syf is really like bringing out the emotional side of me. it makes me nervous yet excited and blahblah not.
ip syf was today! like approximately 6hours ago, we were sitting up there in the audience, waiting and watching out for njc malay dance ip team. i heard that when they said njc malay dance, the ppl infront was like 'WHAT?! NJC MALAY DANCE DOING TRADITIONAL!' yes we're doing traditional, and i know that you're eagerly waiting for our contempt part. fret not, its coming up this wed!
yes, its the first time we're sending in an traditional malay dance team for syf and really, ip team, you've done so well and the seniors are just so proud so proud of you! and i guess you guys give us the motivation to train harder tmr so that we polish up every single thing that is imperfect and we can present the best dance ever on wednesday. i really dont know how to describe my feelings now. ive read nghia's email. its kind of rare that he's so sentimental but yes, i was really touched by it and tears flowed out unknowingly.
i read alison's blog, she's talking about post syf. i cant imagine it. in two days' time, im going to blog about post syf too. months of hard work summarized into a 7 minutes dance. and im v glad to see that everyone's so motivated to do our best and enjoy every single moment on stage up there performing with each other. it has been so long since i last participated in syf. 7 or 8 years ago? i really cant rmb much about that. but what i know now is, im going to perform with this team of lovely people. people whom i love so so much and we're going to show that njc malay dance has what it takes! :D
but i cant help feeling emo you know! i'll terribly miss the vietnamese. i cant imagine life after stepping down and so on. i know syf is not the end, there's still whatever not thing. but syf is telling me that ive to step down soon. and after a's, i might probably never ever see the vietnamese again (besides seniors farewell). for all i know, they will go back to vietnam after a's, i'll stay in my singapore and for this whole lifetime, i might never see them again...
TO ALL THE VIETNAMESE & ALL OTHER SCHOLARS (IP TEAM INCLUDED) YOU BETTER REMEMBER THAT SYF IS NOT THE END, STEPPING DOWN IS NOT THE END, SENIORS FAREWELL IS NOT THE LAST THING. YOU'LL PROBABLY NEVER BE ABLE TO GET RID OF ME 'CAUSE UR SUPPOSED TO STAY IN CONTACT W ME ALL THE WAY! speaking of which, i get excited when i talk about the little porkpaus ahaha. right eunice! :D
alright emo stuff aside, jc team, the juniors have set a great eg. for us and we're going to shine as well and lets all just hope that we can achieve double gold w honours. even if we dont, rmb what nghia has said, we dont need the recognition, 'cause we know we're good enough. all really, thats all that matters.
