no matter how unwilling im to face it, the fact remains a fact. yesterday was the last day im dancing liku hidup.
when i wake up today morning, the hairspray smell still lingers around my hair haha. the shampoo i use just wouldnt get rid of that smell. but that is also going to be the last time im going to have this irritating smell on my hair. and actually suddenly, it doesnt smell that bad afterall.
thinking about the past syf trgs and stuff and post syf performances, i realised that all the rolling and that 200plus rollings at the raintree on a half day mrng doesnt seem v tiring afterall. the 'again's doesnt sound irritating anymore. the FT doesnt seem as painful and the PT doesnt feel v exhausting afterall. i'll in fact gladly do all these again if ive another chance to prepare for syf09 again.
all the outings, all the performances, every single dance practice, every birthday we celebrate leave me thousands of things to look back on. cause of njc malay dance, my jc life has been utterly awesome and colourful :D
so how can i bear to leave and step down urgh. gwen and i have got ready our running shoes and we will run back to practices anytime! so the next generation, dont think you can slack your way through huh. you will literally feel our presence. i could rantle on and on but my whole post will only revolve around one point, which is i love njc malay dance so much. i used to have thought that if only ive ip-ed into njc two years earlier. although ive to study in nj two years more, i also get to dance malay dance 2 years more. but then, things would have been different. i wouldnt have gone in cause angela went in, i might not even be in njc malay dance. everything happens for a reason.
okay anyway, and i want to say that it will not be my last dance. and it applies to all the sh2s too. it wont be our last dance, next year aristal, we will be back :D
and im seriously touched by all the 5 letters ive received : pp, thinking, eunice, shairah, saiful. and im expecting more right :D haha, whatever the case, ive read every single word carefully and i really appreciate all the time and effort you all have put in (:
and i remember that on syf day, charmaine's ipod was playing the national day song right, we will get there haha:
Remember the days,
we set out together with faith?
(believing that we'll get our gwhs) Remember the times, so fine,
(thats before we know we're dancing w plates)when we thought that nothing could stand in our way.
Then things weren't the same,
the life that we knew had to change.
(thats when we know we've to dance w plates) We've struggled through the darkest storms, we thought we couldn't tame. (thats when our plates drop) Together we've tried,
(thats when we practise how to handle plates) As we stood side by side
(like literally in the formation) I knew we'd build a new world,
a world of hope forever after.
(we built njc malay dance) Deep in my heart I just know, right from the start we will grow. (our love grows& we grow into dancers) Look where we are,
we've come so far and there's still a long long way to go
(MORE GWHs) With all of my heart, I will care.
I'll play my part, I will share
With
family and friends, together we'll stand
(so we can't sit next time) And in the end, hand in hand,
we will get there.
(and we'll always be up there) So now we begin, working together to win
Believing in trust, it must be possible to overcome anything.
There's so much to do,
there's so much we can contribute
By sharing just a little love,
we will start again anew
So why don't we try?
If we stand side by side
I know we'll build a new world,
A world of hope for ever after
