lots of things have been happening this week. okay, firstly, life is roughly back to normal, ive been catching up quite well. but i know i will lag behind again, once dance starts. but okay, whatever i can do now is to just do as much hw as possible.
speaking of which, i cant keep to my schedule of finishing maths and chem hw today! urgh, this com is really a huge distraction man. i really should start to stop myself from coming online. okay anyway, the weather is really bad nowadays, take care people! ive been having headaches almost every single day, and it sucks 'cause you just feel like sleeping and not doing work.
i was almost crazy from mugging maths on thursday. some unpleasant things happen lets not mention it. unpleasant things always happen, you've to learn to forget about it. anyway, i was almost on the verge of breaking down 'cause i spent so long doing stats qns, which is like wth! at 5pm, finally exco meeting starts, so i took my mind off from maths for a while. realised that there're more performances then ive expected (:
friday which is yesterday i received back phy lecture test. gosh i shant say the marks it was really bad. but i cant expect much 'cause i didnt study a single thing. okay obviously i tried to get some equations into my head before going into the lt, but yeah i really didnt touch the notes the night before. and i knew i was dead, 'cause efield, bfield, gfield is one of my worst topics. but the marks on the test paper shant discourage me, in fact, it shall motivate me to work harder. being weak in the fields isnt an excuse to not do well.
today went bugis w my sister. 'cause i thought its so long since ive gone out, i really felt like a no-life person. okay, i purposely bring as lil money as possible so that i wont splurge, and luckily i brought lil money. if not i'd be really really broke right now. but it sucks to be unable to buy all the pretty clothes and shoes and bags URGH i really need money! okay that sounds materialistic but whatever.
and... my brother is going to enlist into army soon :D 5 june! okay, not really soon. but the thought of grabbing his laptop over and use it as mine. and then, yeah he's going to not be home for 3months or close to 4months! 'cause he's obese and he has to have extra 2 months of basic military trg haha. yay i hope when he's allowed to come home, i'll see a totally different brother, some hot dashing one :DDDDD and i heard that guys are nicer to their sister after going through ns, i dont know why, but i will wait and see if its true (:
oh btw, tmr is star awards. ethan ruan is coming. mygosh, jiamin will be there too. i dont know if she's performing but wth, does that mean she will be able to get to see ethan ruan?! i got to stick to the tv tmr, afterall its a once in a year event and somemore this year is like 1.5year from the previous one. therefore, conclusion i must finish my hw in time tmr! thus, off to sleep. so i can wake up early to do so :D
