20090621
h1n1
10:41 PM
actually, i kind of hope that sch holidays will be extended due to h1n1. but that still isnt a good thing right. somehow, you can link it to the fact that the cases are rising.
anyway, passed by body shop during lunch. haha, omg lissya, i saw the hydrating spray luh finally! but its pomengrate, not strawberry ): nevertheless it smells rather good too. and i realise its limited edition luh omg omg! anyway, maybe some nice soul can go buy it now and give it to me on sept 11 haha :P cause its limited edition so u've to buy it now, but don't use it away okay!
oh and brother came home on friday after his 2 weeks confinement in pulau tekong. and he said he lost 3.5kg, which couldnt be seen. haha i guess he has to lose 10kg before i can start seeing the effect. well he went back to tekong today, sent him there and had dinner there. when coming home, daddy took a wrong turn and then i had to direct him cause the road looked familiar to me. but alas! i told him turn left when it was right. so it was wrong, and we had to look for the road directions along the way. was lost for 15mins? its quite cool actually that ive to look for directions together with my dad. maybe that will help when i take the theory for driving license. when should i do that? after a's or what? haha.
jingmin dear is influencing me to get lg icecream. but online reviews said how bad it was and stuff, like how it always lags and stuff. and my sis said all phones will tend to lag. and if i get lg icecream everyone else on the streets will have my phone. if i get se t707 its quite unique. but the keypad sucks man. so how?! should i get a phone that lags but nice keypad or what. whatever, actually its still three months till my contract is up.
oh and recently i kinda lost the motivation to mug. and wth, it had to happen during my last crucial week. oh well, i hope i dont regret when my results are out.
20090620
mugging2
8:16 PM
mugging...
nothing much to update, just telling everyone that im alive here haha.
lissya are you back from ur holiday. omg thats so unfair, she's having fun while im mugging?!
anyway its just a week to cts.
that means less time to study.
that also means cts will be over soon. and i can
-continue going to dance pracs like ive not stopped dancing,
-go pluck eyebrows w saniah,
-go window-shopping (cause im broke) and then cant resist the urge so buy things and end up being more broke,
-catch up w lissya (i havent had a nice talk with you for so long),
-chiobu outing w shiqi darling! (which has been postponed for a year?),
-lunch w sharon (which has been postponed for weeks),
-mugging sessions (which will turn into chatting sessions) with liwei and masu,
-meetups w good old friends like sam dear, xiaoxi, and go explore zb's house again
i'm totally ignoring the fact that results will be out soon )))))):
and then prelims and a's are actually right after cause time is so tight.
so am i supposed to hate the fact that there's only one more week or should i anticipate what happens after cts?
btw, its three more months and i will change my phone alr yeah! (: anyone got nice suggestions of clamshell/flip phones that're pretty and user-friendly?!
20090614
mugging
11:09 PM
i seriously hate mugging.
i wanna meetup with all my good old friends.
this sucks.
but its just two weeks more.
i cant let all my efforts so far go to waste.
fine two weeks more, urgh, then i will go shopping, meetup with everyone else, continue going to dance pracs like ive not stopped dance.
and till the few weeks before prelims, i will start worrying again.
20090613
antonio's bday
11:39 PM
meetups are fun! (:
i think i shd meetup soon with all those ppl i havent been keeping in touch with or havent seen for months or even years. just went to antonio's bday party which was like overcrowded with girls haha.
i seriously miss antonio alot! and im glad i went for this party. i truly enjoyed myself (: and knowing more about him again from all these updates. but omgosh, what happened to you man and your love life. haha, dont worry be happy! (:
dance performance: ip team at INSPIRE concert at hwachong jc. helped out yesterday and i finally found smth im good with. smoothing and blending the eyebrow part. i did a hair yesterday- yuan's and she kindly volunteered to let me do her hair today as well. i must really applaud you for your courage haha. did half of dengxuan's hair too today. makeup is fun! oh gawd, this may sound saddening but i probably wont have a second chance to do makeup for the juniors or any other person already. cause ive no more performances and im supposed to concentrate on mugging.
although i wont have a second chance to do this already, i still didnt regret leaving halfway before i can even do the eyebrow and makeup and went for antonio's party. seriously, everytime when im supposed to do dance stuff, but im somewhere else meeting friends or whatever, i always go home really grumpy cause ive less chance to spend time w my fav group of dancers. but not today. antonio has been really important to me all these years, my best guy friend ever. so yeah you know i left so early for you man. 6 years is definitely really long.
and before i end this post, if you happen to see this antonio, do know that 6 years is really very long and i appreciate you for being there for me throughout all these years. and sorry for not always being there for you haha. happy birthday and we're going to meet up soon after cts. attack your house again! btw maybe i can play with ur dog and try to conquer my fear of dogs.
happy birthday to my best guy friend ever! (:
20090609
online ):
10:21 PM
sucks sucks sucks sucks sucks! i knew it, i'll break my own promise and come online. but at least i do have a valid reason, ive to download my chem ws to do. but... mrs poon doesnt seem to have put it up yet. gosh i wanted 1.5hours coming online and slacking to find out aft 1.5hours that ive no ws to download!
anyway this will be a longer update cause pp will complain. seriously, everything also complain. and its not like you've updated ur blog. and even if you have, you have alot less updates than me! so dont complain. just read and appreciate that im spending time blogging.
heard from gwen that we actually have quite alot of invites! (: yeah haha, malay dance love is truly spreading far and wide. and more money rolling in yay. BUT BUT BUT. i cant perform! wth wth i dont even know if ive time to sit down there watching my juniors perform and controlling my urge to run up on stage to perform along with them. it sucks so much why cant i perform! and i dont remember there was that much invites last year. this is unfair, im grumbling so much i know. but you know how big this matter is! i cannot dance for any of these! ): its like last year irir, the seniors sacrificed their time to dance but but but, i think even if i were to willingly volunteer, i also wont be able to dance cause it just clashes with my prelims. wait, it suddenly dawned on me, does it mean it will clash with sh1s promos? oh please, okay i shant grumble anymore, let them perform. its better that the seniors cant perform than the whole team cant perform.
and that just goes to show how much i love njc malay dance. i havent gotten use to life without dance. cause im still involved in dance stuff, even though mummy kept on nagging. the choreography went well for ip team :D and quyen, the new nam, learns really fast :D to be honest, i was seriously impressed by how great the ip team was. i rmb last year, we cant change our steps immediately even though ms maya changed it. we have to like dance once or twice to get used to it. but the ips were so great. they rmb everything we changed. so proud of you guys (:
okay, this update is getting long. i know i shd stop complaining, but still, why cant i dance anymore ):
20090607
last time?
10:57 PM
i better blog and update before someone in vietnam spams my tagboard and tells me to update. and thats you pp :P
this might be the last update until three weeks later. but probably not so. i will probably not be able to control my urge to come online but only on weekends.
and till then, this will be my last update. bye
20090606
cip@rgps
11:48 PM
i sent my brother into army ytd. took a shuttle bus from pasir ris interchange to changi ferry terminal and then from there, took a ferry ride. about 15mins i guess. pulau tekong was interesting to me, haha altho my seniors all disagreed. i mean duh, if u've to go there and train 5days a week plus 2 weeks confinement at first.
its quite hard to find places close to nature nowadays alr. pulau tekong looks nice from far seriously. the buildings look some holiday resorts on a small island. and its definitely not small. my legs ache from too much walking. and please luh, ns men are lucky. the food so do not suck, the mushroom soup is nice okay.
and then i forgot to talk about cip@ rgps. we had some cip at rgps along with 2 or 3 other classes and then our roles there is to teach the girls there leadership and stuff like that. group9! : ANGELS! okay i so did not give the name but anyway, group 9 girls are so cute, esp huixin haha! they're all so innocent and stuff. i couldnt upload a photo of them cause i officially snatched my bro's laptop over ytd and the photo is not in his laptop.
anyway, yeah pp you're right the last random thought is definitely not random.
and ive to get into serious mugging mode. i know ive said this a dozen times but i still cant get into that mode. and then i know ppl have been telling me to relax instead of giving myself so much stress but then somehow, i cant. its only three weeks left for so many unfamiliar topics. wkb is seriously funny haha, he told me what to do and stuff. but his method is not applicable to me. or maybe i shd change my method of studying so that i can score like a scholar haha.
oh and i updated also 'cause i will blog less for the next few weeks till common tests are over. at first i forbid myself to come online at all but then yeah decided to give myself some free time by allowing myself to come online on weekends.
btw the episode of boys over flowers today is damn nice :P and then next week's episode looks equally nice too. gosh haha im so glad i controlled my addiction or smth.
oh oh and i kind of quite like certain things wkb do. like when he promises to himself, he will do it. (i will still assume that you do most of the stuff you promise) and i seriously dont have his kind of determination and stuff. and okay, that is going to make you feel significant again haha. but seriously, common tests is like irritating. i havent felt so stressed out for a TEST for so long. a TEST not even A'S yet and not even PRELIMS. but okay, probably that would really mean good results and it better do.
and i miss dance. so much. but i will not be dancing again. but at least i shd be involved in dance practices or performances and stuff so that i dont feel so distant from dance. and im glad that the hwachong INSPIRE concert performance is coming up and im helping the ip team out so yeah, i will see the dancers and i feel that im doing some dance stuff. thats gonna take 2 days of my mugging session out but who cares.
i love njc malay dance. and gwen said malay dance love is spreading far and wide :P
btw lissya, stop doing all those stupid quizzes luh haha. it will only disappoint you more, so sorry to burst ur bubble but you know its true. haha and stop doing for me luh!
20090603
-
11:04 PM
a random thought.
seeing everyone's blog link, i was thinking if i should change mine to smth more fanciful and cool. should mine be smth like lizhululu (haha for those who understands kawaitian language i.e. lissya, saniah, gwen and me) or lizhuhohiheha. (haha this one is lame) come'on people, give me some cool suggestions. BTW I DONT WANT THINGS LIKE LIZHU-THE-TSUNAMI OR LIZHU-THE-CUCKOO.
another random thought.
why is everyone not updating their blog. alison chew, the one who's supposed to be most active and gosh what happen to her blog. wkb closed down his blog (oh well like his updates were v frequent in the first place, haha but there's one less channel to know if he's emoing or not :P ) pp claimed his pw got lost, and the camera i installed on him tells me he's merely just giving an excuse by telling a lie. nghia's blog is stuck at the vietnamese post i cant understand. ok, for those who at least bothered to update, i shall not comment on you guys :D
one last random thought.
i really wonder if you know that ive been still frequently visiting your blog and reading every other line, trying to find out if you're happy or not. and my conclusion is you indeed are, besides all the mugging you've to do and stuff like that.
i always have this urge to comment but i dont want. or maybe i dont dare to. ive sort of disappeared from ur life for the past few months and i dont want to appear again cause i see that ur happy the way ur life is now. i seriously dont want to accept the fact that we've drifted apart, too far apart.
ive tried you know, trying to maintain a positive attitude and stuff, but this time it just doesnt seem to work. and i also dont know why. its a pity that it ended this way. i never thought it would be like this when we knew each other. yes, we may be different in one thousand ways, and i might not have a good impression of you beforehand, but i really enjoyed the few months we spent together. short-lived happiness.
i see you online now, and im like contemplating whether i shd talk or stuff or not. i cant seem to find a common topic already. its funny how two people who were that close are reduced to strangers with a mere few words. i dont want this to be another regret. i know i always say that i normally dont regret cause i dont believe in doing things i'll regret later on in life.
i just miss the old times. and i dont understand what made us drift apart so much. its cause you were there during my down-est moments that made you so special. its cause you're so important to me and im able to share both my ups and downs with you that makes you so awesome. i know whatever you say isnt a lie, but whats this. what happened in between... i want to know.
20090602
my blog link
11:08 PM
taking into account that i wont be blogging much for the next few weeks, i shall blog as much as i can these few days. i know pp's always there reminding to update when he himself dont update. and i know its a lie when he said he forgot his pw. eh pp ask me how i know :D
yesterday, i actually didnt come online at night. wow surprised D: i was busy mugging away seriously. you know, over the past week the sisc week 25th may till ytd 1st june, i actually have 4sets of chem ws uploaded online for me to do. this whole week of hw, and i only actually realised its existence yesterday at 12pm. MYGOSH. at 1230pm, i rushed off to CIP and unfortunately was still late, cause of the bus. only managed to reach home at around 5pm and only started mugging at close to 6pm. praise me, im so efficient, i finished one week of work in 4hours :D i knew it, if i really concentrate, i can do it :D i hope this means common test results will be satisfactory. oh and there isnt alot of mistakes luh after the chem session today :D so thats double joy?!
and hence that explains my temporary msn nick : ask me why im going to die soon. but then, ive recovered :D haha, so great. i didnt die afterall. im still so amazed at my own efficiency. however, ive been saying this for a long time but still, i have yet to come up with a timetable. there're so many things to revise for common tests and im freaking hell still here, blogging away instead of planning my timetable. but i promise i will be in serious mugging mode after this week.
life's boring without dance. tell me how to survive without dance. i like what gwen said :D if only we can have a company called njc malay dance and we get to work yet dance yet get paid. i want to dance forever.
