20090729
Stop and think.
10:19 PM
Life is so hectic and mundane now, seriously. I guess this word will appear in a lot of people's blogs recently. When everything all fly past, maybe by that time, when we stop and think, we would have lost a lot. All the awesome memories we would have created with our loved ones.
However, the point now is I don't even have the time to pause (Stop sounds longer than pause.) and think. Still, I try to make time for it. Going to dance practice yesterday, although short, was great. Seeing the loveliest people and feeling the passion to dance that same dance again is splendid.
Oh yeah I do have to mention something not very nice. Somehow, few people have been asking me if I have gained weight. Alright, I think this is just an euphemism for directly asking if I have grown fatter. Oh man, see the need for me to follow to my diet and exercise regime strictly?!
Oh yeah, Miss Lee said something nice the other day. She told us last year when she took over our class, our percentage pass for Econs was 2nd, from the bottom. We made her really proud because this time round, for CTs, our percentage pass for Econs was 2nd, from the top. Awesome! (: But S21 people are really scaring me with how mugger everyone has turned into.
Maybe mugging with loved ones could be a solution to the lack of time. 24 hours is not enough gosh. By the way, dark eye circles and eyebags are awful and urgh, just ugly!
However, the point now is I don't even have the time to pause (Stop sounds longer than pause.) and think. Still, I try to make time for it. Going to dance practice yesterday, although short, was great. Seeing the loveliest people and feeling the passion to dance that same dance again is splendid.
Oh yeah I do have to mention something not very nice. Somehow, few people have been asking me if I have gained weight. Alright, I think this is just an euphemism for directly asking if I have grown fatter. Oh man, see the need for me to follow to my diet and exercise regime strictly?!
Oh yeah, Miss Lee said something nice the other day. She told us last year when she took over our class, our percentage pass for Econs was 2nd, from the bottom. We made her really proud because this time round, for CTs, our percentage pass for Econs was 2nd, from the top. Awesome! (: But S21 people are really scaring me with how mugger everyone has turned into.
Maybe mugging with loved ones could be a solution to the lack of time. 24 hours is not enough gosh. By the way, dark eye circles and eyebags are awful and urgh, just ugly!
20090726
Headache is killing me.
10:40 PM
Awful bad headache. My head has been that heavy since yesterday afternoon, I guess.
It's quite late. Okay maybe it isn't. But I just want to get to my bed with such an awful headache.
I talked to Lissya about something today. Haha it's so exciting, will Lissya do it?! Please say yes Lissya :D
Headache did go off for a while while I had an awesome chat with Lissya dearest. She's ever so mean again, running off to watch her Liverpool match instead of chatting more with me.
Sorry for the constantly changing blogskin. I shall keep changing until I find something I like. Suddenly had a thing for simple skins recently.
Anyway, had an awesome friday night watching TV shows.
-To grow with love is an superb show seriously! :D I cried a little towards the end.
-Absolute Boyfriend totally made my eyes swollen and puffy the next day. I cried SO SO much, I haven't cried so much for so long.
-100% Entertainment made me laugh a lot haha. Gosh laughing so much after crying so hard.
Something not as nice. I was lying in bed, half-dead luh yesterday, and I only watch a bit of Boys over Flowers. ):
Something is wrong with me ever since I fall sick. Felt like vomiting along with a bad headache since yesterday. Appetite hasn't been good these days. In fact, the headache was present for the whole week. Stupid bumpy bus ride. I think I lost a kg luh haven't ate much these days. I better do!
Alright, I figured out that if I'm online so often, I must be not spending enough time on my studies. Weekend policy must hold somehow soon.
Today is a rather happy day afterall cause someone talked to me. (: In fact, I haven't smiled to myself stupidly for a long time. You're good man.
It's quite late. Okay maybe it isn't. But I just want to get to my bed with such an awful headache.
I talked to Lissya about something today. Haha it's so exciting, will Lissya do it?! Please say yes Lissya :D
Headache did go off for a while while I had an awesome chat with Lissya dearest. She's ever so mean again, running off to watch her Liverpool match instead of chatting more with me.
Sorry for the constantly changing blogskin. I shall keep changing until I find something I like. Suddenly had a thing for simple skins recently.
Anyway, had an awesome friday night watching TV shows.
-To grow with love is an superb show seriously! :D I cried a little towards the end.
-Absolute Boyfriend totally made my eyes swollen and puffy the next day. I cried SO SO much, I haven't cried so much for so long.
-100% Entertainment made me laugh a lot haha. Gosh laughing so much after crying so hard.
Something not as nice. I was lying in bed, half-dead luh yesterday, and I only watch a bit of Boys over Flowers. ):
Something is wrong with me ever since I fall sick. Felt like vomiting along with a bad headache since yesterday. Appetite hasn't been good these days. In fact, the headache was present for the whole week. Stupid bumpy bus ride. I think I lost a kg luh haven't ate much these days. I better do!
Alright, I figured out that if I'm online so often, I must be not spending enough time on my studies. Weekend policy must hold somehow soon.
Today is a rather happy day afterall cause someone talked to me. (: In fact, I haven't smiled to myself stupidly for a long time. You're good man.
20090724
A break I deserve, I suppose.
9:54 PM
An extract from part of an email:
" After numerous discussion and argument, the dance group has come to a conclusion that we should have a chalet on the 15th and 16th Aug (we'll be staying overnight there). 15th and 16th are the best days we could think of so far, as other time period will clash with either your prelims/a level or our promos/ ip assessment week. The tentative venue is Pasir Ris. So please, please try your best to be free on those two days (you can't possible live your lives with only notes and notes and notes right, there should be some entertainment at times (= ). "
- President, Nguyen Thanh Phong Thinking, on 24th July 09, 9:05PM.
Awesome! (: Haha, duh I'd go. Anyway it's organized for the graduating seniors what. Unfortunately, Prelims is just round the corner. Convincing Mummy that I'm taking a break because I deserve it from all the mugging is going to be quite hard. I need some reasons people. I need to give a reply by this weekend. So, help me out here!
I'm getting freaked out by the CTs results seriously, especially Physics Econs and GP. Mr Goh came to relief Ms. Lee for Econs lesson today. He said that whatever he has mentioned in the lecture is not applicable to our class because we did pretty decently for CTs. (: Awesome, haha I think we're quite excited about this. Finally, we're not looking at the lower bars when the classes' results are flashed.
Ion @ orchard is opened already right! Gosh I will probably only visit it after Alevels. Why is life so mundane and stuff urgh.
By the way, a few awesome shows are coming out. Notice the word awesome appears pretty frequently, showing not only my love for the word but also my lack of vocabulary. Yeah anyway, the shows have been capturing my attention. And then, yeah, I guess I need some breaks at times. So yeah, off to watch TV now :D
" After numerous discussion and argument, the dance group has come to a conclusion that we should have a chalet on the 15th and 16th Aug (we'll be staying overnight there). 15th and 16th are the best days we could think of so far, as other time period will clash with either your prelims/a level or our promos/ ip assessment week. The tentative venue is Pasir Ris. So please, please try your best to be free on those two days (you can't possible live your lives with only notes and notes and notes right, there should be some entertainment at times (= ). "
- President, Nguyen Thanh Phong Thinking, on 24th July 09, 9:05PM.
Awesome! (: Haha, duh I'd go. Anyway it's organized for the graduating seniors what. Unfortunately, Prelims is just round the corner. Convincing Mummy that I'm taking a break because I deserve it from all the mugging is going to be quite hard. I need some reasons people. I need to give a reply by this weekend. So, help me out here!
I'm getting freaked out by the CTs results seriously, especially Physics Econs and GP. Mr Goh came to relief Ms. Lee for Econs lesson today. He said that whatever he has mentioned in the lecture is not applicable to our class because we did pretty decently for CTs. (: Awesome, haha I think we're quite excited about this. Finally, we're not looking at the lower bars when the classes' results are flashed.
Ion @ orchard is opened already right! Gosh I will probably only visit it after Alevels. Why is life so mundane and stuff urgh.
By the way, a few awesome shows are coming out. Notice the word awesome appears pretty frequently, showing not only my love for the word but also my lack of vocabulary. Yeah anyway, the shows have been capturing my attention. And then, yeah, I guess I need some breaks at times. So yeah, off to watch TV now :D
20090722
Too many rantings.
9:42 PM
I'm so full of rantings today. Actually it's yesterday. I was being a grumpy old (I'm still young though) lady yesterday. And today was slightly better.
For people who are running out of time, this is a summary of all the points I'm going to make. Seems like a long post huh. And, these all happened yesterday.
1. Homework.
2. I've this craving to eat something soupy.
3. I wanted to eat Sakae buffet/ Thai Express.
4. I've a totally different taste in food with my sister.
5. Why can people consume other food in Burger king!
6. I seriously need to improve my GP! (I'm sick of the same old ugly grade.)
7. I feel that I should stick to my diet/exercise regime.
8. I need to know more words seriously.
Okay, I said to mug yesterday but obviously I didn't do it again. I seriously need to work harder and start doing that right now if I ever want awesome results for Prelims and A's because CTs have clearly showed me that the effort I've put in is not enough!
And then, yesterday I just feel like eating stuff that has soup. Like fishball noodles whatever thing that has soup. Thus, linking to the Thai Meesua which I wanted to eat at Thai Express. And then linking to my sister who just absolutely doesn't want Thai Express nor foodcourt (foodcourt has all the noodles thing what) and yeah. I seriously think that she can be buddies with Tk since Tk and I are so different just like how different me and my sister are. Sisters, how contradicting. Okay, maybe we're born to complement each other. That, I'm not sure. The only thing I'm sure is we never come to an agreement on almost anything. Oh, and I just wanted to eat Sakae buffet yesterday.
Then, I being vulnerable and weak? decided to give in to her about her crave for fastfood. Settled at Burger King and there was this bunch of students that bought and brought outside food and started camping at BK and eating. I was like astonished (I hope it's the right word). I mean, girls remember the day we went KAP MAC, and Daisy and I were reprimanded sort of luh because we bought sushi. And that's when like majority (75%) of us were eating Mac. However, none of them were eating BK. Oh crap, this is so unjustifiable!
Next, point 6, I need to improve my GP. And then look at point 8 and my attempt to throw in words that aren't as simple in this post (I hope you guys see an attempt!) Okay, I was freaked out by how someone can score that mark for GP Comprehension. And Saniah was the one who amazed me because her score was far beyond what I'll ever expect myself to get LOL. Okay, now I realise the utmost important to increase/enhance/whatever my vocabulary a bit so that summary + transposition + vocabulary questions aren't a chore anymore. And then I can focus on attacking the other short answers.
That's actually all. Has it been a lot? Oh no, point 7 diet! I feel like dieting, a healthy one with a planned-out exercise regime. Well, yeah I just feel fat. Unhealthy thought but yes, go find out and you'll realise not many girls really ever think that they're not fat. Oh yeah, have to mention that after being sick for 2weeks, my appetite shrank. During EXCO dinner, I was so full after I ate half the plate of stuff and yeah luh, just wanted to substantiate my point that my appetite shrank. Which isn't totally good. Because I want to eat a lot of things but can't. But if it helps me to shed some pounds, then fine I shall be contented.
That's all yeah. New blogskin signifies a new style of blogging?, haha I don't know. Oh yeah, I didn't mention right but I absolutely love the way Xiaoxi blogs. It is like entertaining yet meaningful in some sense I think. Okay, her posts around the period when she sat for SAT really added words to my vocabulary haha. But well, no one here who reads my blog knows Xiaoxi right. Except Lissya, who doesn't even bother to visit now. And I just realised my close friends are all GP pros. Oh freak Saniah, Gwen, Lissya (Enhancement huh!) and Xiaoxi too right if I did remember correctly.
Oh shucks what should I do to improve GP! By the way, CTs really isn't awesome, alright except for Math and Chem. Which isn't totally splendid too luh.
For people who are running out of time, this is a summary of all the points I'm going to make. Seems like a long post huh. And, these all happened yesterday.
1. Homework.
2. I've this craving to eat something soupy.
3. I wanted to eat Sakae buffet/ Thai Express.
4. I've a totally different taste in food with my sister.
5. Why can people consume other food in Burger king!
6. I seriously need to improve my GP! (I'm sick of the same old ugly grade.)
7. I feel that I should stick to my diet/exercise regime.
8. I need to know more words seriously.
Okay, I said to mug yesterday but obviously I didn't do it again. I seriously need to work harder and start doing that right now if I ever want awesome results for Prelims and A's because CTs have clearly showed me that the effort I've put in is not enough!
And then, yesterday I just feel like eating stuff that has soup. Like fishball noodles whatever thing that has soup. Thus, linking to the Thai Meesua which I wanted to eat at Thai Express. And then linking to my sister who just absolutely doesn't want Thai Express nor foodcourt (foodcourt has all the noodles thing what) and yeah. I seriously think that she can be buddies with Tk since Tk and I are so different just like how different me and my sister are. Sisters, how contradicting. Okay, maybe we're born to complement each other. That, I'm not sure. The only thing I'm sure is we never come to an agreement on almost anything. Oh, and I just wanted to eat Sakae buffet yesterday.
Then, I being vulnerable and weak? decided to give in to her about her crave for fastfood. Settled at Burger King and there was this bunch of students that bought and brought outside food and started camping at BK and eating. I was like astonished (I hope it's the right word). I mean, girls remember the day we went KAP MAC, and Daisy and I were reprimanded sort of luh because we bought sushi. And that's when like majority (75%) of us were eating Mac. However, none of them were eating BK. Oh crap, this is so unjustifiable!
Next, point 6, I need to improve my GP. And then look at point 8 and my attempt to throw in words that aren't as simple in this post (I hope you guys see an attempt!) Okay, I was freaked out by how someone can score that mark for GP Comprehension. And Saniah was the one who amazed me because her score was far beyond what I'll ever expect myself to get LOL. Okay, now I realise the utmost important to increase/enhance/whatever my vocabulary a bit so that summary + transposition + vocabulary questions aren't a chore anymore. And then I can focus on attacking the other short answers.
That's actually all. Has it been a lot? Oh no, point 7 diet! I feel like dieting, a healthy one with a planned-out exercise regime. Well, yeah I just feel fat. Unhealthy thought but yes, go find out and you'll realise not many girls really ever think that they're not fat. Oh yeah, have to mention that after being sick for 2weeks, my appetite shrank. During EXCO dinner, I was so full after I ate half the plate of stuff and yeah luh, just wanted to substantiate my point that my appetite shrank. Which isn't totally good. Because I want to eat a lot of things but can't. But if it helps me to shed some pounds, then fine I shall be contented.
That's all yeah. New blogskin signifies a new style of blogging?, haha I don't know. Oh yeah, I didn't mention right but I absolutely love the way Xiaoxi blogs. It is like entertaining yet meaningful in some sense I think. Okay, her posts around the period when she sat for SAT really added words to my vocabulary haha. But well, no one here who reads my blog knows Xiaoxi right. Except Lissya, who doesn't even bother to visit now. And I just realised my close friends are all GP pros. Oh freak Saniah, Gwen, Lissya (Enhancement huh!) and Xiaoxi too right if I did remember correctly.
Oh shucks what should I do to improve GP! By the way, CTs really isn't awesome, alright except for Math and Chem. Which isn't totally splendid too luh.
20090721
The start maybe.
10:43 PM
I figured out that www.lizhu.blogspot.com is way too boring. This blog address has multiple meanings haha.
Saniah and Gwen said my blog song is irritating. So there it goes.
I've a lot to blog about. But I want to watch TV.
I'll blog tmr, I hope I've the time.
P.S. Hypothesis testing is crap. I missed two lessons of it and one lesson which I attended is rubbish. Thus, I end up not understanding it at all. I can still do the tutorial though.
Saniah and Gwen said my blog song is irritating. So there it goes.
I've a lot to blog about. But I want to watch TV.
I'll blog tmr, I hope I've the time.
P.S. Hypothesis testing is crap. I missed two lessons of it and one lesson which I attended is rubbish. Thus, I end up not understanding it at all. I can still do the tutorial though.
20090719
Back to school, no more skipping lessons, I hope.
10:43 PM
Back to school, no more skipping lessons, I hope.
I've been having extended weekends for the past two weeks because I've been taking MC for the past two Thursdays and Fridays. I meant to recover fully this time round so that I'll not be forever sick and I won't have to skip lessons again.
Much as I dislike it, lessons are getting increasingly important, especially when it's that few weeks left to Prelims and then Alevels. If I've a choice, I'd definitely love to lag around at home, anything but mugging. But I have no choice, or rather I have, the other choice is to do badly for my coming papers, which is the last thing I want to happen.
Thanks people, I've almost recovered. Yeah almost, because I am still coughing. I am so glad no one shunned me around in school haha.
The last EXCO meeting on tuesday, along with EXCO elections. Congrats to the new EXCO! (: Continue to be awesome, if not more awesome. (: Life in Malay Dance is just going to get better and continue to have fun dancing! Old EXCO dinner haha tomorrow night! Can't wait :D
I don't have a lot of time to blog nowadays. So, tag and comment luh people if not the blog will be dead! ):
I've been having extended weekends for the past two weeks because I've been taking MC for the past two Thursdays and Fridays. I meant to recover fully this time round so that I'll not be forever sick and I won't have to skip lessons again.
Much as I dislike it, lessons are getting increasingly important, especially when it's that few weeks left to Prelims and then Alevels. If I've a choice, I'd definitely love to lag around at home, anything but mugging. But I have no choice, or rather I have, the other choice is to do badly for my coming papers, which is the last thing I want to happen.
Thanks people, I've almost recovered. Yeah almost, because I am still coughing. I am so glad no one shunned me around in school haha.
The last EXCO meeting on tuesday, along with EXCO elections. Congrats to the new EXCO! (: Continue to be awesome, if not more awesome. (: Life in Malay Dance is just going to get better and continue to have fun dancing! Old EXCO dinner haha tomorrow night! Can't wait :D
I don't have a lot of time to blog nowadays. So, tag and comment luh people if not the blog will be dead! ):
20090716
What else to do?
11:16 AM
I remember that when I was in sec2, we had music lessons and every group is supposed to write a song. Here is my group's song, which I feel some people need to read it:
Believe in yourself, believe it's true.
Never gonna give up, no matter what you do.
Stand up for what you think, stand up for what you believe in.
Believe there's sunshine, believe there's rain.
As you hear the raindrops on the window pane.
The birds fly up high, way up in the sky.
Believing is soaring, better than goal scoring.
Live life believing,
True dreams are coming,
Wonders are appearing.
Colours resulting,
Hopes renewing,
Miracles are happening.
Some people just need to get this into their head. Stop being emo people!
Exco list is out people! Heh I think I am the first one to know because I am the only one who is not in school now I guess. Unless Mango and Saniah is still sick. Exco 08 dinner! (: I hope I would have fully recovered by then.
Oh by the way, I got back my Math paper yesterday! I was so afraid that I will fail but heh, it wasn't too bad afterall ): Though there was still some distance from my target of A but then it was not bad already, considering that I thought it was seriously the hardest math paper I have done. I so do not want to fail GP again so please please please, let my essay pull up my awful compre marks ): Chem paper was alright although it was a grade lower than my target too. Phy was like stunned, I actually passed it! But after knowing not many people failed, I got quite disappointed too haha.
If you are wondering, I am given a MC by my doctor so I'm forced to stay at home. Okay I think this post is getting too long, byebye!
Believe in yourself, believe it's true.
Never gonna give up, no matter what you do.
Stand up for what you think, stand up for what you believe in.
Believe there's sunshine, believe there's rain.
As you hear the raindrops on the window pane.
The birds fly up high, way up in the sky.
Believing is soaring, better than goal scoring.
Live life believing,
True dreams are coming,
Wonders are appearing.
Colours resulting,
Hopes renewing,
Miracles are happening.
Some people just need to get this into their head. Stop being emo people!
Exco list is out people! Heh I think I am the first one to know because I am the only one who is not in school now I guess. Unless Mango and Saniah is still sick. Exco 08 dinner! (: I hope I would have fully recovered by then.
Oh by the way, I got back my Math paper yesterday! I was so afraid that I will fail but heh, it wasn't too bad afterall ): Though there was still some distance from my target of A but then it was not bad already, considering that I thought it was seriously the hardest math paper I have done. I so do not want to fail GP again so please please please, let my essay pull up my awful compre marks ): Chem paper was alright although it was a grade lower than my target too. Phy was like stunned, I actually passed it! But after knowing not many people failed, I got quite disappointed too haha.
If you are wondering, I am given a MC by my doctor so I'm forced to stay at home. Okay I think this post is getting too long, byebye!
20090713
Random thought.
10:17 PM
This is damn random.
But I just feel like saying this.
是不是过去了，就只能偶尔拿来回忆？
I know not a lot of people who viewed my blog understood chinese, but I am not translating this. It would have lost the meaning if I had translated it.
But I just feel like saying this.
是不是过去了，就只能偶尔拿来回忆？
I know not a lot of people who viewed my blog understood chinese, but I am not translating this. It would have lost the meaning if I had translated it.
20090712
Faster and faster.
10:12 PM
Everything is just going faster and faster.
Homework is coming faster and faster.
I've to write faster and faster to finish them.
Prelims and Alevels are approaching me faster and faster.
Anyway, that was just a random thought. I've to type faster and faster now because I am supposed to go and study for a test. I was actually quite shocked to realise by yesterday night that I've like one thousand and one homework to complete. And I thought it was only that few. So, the whole of today, I was rushing homework throughout. Boring day, yeah I do know that.
I missed the last dance practice. Not only that, I missed the chance to see Mrs. Jalleh and her cute strawberry. (By the way, strawberry is her baby). I also missed the chance to see Nghia. (Not that I desperately want to see him.) I also realised, when I saw the photo they took, that Yida and Jeanette came too and I missed the chance to see them dance too. Last but not least, I missed my last chance to learn Zapin properly so now, I will step down as the only malay dancer that doesn't know the full Zapin. Oh freak, what a big loss! URGH.
On a happier note, Alicia, my cute little neighbour has been running over to my doorstep to say hi to me. Heh, she's so so so cute! :DDDDDD But I couldn't really go near her, because I've not yet fully recovered and she's so young, her immune system is not strong enough and I don't want to make her sick as well. If I ever have a chance one day, I will quickly snap a photo of her and upload it. She's totally adorable man. Speaking of babies, next saturday, I will see both my cousin's son, Enjie and Javier (I think that's how his name is spelt?). Heh, I just have a thing for babies. I LOVE CUTE BABIES AND ACTUALLY, ALL BABIES ARE CUTE (((((((((((((((:
Okay, I will go and mug for a test tmr, nothing v big I suppose, but all tests are to be treated as equally important now. Many papers will be back this week, please please pretty please, I cannot afford to not do well. But I can roughly gauge how I did. So people, wait for my emo updates! ):
Homework is coming faster and faster.
I've to write faster and faster to finish them.
Prelims and Alevels are approaching me faster and faster.
Anyway, that was just a random thought. I've to type faster and faster now because I am supposed to go and study for a test. I was actually quite shocked to realise by yesterday night that I've like one thousand and one homework to complete. And I thought it was only that few. So, the whole of today, I was rushing homework throughout. Boring day, yeah I do know that.
I missed the last dance practice. Not only that, I missed the chance to see Mrs. Jalleh and her cute strawberry. (By the way, strawberry is her baby). I also missed the chance to see Nghia. (Not that I desperately want to see him.) I also realised, when I saw the photo they took, that Yida and Jeanette came too and I missed the chance to see them dance too. Last but not least, I missed my last chance to learn Zapin properly so now, I will step down as the only malay dancer that doesn't know the full Zapin. Oh freak, what a big loss! URGH.
On a happier note, Alicia, my cute little neighbour has been running over to my doorstep to say hi to me. Heh, she's so so so cute! :DDDDDD But I couldn't really go near her, because I've not yet fully recovered and she's so young, her immune system is not strong enough and I don't want to make her sick as well. If I ever have a chance one day, I will quickly snap a photo of her and upload it. She's totally adorable man. Speaking of babies, next saturday, I will see both my cousin's son, Enjie and Javier (I think that's how his name is spelt?). Heh, I just have a thing for babies. I LOVE CUTE BABIES AND ACTUALLY, ALL BABIES ARE CUTE (((((((((((((((:
Okay, I will go and mug for a test tmr, nothing v big I suppose, but all tests are to be treated as equally important now. Many papers will be back this week, please please pretty please, I cannot afford to not do well. But I can roughly gauge how I did. So people, wait for my emo updates! ):
20090710
Good or bad.
9:48 PM
For those who already know and for those who don't, I didn't go to school today again. Woke up with flu and cough and a slight fever and figured out that they will send me back home if I had gone to school. So I decided to be once again, socially responsible and stayed at home.
But that does not mean there isn't homework. Swetha kindly delivered them to me after school, haha that sucks. Mummy assumed I wanted to pon school, I suppose, and scolded me really harshly. I haven't cried so much for months and years and anyway yeah. The thing is she always only got half the story right. Don't call me a crybaby okay, I'll just slap you!
Went to the clinic and I was asked to wear a mask because I've flu symptoms and stuff like that. At least there wasn't a lot of people staring at me weirdly. Anyway, I wasn't the only one who was wearing a mask. But duh, I didn't have H1N1, it's just the common flu luh.
Daddy actually called home in the afternoon to ask if I've seen the doctor or something. Seriously, I was kind of touched. He hasn't done such things before. Mummy, who was still angry I suppose, insisted on me going to the clinic alone and stating things like I'm already big enough which is a fact, but she still came along with me all the same. Heh, a blessing in disguise afterall. See, no matter how negative situations seem to be, there'll be things that're positive, if we were to learn to appreciate little things. :D
Might be going K with the girls tmr, but my voice is half gone and coarse now due to the cough, how do I sing?! Haha, I will see how it goes tmr, and they just have to endure with my singing if it's that bad. :P
I missed the last dance practice today. But I also missed getting back my math paper. Half the class failed, which made me even more scared. Freak, I can't fail math!
But that does not mean there isn't homework. Swetha kindly delivered them to me after school, haha that sucks. Mummy assumed I wanted to pon school, I suppose, and scolded me really harshly. I haven't cried so much for months and years and anyway yeah. The thing is she always only got half the story right. Don't call me a crybaby okay, I'll just slap you!
Went to the clinic and I was asked to wear a mask because I've flu symptoms and stuff like that. At least there wasn't a lot of people staring at me weirdly. Anyway, I wasn't the only one who was wearing a mask. But duh, I didn't have H1N1, it's just the common flu luh.
Daddy actually called home in the afternoon to ask if I've seen the doctor or something. Seriously, I was kind of touched. He hasn't done such things before. Mummy, who was still angry I suppose, insisted on me going to the clinic alone and stating things like I'm already big enough which is a fact, but she still came along with me all the same. Heh, a blessing in disguise afterall. See, no matter how negative situations seem to be, there'll be things that're positive, if we were to learn to appreciate little things. :D
Might be going K with the girls tmr, but my voice is half gone and coarse now due to the cough, how do I sing?! Haha, I will see how it goes tmr, and they just have to endure with my singing if it's that bad. :P
I missed the last dance practice today. But I also missed getting back my math paper. Half the class failed, which made me even more scared. Freak, I can't fail math!
20090709
Here it comes.
10:01 PM
Omg here it comes! As I was saying, after sore throat, I'll have flu followed by fever. Now it's the second stage, i'm having flu. But just a little luh. I practised social responsibility today though by skipping school haha! But it was due to my terrible sore throat which is gone now! The flu is damn minor, i had it in the morning and it's gone now too! So glad!
Actually, I kind of wish that I don't need to go to school tomorrow. I don't want to get back math paper. Although I know I haven't performed well, I still don't want to see the actual marks that directly reflected to me how bad I've done. ): And following which, there will be more papers coming back, I think I can go and start crying.
Probably one of the last one or two dance practices I can go to. Tomorrow there's dance! Mummy's getting not very pleased that I've not yet stepped down. Haix, I do hope the results are really satisfactory enough to let her know that I can manage dance and studies well too.
Life is starting to feel empty, like real empty. Without dance, without something to look forward to after school. And this is going to carry on for the next few months. Quoting from Lissya, it's going to be terrible to think we've to go through the same thing and mug that hard again, in fact even harder, for Prelims and Alevels again. Hope that these will all be over soon, there're so many things to look forward to after A's.
By the way, just helping Debbie to advertise this: Her cousin and her cousin's friend recently set up this blogshop. Just take a look luh and do buy it you like! And Debbie looks really great as the model, I think I should stop telling her that though, her ego is like damn huge now haha! http://illicity.livejournal.com
And why isn't anyone making full use of my comments section! ): It's saddening to see 0 people responded at every post! Anyway, I should blog for as much as I can because life is getting more and more hectic soon.
Actually, I kind of wish that I don't need to go to school tomorrow. I don't want to get back math paper. Although I know I haven't performed well, I still don't want to see the actual marks that directly reflected to me how bad I've done. ): And following which, there will be more papers coming back, I think I can go and start crying.
Probably one of the last one or two dance practices I can go to. Tomorrow there's dance! Mummy's getting not very pleased that I've not yet stepped down. Haix, I do hope the results are really satisfactory enough to let her know that I can manage dance and studies well too.
Life is starting to feel empty, like real empty. Without dance, without something to look forward to after school. And this is going to carry on for the next few months. Quoting from Lissya, it's going to be terrible to think we've to go through the same thing and mug that hard again, in fact even harder, for Prelims and Alevels again. Hope that these will all be over soon, there're so many things to look forward to after A's.
By the way, just helping Debbie to advertise this: Her cousin and her cousin's friend recently set up this blogshop. Just take a look luh and do buy it you like! And Debbie looks really great as the model, I think I should stop telling her that though, her ego is like damn huge now haha! http://illicity.livejournal.com
And why isn't anyone making full use of my comments section! ): It's saddening to see 0 people responded at every post! Anyway, I should blog for as much as I can because life is getting more and more hectic soon.
20090708
How to stop the pain
9:35 PM
It hurts so much. It's so painful. How do I stop the pain? This sucks. I want to recover from it soon. I don't want to be hurt by it anymore...
Heh, just in case you're wondering, it's not some lame crush or something. It's just my sore throat. Because GP teachers say that we have to have an interesting introduction to capture the reader's attention, I feel that this is kind of attention seeking, was it?
And yeah, I have a sore throat. It hurts so badly. I attributed it to the fact that I was actually still kind of strolling in the rain instead of running for shelter when the rain grew heavier from a drizzle to a downpour. And I went up an aircon bus straight after and didn't bathe after I reach home for about half an hour. (Cause my sister is taking a long time to bathe.) As a result, I had a sore throat yesterday, I don't know why it isn't flu. But mine always happens in a sequence: sore throat, flu, cough, fever and the flu and cough will continue forever, at least 2 weeks.
And, as much as I like it, I really have to be firm and really not run back to dance practices. All the teachers are telling us how many weeks to Prelims then A's and stuff. Then, aiyah, I don't know what to say already luh, sore throat just sucks.
Heh, just in case you're wondering, it's not some lame crush or something. It's just my sore throat. Because GP teachers say that we have to have an interesting introduction to capture the reader's attention, I feel that this is kind of attention seeking, was it?
And yeah, I have a sore throat. It hurts so badly. I attributed it to the fact that I was actually still kind of strolling in the rain instead of running for shelter when the rain grew heavier from a drizzle to a downpour. And I went up an aircon bus straight after and didn't bathe after I reach home for about half an hour. (Cause my sister is taking a long time to bathe.) As a result, I had a sore throat yesterday, I don't know why it isn't flu. But mine always happens in a sequence: sore throat, flu, cough, fever and the flu and cough will continue forever, at least 2 weeks.
And, as much as I like it, I really have to be firm and really not run back to dance practices. All the teachers are telling us how many weeks to Prelims then A's and stuff. Then, aiyah, I don't know what to say already luh, sore throat just sucks.
20090706
Relieving childhood moments
10:02 PM
Uploading photos on facebook is such a chore. Gwen, I admire you for uploading thousands and hundreds of photos all along haha.
After seeing Gwen's funny childhood photos, I have this urge to upload mine too haha. But you know, because I always thought that aiyah why do I need a camera when my phone has one. You know that kind of thing? The pictures are really blur, that's when I realise I should get one good camera soon!
Okay, it's actually just a random compilation of photos. Go facebook it! Heh, anyway, there's a new Hong Kong drama so I'm going to watch it now!
P.S. : I still haven't touched my DAQ :/
After seeing Gwen's funny childhood photos, I have this urge to upload mine too haha. But you know, because I always thought that aiyah why do I need a camera when my phone has one. You know that kind of thing? The pictures are really blur, that's when I realise I should get one good camera soon!
Okay, it's actually just a random compilation of photos. Go facebook it! Heh, anyway, there's a new Hong Kong drama so I'm going to watch it now!
P.S. : I still haven't touched my DAQ :/
everything beats mugging
11:48 AM
CTs have been over for quite long and I'm still happily enjoying it. Obviously I know that tomorrow there'll be school again, and that I still have my DAQ not done yet, but opps haha! I really am not in the mood to touch any homework yet.
Had lunch with Saniah and Hwarng yesterday at Holland V. I just don't know how to go about finding places in Holland V. Don't someone agree with me that everywhere looks alike in Holland V? Anyway, we happened to stop outside Thai Express so we decided to have our lunch there. I had a good laugh hah! And realising that Gwen and Saniah haven't done and submitted their Group VII tutorial, I feel quite glad that at least I had already submitted it eons ago.
Then, they proceeded to thread their eyebrows while I sat outside, looking at their areas around their brows that have turned red after threading, wondering when I will decide to bear with the pain just to get a neater eyebrow haha. Anyway, we went to eat yoghurt and I am so glad that I chose mangoes over strawberries (It has nothing to do with Phuong) because the mangoes are really sweet! (Again, nothing to do with Phuong) While eating, I happened to see Singgih haha, haven't seen him in ages. But he walked the opposite way so fine, anyway I doubt he can remember/recognise me.
Movie outing with dancers was cancelled due to the low enthusiasm and bad response. Okay, I guess it's because I gave a rather last minute notice of it. Refused to stay at home and asked lissya to go out with me. Even though I have already given in and agreed to meet her at Causeway Point, that woman refused to leave her house. In the end, I have to stay at home, thus now, having the time to blog and stuff.
By the way, I added this Comments section and I wanted to remove my tagboard actually. But well, let's just leave it there.
And quoting from PP, I've fallen in love with this phone - LG Lollipop. Please do ignore their weird names, I actually don't see how the phone has any association to lollipops besides its vibrant colours, but just take a look at it; I think it's really pretty! Especially the pink one.
http://i182.photobucket.com/albums/x27/lifeatmost/LG_LOLLIPOP.jpg
There're news of it being available in Singapore in the 4th quarter of the year but it is not a confirmed one. That's why, should I wait for it to come or should I just settle for another one which I don't like as much. I need some help here!
Had lunch with Saniah and Hwarng yesterday at Holland V. I just don't know how to go about finding places in Holland V. Don't someone agree with me that everywhere looks alike in Holland V? Anyway, we happened to stop outside Thai Express so we decided to have our lunch there. I had a good laugh hah! And realising that Gwen and Saniah haven't done and submitted their Group VII tutorial, I feel quite glad that at least I had already submitted it eons ago.
Then, they proceeded to thread their eyebrows while I sat outside, looking at their areas around their brows that have turned red after threading, wondering when I will decide to bear with the pain just to get a neater eyebrow haha. Anyway, we went to eat yoghurt and I am so glad that I chose mangoes over strawberries (It has nothing to do with Phuong) because the mangoes are really sweet! (Again, nothing to do with Phuong) While eating, I happened to see Singgih haha, haven't seen him in ages. But he walked the opposite way so fine, anyway I doubt he can remember/recognise me.
Movie outing with dancers was cancelled due to the low enthusiasm and bad response. Okay, I guess it's because I gave a rather last minute notice of it. Refused to stay at home and asked lissya to go out with me. Even though I have already given in and agreed to meet her at Causeway Point, that woman refused to leave her house. In the end, I have to stay at home, thus now, having the time to blog and stuff.
By the way, I added this Comments section and I wanted to remove my tagboard actually. But well, let's just leave it there.
And quoting from PP, I've fallen in love with this phone - LG Lollipop. Please do ignore their weird names, I actually don't see how the phone has any association to lollipops besides its vibrant colours, but just take a look at it; I think it's really pretty! Especially the pink one.
http://i182.photobucket.com/albums/x27/lifeatmost/LG_LOLLIPOP.jpg
There're news of it being available in Singapore in the 4th quarter of the year but it is not a confirmed one. That's why, should I wait for it to come or should I just settle for another one which I don't like as much. I need some help here!
20090704
happenings
8:46 PM
Some interesting stuff happened today. Hah.
There was a mini explosion in my house. My sister was charging her MP4 or something then there was just this loud explosive-like sound and she screamed. All the next moment I realised it, the supply was cut off already. Went around the house switching off every switch I can find. And then with my sister still in shock, I decided to wake my brother up. We tried to behave like calm adults to solve this situation but couldn't. Tried to turn on the main power supply but no electricity came back. Actually, the moment we pushed up the thing it was really scary. At least it was to me, you never know whether the next moment you'll get electrocuted. Haha, in the end Mummy called the electrician or whoever luh, and he said how dangerous it was and stuff. Because it tripped not only the house one but also the one outside the house. And stuff like if the current (or is it voltage) bypassed the one outside, my sister would have gotten an electric shock. Anyway, nothing happened in the end which was phew!
And then, I overheard some conversation somewhere. Okay I eavesdropped :P It's like that,
A son: Mummy why don't we have a car?
The mum: Because we can't drive. Next time when you grow up, you can learn driving and drive me around.
A son: When I am in secondary school is it?
The mum: No, when you're older and working. When you're already an adult.
A son: Will you die by then already?
Haha. I tried my best to control my laugher. Actually kids are so innocent, although they often say things like that without thinking properly. I actually kind of miss going for CIP and seeing my Group9 girls (:
P.S. I still don't know what flip phone to get!
There was a mini explosion in my house. My sister was charging her MP4 or something then there was just this loud explosive-like sound and she screamed. All the next moment I realised it, the supply was cut off already. Went around the house switching off every switch I can find. And then with my sister still in shock, I decided to wake my brother up. We tried to behave like calm adults to solve this situation but couldn't. Tried to turn on the main power supply but no electricity came back. Actually, the moment we pushed up the thing it was really scary. At least it was to me, you never know whether the next moment you'll get electrocuted. Haha, in the end Mummy called the electrician or whoever luh, and he said how dangerous it was and stuff. Because it tripped not only the house one but also the one outside the house. And stuff like if the current (or is it voltage) bypassed the one outside, my sister would have gotten an electric shock. Anyway, nothing happened in the end which was phew!
And then, I overheard some conversation somewhere. Okay I eavesdropped :P It's like that,
A son: Mummy why don't we have a car?
The mum: Because we can't drive. Next time when you grow up, you can learn driving and drive me around.
A son: When I am in secondary school is it?
The mum: No, when you're older and working. When you're already an adult.
A son: Will you die by then already?
Haha. I tried my best to control my laugher. Actually kids are so innocent, although they often say things like that without thinking properly. I actually kind of miss going for CIP and seeing my Group9 girls (:
P.S. I still don't know what flip phone to get!
short rest before starting again
7:45 PM
It's finally over yay (: Okay I know if im going to type a lot a lot (Because I've a lot of things to say) It will make it seem like I'm writing paragraphs which a lot of ppl have been complaining about. So I'm going to divide my posts up haha so it doesn't look as if I wrote a lot.
Firstly math is bad, I've never felt so inconfident after finishing a math paper. Worse, I had a really bad headache and I really wanted to raise my hand and ask the invigilator to allow me to proceed to sick bay and I take a retest or something lol. But after that I decided to be smarter and not torture myself so I skipped those I don't know. Ended up at the last page and started again on trying to solve the qns I skipped, and the headache came back.
Secondly phy, the last paper, was a total killer. Okay maybe my phy sucks that's why but to me, it's really hard. Ms Tey said it's easy, I mean duh, she's a phy tcher! I've nothing much to say luh, just let me pass. I don't aim for my C in phy alr!
Seems like I've set too high a target for cts: math A chem B econs gp phy C. I wonder how many of the subjects will reach my desired grade. Probably 1 or 2 or none?!
It'll be kind of demoralising for me if I can't reach my goals. And then for that week I will probably be really emo, although I dislike people being emo. If you're wondering, gp chem and econs were okay. surprisingly haha. I really hope the results will show that I do know something and it's not just a self-delusion or something.
I haven't made much plans to go out yet and I think that will really mean that I'm going to be stuck at home all day. But even if so, I don't see how this can be worse than mugging nonstop.
And I'm quite sad because the outing with Shiqi is cancelled. ): Jurong Point 2 has opened for so long and I haven't had a proper walk around it before. That sucks! ): Maybe I just have no fate with JP, the other time Peisi Steph and I wanted to go there too but ended up having not enought time.
Okay, this shall end this post. I shall start another one :P
Firstly math is bad, I've never felt so inconfident after finishing a math paper. Worse, I had a really bad headache and I really wanted to raise my hand and ask the invigilator to allow me to proceed to sick bay and I take a retest or something lol. But after that I decided to be smarter and not torture myself so I skipped those I don't know. Ended up at the last page and started again on trying to solve the qns I skipped, and the headache came back.
Secondly phy, the last paper, was a total killer. Okay maybe my phy sucks that's why but to me, it's really hard. Ms Tey said it's easy, I mean duh, she's a phy tcher! I've nothing much to say luh, just let me pass. I don't aim for my C in phy alr!
Seems like I've set too high a target for cts: math A chem B econs gp phy C. I wonder how many of the subjects will reach my desired grade. Probably 1 or 2 or none?!
It'll be kind of demoralising for me if I can't reach my goals. And then for that week I will probably be really emo, although I dislike people being emo. If you're wondering, gp chem and econs were okay. surprisingly haha. I really hope the results will show that I do know something and it's not just a self-delusion or something.
I haven't made much plans to go out yet and I think that will really mean that I'm going to be stuck at home all day. But even if so, I don't see how this can be worse than mugging nonstop.
And I'm quite sad because the outing with Shiqi is cancelled. ): Jurong Point 2 has opened for so long and I haven't had a proper walk around it before. That sucks! ): Maybe I just have no fate with JP, the other time Peisi Steph and I wanted to go there too but ended up having not enought time.
Okay, this shall end this post. I shall start another one :P