jingmin dear's birthday :D thanks for the past 7 months being my dear. LOL I KNOW ITS SUPER NOT EASY AND I COMPLAIN AND GRUMBLE A LOT. btw you know, the rose you gave me died long ago HAHA. omg but the whole point is, happy birthday <3!
then, to ______, be strong okay :D i'm not forbidding you to cry it out when you cant get it right 'cause i do so myself too. haha but the thing is after crying our hearts out, we must all stand up again and do it again and again until we get it right yea (: hard but we'll all be there for one another so yea.
what else. yea, i realise 1.5 months really isnt enough. or probably to phrase it in another way, it wouldnt even work out right in the first place 'cause besides the fact that we gossip, we're actually quite different. but i did learn a lot throughout last year. whatever that you've taught me, i think i shd apply it to you too. the 1.5 months and the few months after was a nice time, something really wonderful whenever i look back at it. and i really truly feel that you care for me, was there for me and stuff. and seriously, thats enough i guess.
thanks for telling me. i just realise my always casual remark can be really irritating too, to some extent. im adding something to my new year resolution: to be able to give others adequate breathing space and privacy. of 'cause, in the end, seeing you happy does make everything worthwhile.
okay, something nice then. today i had the cny dance! finally its over :D PHEW! alright, i made two stupid mistakes. my sarong was stuck to my big red flower like a freaking TWO TIMES! so actually, the real thing wasnt my best shot but urgh, i cant do anything now. the smile was also more of like plastered onto my face 'cause i was really nervous i dont know why! the finale was much better, not nervous at all! ahh and miss khoo brought her niece and nephew. gosh they're really cute! emma chan li en right? haha, she's like so brave and not shy at all for a 5-years-old girl. and her brother, christopher chan yi en, he's like ever so active, always running around. according to emma, christopher loves to run around. they're like so cute. when you talk to kids, you just feel like they're like so pure and innocent and ive to like talk to them in the kiddish way haha. kawaii-neh~! :D
then, we had cny malay dance lunch. talking about lunch and thinking about food, i didnt lau yusheng with s21 luh! 'cause i forgot to look at my phone's smses, but anyway, i cant go up and lau yusheng in costumes and makeup as well. so yea, had to give it a miss. lunch at swensen's, and the teachers treated us yay double yay double thanks (: save me a lot of money haha! it was fun! emma came along too, but not christopher haha. miss khoo said she alr had difficulty handling one. anyway, emma is a really bright girl. i took a lot of pretty photos with her and emma loves to take photos right (: haha she's like the princess, everyone loves playing and talking with her. HELLO PEOPLE SEND ME ME AND EMMA'S PHOTOS :D haha and whenever thinking raises his camera, me and lissya will pose and he will accidentally snap a photo of us. so the camera has lots of me and lissya's same pose photo haha. and it was fun certainly imitating saniah's funny face haha! and the truth and dare session at the other table was fun, but how come it involves our table too?! the funniest thing was the guy (shucks i dont know his name) and yuan staring at each other and lots of cameras were snapping away. all the flashes and stuff haha, and we were counting at some snail's pace and 20s took like a minute to be up.
to summarise, njc malay dance is love <3
dance tmr! dancing for 5 consecutive days wow! i hope i can finish hw before new year!
