i know this is stupid, dont ask me why. but im just scared. i think i shd go sleep soon, cause im feeling scared.
okay ive been having nightmares quite frequently. i know this sounds stupid that im still scared of nightmares but i am indeed! and i cant help it. i want to grow out of it too. but its quite hard for me. i wonder what is it indicating? im too stressed out? im really quite stressed out by common tests cause im having v high expectations of my results this time round. but the thing is i havent even started revising! i wonder how many nightmares i will have every night if im having intensive revision.
im going to stop blogging and stop coming online soon. okay probably only on weekends. and weekdays will be spent studying and mugging. people havent been updating their blog why huh!
its only 1030pm. wth the night is still young for most people. but im freaking scared cause of the nightmare i had ytd. why is the dark so scary. im scared to fall asleep cause i will have another nightmare but im even more scared to stay awake cause the dark is just so scary. so ive to force myself to go to sleep. at least its like, not every night i would have a nightmare right. maybe i can try to think of nice stuff before sleeping, probably i will dream of nice stuff.
the dream the previous night was a funny one though haha. no one shall know what is it. i shall just laugh alone whenever i think of it. its super cute and funny haha.
