using gwen's words, we've alr reached our last lap of 2.4km. in fact the end of it, ip syf is tmr! considering that its past 12 alr and its sunday alr. jc syf is another 2 or 3 days time. we've reached this point of time that we're just waiting to know whats our final results. for jc team, we still have a few hours on tue and thats really our final sprint.
somehow the syf tension wasnt as bad as i thought. i think we all really want the gold w honours, considering how much hard work we put in. and how we all want to show everyone else that njc malay dance is good. im excited about syf! just like how excited i was when we perform for cikgu's other schools. when i dread knowing that the 7mins is just gone like that. we practised months for it, and i really hope the 7 minutes is like never ending. i dont know how to phrase it, but i guess it'll be the exact same feeling ive during curtain call on aristal night. working so hard for months, and suddenly its like all gone, and you just dont want it to end. and i really dreaded thinking of post-syf.
yes, i can rest more.
i can concentrate more on my studies which arent v good in the first place.
i can recover from all my backaches and bruises and muscle aches.
but i cannot dance anymore.
i cant see my dancers as much anymore.
i just dont want to step down luh. i'll only have one commitment then-studies: mugging for a's. i can go down for dance practices and watch the j1s train. but i cant train w them together anymore.
some ppl wait a lifetime, for a moment like this.
despite all the emoing, im so glad that ive waited much less than a lifetime, and i found a FAMILY like this :D
