel so tall and i feel so elegant walking LOL. ate at thai express. finally satisfied my thai express craving but i feel kinda disappointed. maybe 'cause i just ate mac at 330pm and i was still full at 6pm when i eat dinner considering i was eating popcorns in the cinema as well. but aiyah, somehow was quite disappointed at the food. maybe dining at swensen's might be a better choice. but then again, just had it on friday. haha dont know luh
oh yea today is shiqi darling's birthday! happy birthday (: i hope you stay as pretty as youre now, and be prettier, happier, healthier and whatever not. love you <3 oh yea and for jingmin dear, im so sorry i havent got ur present. maybe by next week ok :D haha yea love you too! <3
life's gonna revert back to studies and studies again. im kinda looking forward to dance camp. and celebrating vday with malay dancers <3 haha, i hope there's no strong objections from those who're attached :p and yea i'd probably not come online until friday. time to focus on studies and studies again :D
20090125
love 09!
10:02 PM
its new year's eve!
alright actually there isnt much to be excited about. 'cause besides having pretty new clothes/shoes/bags to wear/carry, there isnt much thing exciting about cny. okay fine, getting the hongbaos and spending the money inside. its like most of my cousins are working alr, so its like there is some gap in between so somehow it's always quite weird.
but alright, i shant complain. i should think of the scholars who have no relative and friends here, quoting from thinking. and quoting from an, didnt get to have reunion dinner 'cause she returned to hostel late. anyway, their reunion dinner is like on last tue, why so early huh! luckier ones like porkpau and travis can have some fun back at vietnam haha.
okay and then 2009 has like come and one month has passed! and the thing i wanna say is that i really love year 09! somehow, a lot of wonderful things have been happening to me (:
first, liwei asked me to mug with him! <3
second, yanlu told me to take care! <3
third, have been talking quite a lot to ex eyecandy and understanding much more about him! (:
fourth, njc malay dance is love! <3
fifth, gp lessons havent been boring!
sixth, econs lessons are no longer slack!
seventh, s21 is fun and going to sch isnt that much of a chore! (:
eighth, jiamin's great and she'll go further in css3! (:
ninth, I SAW ALAN LEE TODAY! :DDDD
okay i was at this rather ulu ntuc, but rather big one. bukit merah ntuc, ulu 'cause its like bukit merah is so ulu. and while i was on the escalator up, i saw this familiar botak head person! yea alan lee! i squeaked and was telling my sister to look. haha, afterall my first crush ok! haha doesnt seem to have changed much, didnt seem to have grown taller too haha. he was smiling happily haha i guess he's also doing last minute shopping with his family, and probably found something nice to get?! i dont know haha but i was super high! (: called masu to tell her about the GREAT news and my voice was like still trembling haha, i took some time to calm myself down.
2009 has been great, its like only one month has passed and there're like one thousand and one good things that has happened to me. and everyday, there seems to be this little thing that just brightens up my day. ohmy, and i got the photos i took with emma! some of them haha. the malay dance lunch was fun! we really shd have more outings!
its like the other time when lissya has this icecream craving, we called some of the guys and went to venezia for icecream. haha, and then in the hols we have this locals outing 'cause all the vietnamese/china scholars are all back in their countries. in the end, although only huiwei gwen lissya and me went and i was stuck with lissya for like 3hours?! but it was really fun! haha we had fun camwhoring and i still havent got the photos urgh! really, we shd have outings like once every 2 weeks or smth, aft trg at pa. like just a lunch or smth! what do i want to say. its like with every passing day, i just want to scream and say that i love njc malay dance a little more each day :D i bet i'll be running back to practices just like what ferleen just did on sat. haha ferleen is still as pretty as ever ok (:
I LOVE NJC MALAY DANCE! NJC MALAY DANCE IS LOVE <3!im not a christian, but i want to thank God or whoever that has been blessing me with happiness. i anticipate every single day, knowing that something nice will put a smile onto my face everyday. its so cool that everyday, i can just smile my way through despite whatever not that im facing. its like thats really enough, nothing more that i can ask for. and i hope everyone else is as happy as im too haha :D
happy cny btw!
oh and happy birthday jingmin dear! (23/1) nghia! (26/1) shiqi darling! (27/1) kahneng! (30/1) coach welly! (31/1) sorry my memory has been failing, i hope im right. if not, then sorry haha :D
20090123
i'll learn
10:16 PM
jingmin dear's birthday :D thanks for the past 7 months being my dear. LOL I KNOW ITS SUPER NOT EASY AND I COMPLAIN AND GRUMBLE A LOT. btw you know, the rose you gave me died long ago HAHA. omg but the whole point is, happy birthday <3!
then, to ______, be strong okay :D i'm not forbidding you to cry it out when you cant get it right 'cause i do so myself too. haha but the thing is after crying our hearts out, we must all stand up again and do it again and again until we get it right yea (: hard but we'll all be there for one another so yea.
what else. yea, i realise 1.5 months really isnt enough. or probably to phrase it in another way, it wouldnt even work out right in the first place 'cause besides the fact that we gossip, we're actually quite different. but i did learn a lot throughout last year. whatever that you've taught me, i think i shd apply it to you too. the 1.5 months and the few months after was a nice time, something really wonderful whenever i look back at it. and i really truly feel that you care for me, was there for me and stuff. and seriously, thats enough i guess.
thanks for telling me. i just realise my always casual remark can be really irritating too, to some extent. im adding something to my new year resolution: to be able to give others adequate breathing space and privacy. of 'cause, in the end, seeing you happy does make everything worthwhile.
okay, something nice then. today i had the cny dance! finally its over :D PHEW! alright, i made two stupid mistakes. my sarong was stuck to my big red flower like a freaking TWO TIMES! so actually, the real thing wasnt my best shot but urgh, i cant do anything now. the smile was also more of like plastered onto my face 'cause i was really nervous i dont know why! the finale was much better, not nervous at all! ahh and miss khoo brought her niece and nephew. gosh they're really cute! emma chan li en right? haha, she's like so brave and not shy at all for a 5-years-old girl. and her brother, christopher chan yi en, he's like ever so active, always running around. according to emma, christopher loves to run around. they're like so cute. when you talk to kids, you just feel like they're like so pure and innocent and ive to like talk to them in the kiddish way haha. kawaii-neh~! :D
then, we had cny malay dance lunch. talking about lunch and thinking about food, i didnt lau yusheng with s21 luh! 'cause i forgot to look at my phone's smses, but anyway, i cant go up and lau yusheng in costumes and makeup as well. so yea, had to give it a miss. lunch at swensen's, and the teachers treated us yay double yay double thanks (: save me a lot of money haha! it was fun! emma came along too, but not christopher haha. miss khoo said she alr had difficulty handling one. anyway, emma is a really bright girl. i took a lot of pretty photos with her and emma loves to take photos right (: haha she's like the princess, everyone loves playing and talking with her. HELLO PEOPLE SEND ME ME AND EMMA'S PHOTOS :D haha and whenever thinking raises his camera, me and lissya will pose and he will accidentally snap a photo of us. so the camera has lots of me and lissya's same pose photo haha. and it was fun certainly imitating saniah's funny face haha! and the truth and dare session at the other table was fun, but how come it involves our table too?! the funniest thing was the guy (shucks i dont know his name) and yuan staring at each other and lots of cameras were snapping away. all the flashes and stuff haha, and we were counting at some snail's pace and 20s took like a minute to be up.
to summarise, njc malay dance is love <3
dance tmr! dancing for 5 consecutive days wow! i hope i can finish hw before new year!
20090118
yanlu : D
10:50 PM
okay one really short post.
ive to stop coming online frequently. at the rate i come online, i can never complete my hw! i managed to finish it this week, but this is only the first week and im alr struggling w hw. ive been reaching home at 8pm average over the last week.
okay just wanna say something happy:
yanlu! :D HAHA yea had a short sms-conversation w yanlu! yay haha. YLW just brightens up my life man. omg and yanlu told me to take care! what rare words from him, considering that he's always suaning me haha.
sat's dance was fun :D celebrating alison's birthday was fun too! haha and i just realise that guys shldnt drink too much soya bean. is it a vietnamese belief or is it a fact!
alright alright, i shd go off to sleep alr. i mean, study for my chem quiz, but then, aiyah sleep is more important right. i'll study during breaks and on the bus tmr! (:
thousand and one ppl's birthdays, happy birthday to :
stella, junhao, woonshin (14/1), szekiat (15/1), junya (16/1), tuanying, alison (17/1), chrismin (18/1), markus (19/1), weirong (20/1). okay i'll stop here 'cause i believe i'll come online to blog soon haha. my dears and darlings are all born in jan how come! like samantha(1/1)! xiaoxi (2/1)! jingmin dear (23/1)! shiqi darling (27/1)! i hope i got shiqi's and jingmin's right.
20090116
stressed
11:18 PM
its only the first week of j2, right. its like a totally different feeling, a v tight schedule, hectic life. and i actually have 2hours to blog and get online and read through chatlogs like wth, when i shd have completed my probability and blog qns.
this whole week, let me see ive been reaching home at earliest 530pm which is today, and latest 845pm which is when ive dance practices. and i actually read through the lecture notes before i go for lectures, smth that ive never done before in my entire life, or rather last year since j1 is the first time we had lectures. free periods are spent mugging and rushing through hw. reading notes on the bus instead of sleeping/listening to music. my life now really just comprises of dance and studies. thats all. and next week is going to be equally busy. monday is like if we cant leave after the results show, i might reach back at 11plus. but the thought of supporting jiamin at mediacorp is so COOL :D GO JIAMIN (: tue ive dance, wed is full dress rehearsal for cny celebs(omg i cant wait to wear the pretty costume :D ) and thu is dance again. and friday is the actual thing! i dont know if we're going to go back rv, but thats like the norm right. but then again, on the other hand, malay dance is having like a lunch or smth, and they somehow forgot that there're 3 MAINSTREAMS who have ssch to return to lol. aiyah i dont know how. prob i can have lunch w dancers and then rush to i dont know where to meet 4h peeps. it will work out somehow luh.
im still v worried about cny dance. you know, urgh my 'L' shape thing which syafiqah and angela and everyone else has been correcting me since the first few dance practices, the running as if im floating feeling, and the irritating thing which ive been doing for an hour or so but still cant get it right. ohman, but nvm ive like a week more. and i can do it one luh. i will do it and ive to do it somehow!
oh and lilin got some really pretty pencils back for us from korea. haha me and peisi both wanted the white one, so we bullied steph again and she got the black one instead :D i promise that i'll be nicer to steph and stop bullying her. but hey! who were the ones who made me go photocopy timetables for them and get journals (lucky the stocks werent replenished yet!) and anyway, i found something inspirational to write about in the journal. but gosh, are you allowed to start writing now?!
cny is coming :D yay pretty pretty clothes and gosh my pretty shoes. and urm not so pretty bag but nvm. steamboat, mahjong, cards! all the house visits (hopefully there are many this year, its always super fun :D )
im going to sleep so that i'll be in top form for dance tmr :D introduction games yay!
20090114
dance!
10:06 PM
omg the three days in school has been really busy i felt. hw and dance just filled up my entire day. and i just got this excuse to come online 'cause ive to discuss smth w gwen and saniah. yay thanks (: LOL
okay yesterday had dance. gwen and huiwei basically taught me and jenny, i mean jenny and me the steps yea. i have so much trouble remembering the directions. its like 45, back, front. and the formations. diagonals rectangles circles. MYGOSH i was so stressed out yesterday and i kept on 'omg-ing' throughout seriously. it doesnt help at all 'cause by the time we ended yesterday, i still didnt feel like i remembered anything. and its like once i get stressed out, i cant remember anything seriously! the steps that ive practised at least a dozen times during the holidays, gosh and that im so familiar with alr, i actually forgot whats aft what.
then today, had another practice. supposed to end by 4pm i think. but ohmygawd, im so sorry haha i kept standing in weird positions and then when i realise ive to jump there lol. really, probably thats the disadvantage of having short legs. to have to take big big steps, and yet look so glam and graceful. omg how i wish i was mango. long legs plus ever so graceful. haha, today was clearer, i hope. at least it was better than ytd i thought. but its really only until the last two dances that im like more in the circle, more in my position and stuff. and ohmy, ive actually been doing wrist rotation wrongly for a year! no wonder it was like ever so easy for me, flipping roti pratas and i dont understand how it helps to rotate the wrist seriously. until now then i know its wrong. and my legs are aching like hell. altho its 3rounds only. and really slow. anyway, i took height-and-weight today. seriously, im 152.5cm haha i think junkai's method helps a lil. i really shd be taller man, the scale is wrong. but considering that the scale said i was 151cm last year. i did grow 1.5cm okay :D dance makes you GROW haha right, glow maybe.
tmr's tech run for cny celebs. i really hope my sarong can fall off nicely. i can slip into the sarong gracefully. i dont want to get stuck halfway. once im stuck, im dead. i cant continue. i shall not wash and dry sarongs tmr lol. and wth, ive to go for gp retest >< i dont want to be in gp clinic!
20090112
first day of school
10:10 PM
FIRST DAY OF SCHOOL WOW! alright, i should be rushing through chem hw and you know what those stuff BUT im really tired after 2hours of exco meeting. and yea lol, there's dance tmr! yea finally! but got quite some stuff to blog about.
new teachers! ms clara lee and mr felix lim. i heard that mr lim is quite good. mhm not bad. haha, and new style timetable. but its so confusing. will go do up one nicer and cooler and easier-to-read one when im more free. which is after the cny week i guess. mhm, oh yea what else. started on lessons like the first day of school man! smth nice i like about the new timetable, free periods! remind me of a01's damn alot of free periods last time, spent playing 'i never' and truth or truth those games luh. but its like a hell too many right? 4 tmr! and omg i even have breaks that're 1.5 hrs long. good to have free periods, but an hour a day is enough right. tmr's free periods actually add up to 3hours -.-
second, i found out smth interesting. i knew it luh, all those info can all be found on njc website. you can even have two names lol, who knows if the school is right. even if its right, the fact that you've two names alone just means you're out to bluff me and her and whoever right. right, still apologise and still tell me to trust you. this feels so fake. next time i wouldnt waste so much time already. but since i wasted so much time, might as well have a revenge right...
third, just confirmed about you two. very funny, just about 2 weeks ago, i was still feeling so happy that i dont regret my decision. i let you go, i promised that i wont be disturbing you anymore, 'cause if both of you are happy, im happy as well. VERY FUNNY. how lame can i get. i dont feel the least hurt now, 'cause ive got over it. i still miss the memories, but i really despise you. how can i ever talk to you again like normal once again. NEVER seriously. i know alot has changed but still, if it was so fragile from the start, you shldnt have spoilt ours, you shldnt have spoilt me and her's! like totally wth, even if she's feeling real bad now, i also cant go up to her and say anything. 'cause you've alr spoilt me and her's. damn funny, im just feeling v pissed off at you. open your eyes and see, i bet you'll live to regret.
fourth, i dont know why did alot of people think of you that way. but to me, i see a different side of you that others dont see. you can call me silly, you can call me stupid. ive heard a 1000 negative things about you and probably two or three nicer ones. haha but still, fav <3 (: and how come yanlu is ignoring me ): since like i dont know when. he stop replying me on msn. probably he isnt the one using the com. i shd sms him someday.
oh yea fifth, i went to my cousin's house on sat. and yea it was his son's 1 month celebration. till now, i still dont know the baby's name. but he's quite cute. he's so small and im so scared that i'll hurt him. but still haha i carried him and my grandma was like teaching me how to put my hand such that he feels most comfortable or smth. really small creature. took some photos of him. might post it up since my blog are full of words and words only. yea oh oh the baby next door right. she (i think its a she) yea, she's learning to talk now i suppose. blabbering away lol. really cute. but she can recognise me now and she always smile when she sees me. not always luh, when i happen to walk past and see her mum then her mum will carry her out. i hope when she starts speaking, after learning how to say mummy, daddy, grandma, she will learn how to call me jiejie :D
with that, i shall think of what to do during free periods tmr, except eat and do hw
20090111
school reopening!
6:29 PM
school's officially starting tmr! and i'm glad that ive finished my hw :D hahaha i bet its like the first time in i dont know 3 years? 'cause i believe in s1, i'm still super afraid of teachers scolding when we cant finish the holiday hw. LOL INNOCENT OKAY. but not anyhow after i grow up. bad influence luh, seniors and friends around are setting bad examples lol.
alright i realise something. i actually didnt like thank whoever that has helped me out in year 2008. i merely did a reflection. and its on the whole kind of thing. so yea i shall specifically say it out now, although its 11 days late already.
firstly 2008 is a really nice experience. going into a junior college, getting into 08a01. all these are really wonderful experiences, esp 08a01. hereby, i'd like to thank every single one out there in 08a01 for letting me have such wonderful times. and it wont be memories, we'd continue keeping in contact (: i'm really glad that 1.5months can really bond us so much that until now, we've had so many outings and gatherings at nicholas's house and elson's house, at curry wok, at heeren, at whereever place, watching whatever show. really, i wouldnt imagine life without you guys. and even up till now, the thought that there's ao1 outing coming up soon just makes me excited throughout (: I LOVE 08AO1 :D
then, 08s21. my class after jae. one whole bunch of rvians. but i actually only know lilin from the start. whether its the rvians or the non-rvians, the pae ones or the jae ones. im really glad that ive you all with you. laming with debbie and yangzhi are always fun. crapping w spins :D haha and gossiping w masu about everything under the sun, running up the rooftop to find you-know-who LOL and learning malay from dhiya everyday! haha crapping w sipei, talking to swetha on bustrips. and and yes steph lilin peisi! and many many others. jinghui that gang lol. shuyi jingmin emily lilin my pw mates! went through so much this year, and im glad im in 08s21 :D
NJC MALAY DANCE! it was an utterly different experience for me. 'cause firstly its dance again aft 6 whole years, and its malay dance! haha, but it was really fun. aristal and yea everything. all the vietnamese people are superb and of 'cause the singaporean girls too luh. thanks saniah for helping me out alot! and thinking and porkpau really fun people. then ly my fish! :D alot alot. anh jenny thu. omg i cant list everyone luh. gwen huiwei lissya joycelyn hazi. blahblahblah so many people. it was so nice to dance. and everytime i felt so stressed out by hw and stuff, the thought of dance just wakes me up luh, although sometimes its like urgh omg so tiring. URGH PHUONG AND TRAVIS IS GOING TO TORTURE US. lol and stuff, but still... <3
last but not least, thanks to everyone who has been with me throughout. like yea zhangbei, my best guy friend ever. throughout my whole sec life, has been there for me, and even when we went into different jcs, and sort of lost contact, but still, everytime i talk to him, he just makes me feel that there's always him there for me (: hongjie, who has been listening to me crapping about dance, genting trip, everything about msia haha. and jingmin dear, samantha dear, shiqi darling lol. tons of nice people. jin xiaoxi too. always scolding me to wake me up from whatever fact. lol, i guess she knows that only scolding me helps. always damn fierce lol but i can always feel her concern. and many others luh. and all the mg ppl that has been still keeping in contact w me, sam, seng, kat, kiat. yea blahblah. ive so many people to thank for making my life so great, oh yea and my family of 'cause. 'cause its only recently that i really feel how much i love them and how important they're to me.
okay the list will go on forever luh. but really, 2008 is a great year i hope 09 is even better :D
school has started. shldnt be blogging often too. mug for a's! :D you too huh! mugging sessions yay :D
20090110
liwei!
12:06 AM
i realise i didnt say everything about chalet!
oh yea to add on, shaun went missing for a while during the night cycling. lol, for a moment, i thought the same 2g thing happened again. the guys split into two directions to find him and some others stayed with the girls. alright, i do must admit that our 4h guys can be quite clear, organised and ahem! gentlemanly only when its v v necessary LOL! yea and luckily we have junjie the stjohn's! shaun's leg cramp and siqi's wound, haha without him, we could be panicking away huh.
and yea sorry ng tinghui! i promise next time i'll try my best to go (provided my mum dont discover again) i hope you've a nice party :D
ex-eyecandy enlist into army alr. lol byebye, out of sight, out of mind! mingli went into army too, so fast everyone's going into army. aww i bet someone must be missing him like crazy. the system sucked man, shd have let him go in after the 11th what!
on a happier note, cao liwei talked to me! (: if i remember correctly, its the first time ever in 4years that he has initiated a conversation w me, without asking me for some favour luh. fine i know its just msn, no big deal. but still, smth really nice :D yay im anticipating future mugging sessions!
heard that they arent together anymore. really, im quite sad. got tears rolling in my eyes seriously! i dont know why. 'cause he's so important to me, he's so great, say im still so obsessed over it i dont care, but i really felt that he deserves the very best. and at least in my opinion, she's a really nice girl. really wonderful. and im really happy that both of them are tgt, but not anymore ): its kinda sad, i hope neither of them are hurt. and she's like ever so gracious, just like another stella. haha yea stella's bday is coming soon! (: lol funny how come i end up liking my supposedly love rivals?!
school's restarting. im only left with one organic chem qns and online chem quiz. thats all! (: its alevels year, i'll mug hard, its syf year, i'll dance hard :D
20090107
4h chalet
10:23 PM
I'm back from 4h chalet. Not bad, it was quite fun, the ONLY chalet I went to this year, no in fact, I didn't attend any chalet in year 2008! I kept forgetting, its 09 already! And today is already the 7th, ex-eyecandy is going to enlist into army tmr haha, just hope life's gonna be interesting for him 'cause he ain't looking forward to NS life, but i'm sure he is able to handle the tough drills easily. Like duh, he's so fit luh (:
Okay luh, quite interesting seriously and happening! Haha right, no BBQ just like last year. No dlim, haha he has school man sad, if not we would be able to make him sponsor us money again (: The turn-up rate of girls for 4h stuff is getting less and less. Basically, when we meet on the first day for lunch first, there was only me, lilin and siqi. Along with about 10guys or so. See the vast difference! When there're actually three more girls than guys in the class. Anyway, jump through the boring stuff, later in the evening more girls came and we rented bikes for night cycling. I'm not going night cycling again man. It's so damn tiring! 8hours of cycling inclusive of the many breaks in between luh. from 10pm-6am. The freaking scary never-ending road to Changi Village just to see shemales, she-man whatever, ren2 yao3 okay and to stop for a bowl of ice kachang at 4am! AND WHY DID WE (ME AND LILIN) AGREE TO GO FOR NIGHT CYCLING? Well, that's 'cause some guys mainly jiaqiang and shaun said they'll definitely cycle behind us, very nice, they were only behind us for the most 10mins I think. So here, I would like to thank Yeap Pinglin, Kenneth Lim and Lee Shengda for cycling behind me and lilin and siqi and yes especially Shengda (unwilling to say so but the truth) 'cause throughout the long scary neverending road to Changi Village, he was cycling beside me and we're the last two. So yea thanks. Oh yes, we actually have to CARRY our bikes up the overhead bridge?! So yea, thankyou to Frank I think who carried my bike down for me. What an adventurous night! I'll not go for night cycling again. I'm like having muscle aches everywhere now!
Reached back at 6am and dumped myself onto the bed. Sorry I know the way I sleep sucks, how I will kick people (I think so!) and flip around and yes grind my teeth. My mum always slap me till I wake up then I will grumble about how painful it is and slept and get woken up again for like at least thrice a night. Anyway yea, woke up at 9am or so. Haha oh yea I smsed my sis before I slept, asking her if she's already awake for school LOL! Yea skipped breakfast, returned bikes and waited for Ros and Juehong to arrive so that we can go for lunch. Left a quarter of the noodles untouched lol and yay saw Mr Low Kwee Peng :D (I hope I spell his name correctly) He was at Canoeing chalet I think but didnt get a chance to talk to him since he's with the canoeists. He looked so small and cute with the other canoeists haha! Right, then went arcade quite fun the games haha. And then the guys went pool. After that all of us went for bowling but I didnt want to bowl. 'Cause Joseph has some free stuff luh so ended up everyone only paid 1.70 for a game and shoes rental lol. Slack around bought some stuff and went back to the chalet. Oh yea btw Downtown's Mr Bean is not nice ): Took class photos before Cheryl Huishan and Xinyue left. 5 of us stood on the sofa and tada~! Some stuff happen luh. After Yenchai (Crash our chalet) clicked the button (but didnt manage to snap a photo probably 'cause he didnt hold it long enough) there was this loud sound and the sofa gave way! We all got a huge shock man, luckily I aint the one standing at the part that sank down. Considered quite a lot and decided to report it, but they eventually still retained our $200 deposit so in addition, everyone has to pay 10bucks more! What nice stuff during chalet.
Anyway, left the chalet with some guys and met the others outside E!Hub's Kbox for a Kbox session! Oh yea, saw Sheena and Shermaine, you know the twin sister in Campus Superstar 1 on the way up. Told Jiamin and she went down for a while to look for them I think. Went in, the room was big enough to accomodate everyone so yea the first song we werent high enough luh. But eventually, got quite high after a few songs. Those more common ones luh, we were practically screaming instead of singing. Cant remember them offhand, I only remember it was damn loud during 'Dui Mian De Nv Hai Kan Guo Lai' :D It was quite fun luh, minus the fact that I fell asleep at 12plus 'cause I was too tired. Probably 6hours is too long, 4hours might be just right. And yea maybe we should have split into two groups 'cause we seriously have a variety of songs man but then again, it wouldnt be as high already. Whatever luh, but I was freezing inside and Deming refuses to lend me Yenchai's jacket. Please! It isnt even his in the first place, and how ungentlemanly! (: Haha and Deming seriously behaved like a father, nagging at us when we dont finish our food and stuff. Again freezing cold when we are back at the chalet again esp the girls room, 'cause the temperature cant be changed! I think its forever at 18 degrees luh. Slept on the mahjong table 'cause the room is too cold. In the end, it's so uncomfortable that I decided to just run into the room and hide in the blanket. Yea luh like what guohao says, I give in to sleep -.- Whatever, he just wants to make me sound like a pig.
Third day nothing much. Ate 2bucks Mac meal 'cause we're all broke. Packed up and went home yea. Slept from 12pm till about 5pm when I reached home. But I'm starting to feel sleepy again. And I noticed Jiamin has really dark eye circles! Probably 'cause of the tight schedule and tons of commitments all of a sudden. Take care yea (: She really sang so well yesterday at Kbox and she deserves to be in Top12 :D And to continue getting through all the rounds.
Oh yea, I said I'll start to be myself more. Learn to live for myself instead of others/under the impression of others. Yea and I'm glad that I took another step to hopefully just be myself. It may have caused unhappiness to some, puzzled the others, but who cares. Seriously, I feel much easier and more able to enjoy myself like that. It probably wouldnt be the same if I hadnt decided to do it. It may be better, but probably for the worse. Sometimes, if you took a wrong step, its like really hard to reverse back already but whatever steps that I've taken, right or wrong, I'll not regret what I've done and yea just live with it 'cause nothing I do now can change it already.
20090104
happy mode
11:13 PM
Im happy today haha, on a happy mode :D Why mhm, three reasons.
First, I managed to finish all my maths and phy hw alr :D DOUBLE-YAY although I know there're gaps and holes in the middle I can't fill in haha. But still, it feels so great to get rid of them already. And yea, remember the GP I said was really draggy and I was complaining how to survive through it! I actually finished 2 yesterday! So, one more to go and I'm done with GP too (: And I plan to finish that by tmr, as well as Econs Activity 3 before I meet the others for chalet. I hope I can haha.
Second, I saw Jiamin on TV just now yayee (: She was so great, and yes Im going to support Jiamin. (PRAYS THAT IVE NO DANCE THAT DAY) But the sad thing was... HOW COME JAVIN WAS THERE AND HE DIDNT GET TO PERFORM! HELLO, I WAS WAITING THE WHOLE NIGHT FOR HIM TO PERFORM URGH URGH URGH ): Thats saddening but nvm haha.
Third, saw some photos of Xiaoxi and Jiaqiang (: It looks really sweet and Xiaoxi looks really blessed and happy! Haha although Jiaqiang was acting cool and didnt smile, but I bet he's also feeling v happy inside. You know, seeing your loves being so happy, even though I havent been keeping in contact w Xiaoxi very frequently, and I may not be there for her very often whenever she has any problems and stuff but it just brings a smile across my face when I see their photos.
Okay I suddenly thought of a fourth reason! Ahma! Yea I think Ive been seeing my grandma quite a lot these days. Ever since I stop going to my grandma's house on Sunday since s2 yea I dont really see her often although we live at most 10mins away. And it's like her house is under renovation now, so and yea its the holidays, so I'll go away with my mum and sis to help her out or smth and Ive been going out for dinner on Sunday nights with her so yea, seeing her quite alot these days. She's like really cool, a really strong woman, a lot of her stories were like so dramatic but she survived it all and everytime I think of whatever that has happened to her, I really admire her for her courage at how she managed to stand up strong everytime. And yea, although we've some language barrier 'cause she mostly speaks Hokkien and yea I can understand but I dont normally speak 'cause I think I sound really weird, but yea sometimes just nodding and smiling at whatever she says just makes her feel v happy (:
I think sometimes, it's just all these little things that will brighten up our lives. It may not be happening to me actually, but just seeing how happy my friends are, how my ahma also smiles at me whenever she sees me, and many others. And I think if we all stop to think and see and appreciate whatever that's happening around us, and be contented with everything we have, life will be so much easier and happier! :D
Off to sleep and I'll wake up damn early to pack so chalet tmr yay. Will blog about it when I return which is 7jan?!
20090102
new year
10:57 PM
its 2009! (: a new year, so i hope its a new start for everything that hasnt gone well for me and anyone else last year. have done a reflection some time back, so i shant do one now.
havent been finishing my hol hw for the past few years, but ive to get it done this year. its alevels year, no more fooling around. to quote from jiahui: olevels im lucky, alevels i might not be as lucky. exactly what im feeling right now, even if ive all the luck in this world, it will eventually be used up one day luh. time to work hard seriously, urm well and yea, i aim to finish maths today, and yes, ive two questions left urgh! i'll spend tmr on hw and hw! must must must finish maths and at least 2 more phy topics. no might as well finish phy too since there're only 3 topics left. or maybe i shd finish the half-done gp article first since its half-done for 4 days. I REALLY DONT KNOW HOW IM GOING TO SURVIVE THROUGH GP HW ):
4h chalet's in 2 days. okay 'cause of hw and dance, ive not been going for alot of the 4h gatherings and stuff alr, so okay, i'll go for 4h chalet. although i really still have that stack of hw undone. but i think i shd be able to finish huh i really hope so. okay and i gonna start packing on sunday. yay im looking forward to the campus thing at 9pm. support jiamin okay :D my companion gonna sound and look really awesome on tv haha. haha, oh yea 4h ppl, shd have received jiamin's email right. her 1st performance i guess. 19jan @ mediacorp! who wants to go support her! i want i want i want (: who else wants to go with me. i hope ive no dance. she has a roadshow in ngeeann poly and nanyang poly i think on the 10th, but its cousin's son's 1st month celebration so yea. sorry i couldnt go down to support u jiamin, do ur best though (:
alright i know im late but new year resolutions, might as well call it new year wishes:
(1) Manage my work well and do really well in As :D
(2) Do my job as a QM WELL and that malaydance njc will get gold w honours for both the ip and jc team :D (OMG THE THOUGHT OF PLATE DANCE AND SPLITS AND PT)
(3) Papa and Mummy to stop the cold war and behave like a normal couple :D
(4) Everyone to be healthy.
(5) Live life to the fullest and be happy, oh yea the same thing, never do what i'll regret later on in life.
right, surprisingly, even with so many eyecandies and so many ex crushes in my past 17years, there's no ' (6) i desperately want a boyfriend ' wish on the list. 'cause next year i'll be so busy 'cause its alevels plus syf year. enough for me to handle. anyway, aiyah, for the past one year, no offence, but nj guys not much to expect luh. my ex-eyecandy is going into army on 8jan alr. i mean the most recent one, can people please forget that the previous aqua one was my eyecandy before haha. and seriously, i hope i have the best family in this world, i think it really beats everything (:
anyway happy new year everyone! happy clearing the hw!
